#i feel ungrateful because so many people don't have savings and past me ws screwed and lost a tooth because i couldn't afford it | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

skyrim-forever · 17 days ago

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I don't really know how to express it in a way that doesn't make me cringe and delete but I Am Not Okay right now

Trying to tell myself it could be much worse but damn does that not make me feel better. I don't want to whine because it could be much worse and I should be grateful it's not but going through it while having my first PMDD episode in months is not helping me think properly!

#eve rambles #pmdd #i feel kind of insane #i feel bad complaining about having to pay out of pocket for dental care because i do have savings which can cover it #but i don't have a way to the dentist as there's no transit so im gonna have to call a cab/uber #don't have time off work so lost wages while i go to the dentist #but like i have savings so it's not like i can't go #i feel ungrateful because so many people don't have savings and past me ws screwed and lost a tooth because i couldn't afford it #now im just rambling but i feel bad for wishing i had pto sometimes because i don't have a hard job so i should be happy to be employed #i don't deal with the public and i am making more than i ever had by a lot #but it's contract work with no options for insurance benefits or stability #but so many people work jobs were they don't make enough to live and get treated poorly #so who am i to complain about anything

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