#i have not much to absolutely scream about bc there's not much Penny content this ep except that one scene

[cosmokyrin]

like mother, like daughter

[elle-smells]

Listen even though we all know Im obviously the edgiest bitch on this site, I’m gonna get a little sentimental for a sec. This year has been a train wreck but you were part of the reason why it was bearable

@suburbanenigma carmen we were mutuals for like 5 minutes and we were sending memes and being chaotic ksjdjsksks bro I can't believe I've only known you for less than 2 months. You literally listen to every single one of my breakdowns and I love seeing your crack posts on my dash. Thank you for being the edgy energy I need 😌❤️ I love you bitch 🐔(thanks CL)

@lesbeanfatou bitch I remember at the start of the year I kept wondering who this person was that was liking all my posts and it turns out it was a one direction obssesed girl that would become my favourite Les🐝an with the best memes on the internet skdnskdns (you were like my first mutual I think) Anygay- I love you bitch and I hope we get to share more tipsy stories in 2021 (drink responsibly kids)

@kieumyfatous SAMMM I LOVE YOU AND OUR LOVE FOR MUSICALS. Josie and Penny are canon in our hearts 😌💓. You're literally a drop of sunshine and fuck timezones bcs I don't get to see you as often but when I do it's the best time and I love you.

@helmtaryn Aurore thanks for caring about my sleep schedule and my eyesight skskdjdjdjdj dude being your diary is so much fun skdndndn your GIFs are so creative also fuck Skam fr colouring and Photoshop 😌😌you also listen to every one of shit posts and I love you for it ❤️

And here's to every other mutual in the tiktok skdnsks

@cr1spyy Fernanda I wanna be you when I grow up no joke you're awesome ksnddjk (ps sorry you have to deal with Skam on your dash skdndj) // @alexiaugustin Viv your hot takes are the best things on these site, istg everytime I'm 👁️👄👁️ // @sassy-sara bro you're always here and it's such a fun time I love it // @robbesdriesen seriously your fics were one of my favourite parts of 2020 (the talent-) thanks :) // @engelkeijsers mareee bro honestly you fill my dash with joy // @sundaymorninghangover I just see your posts and go "same" and it's amazing // @feeling-kinda-so-so ok I know you're leaving and I'm :((( but still thank you for making my dash a great place to be in <3 // @theflowerisblue we don't really talk but I appreciate you and your posts anyway :) // @ghosttotheparty and @earthling-isa same thing as the previous one, I really do appreciate any interactions we've had <3

Edit: @wilsonsmercer ok OK I SCREENSHOTED YOUR TUMBLR, it was in my camera roll but then I must've lost it bcs it's not in the tiktok but anyways, I'M SORRY, thank you to you too for providing amazing content and for being absolutely amazing Ily ❤️

And Honestly so many more ppl that I'm probably forgetting and sorry if I did but this blog and you have made this year so much better you have no idea. Thanks for listening to me scream into the void that is Tumblr, I don't even remember what I did with my emotions before this blog skdjdkdjdb but anygay- Let's hope for more character development in 2021 😌✌️

[mewtonian-physics]

Hello Penny! How have you been? Alright, I hope. I know it's been awhile, sorry. How is your job and school and professors and all that going?

I don't really have anything to say, I went to the store and got a compliment on my haircut, which was nice, just thought I'd check in with you, since it seems like you maybe haven't been feeling your best, and send a bunch of love your way.

Idk, I just really like you. You're super cool and interesting, and I like seeing you on my dash, you make my day better and I really want you to have a happy and contented life, like you deserve.

Also, have you seen those complications on YouTube of Chuuya screaming? My favorite is when you can hear him screeching in like an airplane before busting through the ceiling (when Daiza is in an attic with a gaint cake, I think?), like EEEEEEEEEEEEYAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!

It always makes me laugh, he's so little and angry.

Anyways, be well - 🌻

hi!!! i've been okay :) classes are going pretty well, i'm REALLY enjoying the one law class i'm taking (stretches out my little hands for more) so in that regard i am just living my very best life. the rest of them are decent but it is hard to beat that one. i've actually started trying to take up poetry on the suggestion of a girl in one of my classes and i think i'm at least not horrible at it lol. i think prose is still more my style but poetry isn't half bad either, especially free verse because fuck rhyme and meter i do what i want.

unfortunately i do not have the job anymore :( it was a temporary position but wow they did not make it clear just how temporary it was going to be. i worked from thursday through to the saturday of the following week (except on sunday) and then that was it. so my contributions to the college tuition are not exactly skyrocketing. i did win a scholarship though, it's small but i take what i can get. why must college be sooooooo expensive the cruel hand of capitalism crushes me

i'm also considering signing up for a little show at my university i kind of want to try comedy... i might be awful at it but it could also be fun, who knows. i haven't made a real decision yet though i'm too anxious about possibly being bad at it lol

oooh hair compliments are some of my favorites. what kind of cut is it :0 would love to hear details.

thank you very much :) your asks always cheer me up, i love hearing from you and i hope you have a happy life too!

YES

CHUUYA NOISES ARE SO FUNNY

he'll just go 'HAH?!' and my day will instantly be improved. like of course he's gonna be yelling and screaming and such when he's literally being taken over by a god of destruction and calamity it's the fact that he keeps doing it all the time that just makes it perfect. and the SCREECHING i know EXACTLY what scene you're thinking of and it's one of my favorite examples. dazai's just sitting there with a whole little party set up complete with absolutely enormous cake (boy did the cake look good) and then just the quiet (at first) scream slowly getting louder and louder and the war between 'yay, chuuya's here' and 'oh god he's gonna come in through the window, goodbye cake' and you can SEE dazai having basically the same reaction i mean he sighs and looks towards the window like 'and i went to all this effort.'

i think the screaming is his internal rock star coming out. i mean he IS voiced by taniyama kishou, it's to be expected. (speaking of which, have you listened to any of his songs outside of the ones he did for bsd? because i've been listening to this one he wrote apparently way before bsd, 'sugar', and there's one part where it DIRECTLY MENTIONS chuuya (the real one) and it cracks me up. irl foreshadowing. plus it's just a catchy song) whole reason i'm weak for aus with chuuya as a singer is because it just already works. he might as well be. in my mind it is nakahara chuuya singing the bungou stray dogs openings. i manifest it.

also let's talk for a second about how i can count on one hand the amount of times chuuya yells about something that is completely unrelated to dazai. those two are a riot.

also also on that subject ranpo was so brave to pull that trick with the book like if he'd gotten even a little bit wrong he would have been so pulverized even yosano couldn't do anything. he would have been dust. this man intentionally pissed off someone who literally has a god of destruction inside of him. really brave... and also really stupid

he IS so little and angry though bsd wan was on point making him a chihuahua bc thats exactly the vibes. tiny loud and ferocious. i love him. one of the best characters in bungou stray dogs and that's just a fact. [claps] where is he asagiri show me the tiny angry man