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schrijverr · 19 days ago

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Eddie's diary fic is a masterpiece i stayed up till like past 4 am reading it and haven't stopped thinking about it since i loved that you didnt just immediately have chris believe and trust eddie and it happened slowly

the whole thing is written so well and its such a good premise i love it!!!

Ahh thank you so much! Very flattered to have caused you missed sleep like that xp

But yeah, it was very important to me that Chris doubted Eddie, because while I love him and am a huge fan of messy!Eddie (bc I'm a whore for drama in fiction), he did fuck up. Big time. Like, he genuinely hurt Chris a lot and while I hate he's in Texas, I can't blame him for being angry with Eddie and healing takes time. Even at the end of the fic, that crack still isn't fully healed, but it might be. I really wanted to explore that, mending broken trust between you and someone you were meant to rely on, so I'm glad you like that :D

#rr ask #i have so many thoughts TM about Chris's arc in this fic omg #like is it in part projection? mayhaps #but it's such an interesting conversation in canon that i hate they arent exploring #like eddie isnt talking to chris. he has no context for what happened and eddie isnt trying #which i get because eddie isn't fuctioning well right now and shutting down #which is why a diary like this is the best way for that to happen because he doesnt actually have to talk to get chris to see his side #but this isnt canon (as far as we know rn) so chris doesnt have his side #just so much anger that eddie is seemingly ignoring even if we as the audience know its killing him #not to dump but when my shit with my parent went down #i barely spoke to them for 6 months and then my therapist (well not therapist therapist but support) half forced me #and guess what. it helped #getting their side helped #but chris isnt getting eddies side #hes just being angry #anyway rant over now xp

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