#i have probably said something similarly hurtful on multiple occasions i'm not saying i'm necessarily any better. just wanted to vent a bit

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literally why is it so hard for me to accept that i am a clumsy person...like i do not and will not move gracefully no matter how hard i try. it's not about trying! i'm just a person full of awkward half aborted motions and bad spatial awareness and worse hand-eye coordination and whatever else. that's just how it is! nothing inherently bad about it!! it's just. augh. i wish people would stop making me perform physical tasks and then watch me do them and then make fun of me when i'm "too slow" or "doing it wrong" or "making it more difficult than it needs to be" or "doing things in a way that makes no sense" or "acting stupid on purpose". like cant you just understand that moving my body is not intuitive for me and you're not helping??? peace and love on planet earth <3