#i hate being trans rn it's like. oh yeah im gonna draw attention to myself im gonna be in uncomfortable situations
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#not fandom related#trans stuff#personal log stardate#gonna have to take a flight this year and i just realized. im on T now#no name and gender marker change yet so i already worry abt passing/not passing and should i present as a guy or a gal?#like. should i let my hair grow out and shave for the flight(s) and use the women's bathrooms???#should i wear a sports bra for the flight so i won't necessarily be pat down??#should i take my T gel w me??? i don't want to draw any attention at all (thanks social anxiety 🥲) so im considering just Not taking it#w me. but it'll be 3 weeks w/o T. like. i don't mind going off of T in general im just scared ill have mood swings/emotional stuff#or exhaustion going on. also. when im there. which bathroom to use. idk how well ill pass in a few months#fuuuuick i already hate this. im gonna talk to my therapist abt it to see what she thinks#also i might ask my endocrinologist abt taking T gel w me on international flights#i hate being trans rn it's like. oh yeah im gonna draw attention to myself im gonna be in uncomfortable situations#just trying to live my life y'know#hate it :(
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