#i have to do like five sketch layers of the messiest looking sketches you've ever seen to get something half decent

[entamewitchlulu]

like i'm gonna be real i don't talk about it much but drawing is actually SO INCREDIBLY HARD for me to do. it kind of always has been. i don't have great drawing form, i'm probably fucking up my wrist, it takes me a million tries to get a line right and I learned improper sketching techniques in high school despite my art teacher's best efforts to train me out of them. everything i draw feels so so so shaky to me. a lot of times it's not even really fun especially nowadays. the only reason i still push through most days is out of sheer desire to see Blorbo

i want to get a nicer drawing tablet with a screen so maybe i can unlearn some of my worse drawing habits but i'm not sure if that will help for sure?? Not sure if I want to drop several hundo on a tablet without knowing if it will help. I really like drawing it's just. the process is SO hard

I was today years old when i found out i've been using my drawing tablet the wrong way for approximately 12 years and now i can't figure out how to use it the right way