#i have what's called the opposite of attachment issues bahahaha its not actually funny i hate it it makes me feel heartless 💀
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i want to love someone so much that a goodbye feels just as painful as people describe it to be
(quite a long rant in the tags goodbye—)
#i have what's called the opposite of attachment issues bahahaha its not actually funny i hate it it makes me feel heartless 💀#but that's what you get for having parents that love to move countries every two goddamn years like besties.#im sick and tired of moving omfg? its my fifth school in the four years i have been in this country. thats a record for the amount of time#in a country. most of the times it is two max.#man im in 12th grade and in my 16th freaking school i want to cry im so tired 💀#i make and drop friends like no one's business hah. i cant get attached to someone omfl if they told me we were moving right now i wouldnt#even be bothered enough to call my current closest irl for a goodbye :')#i feel terrible for not feeling any remorse or sadness istfg its either just tiring or neutral#yes i can flex that ive lived in so many countries. yes i have many mindblowing diff experiences than most of my peers.#yes i adapt to situations so so much quicker than most of people my age or even those who are in their forties#yes but man. im tired mom im tired dad 💀#and the worst thing is now... now ig im bored easily. nothing is satisfying me anymore after a very short amount of time.#we have been living in this town for ten months and i am so fucking bored of this place already i want to go away to another place or else#i feel like i will lose my mind haha man i am exhausted but also so so bored i now cant stand the idea of staying at a school for more than#half a year good god#sixteenth school besties im gonna break sooner or later haha 💀 it's not like im even remotely antisocial or socially shy and awkward too#quite on the contrary i can get along with anyone and everyone and can befriend ppl quickly but i cant ever seem to just idk... like anyone#like yeah. i like them but i would not miss a single person no matter how tight knit we might have been?? i really want to commit to#a friend but i just cant and its so irritating. man as a little kid i would cry like a baby every time we moved away but im so desensitized#lmfao pls god let me love someone so much that i feel sad for leaving them behind 💀#idk i am probably overexaggerating stuff again but oh well. it's getting annoying. i feel tired of being bored of life all the time#tp#time to listen to worry free love by taeyeon
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