#i got some of the oc itchies outta me and now my brain is once again thinking of the 'lurien kills the soul master

[ruthlesslistener]

Sigh. It is with a heavy heart that I must announce that futzing around with PK's relationship with sex and partnerships has once again devolved into a meta-analysis of his mindset as a person with a very obsessive-compulsive autistic brain as well as a view on sex-positive asexuality instead of just making it a shipping thing. Yeah this is like when I decided to project my own experiences with being an immigrant's son and interweave that with the compexities of transness and anxiety disorders onto the blank slate of Lurien the Watcher. Sorry its going into a document for me to scribble at in fits of mania that will never see the light of day again