#i feel this constant need to push myself n surpass myself bc if i stagnate i'll lose the main thing abt myself i find pride in | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

hinamie · 1 month

Text

gripping bathroom counter staring myself down in the mirror i have Got to learn not to place all my sense of inherent value into my art how can i get it through my skull that i am more than what i like and more than what i make

#hina.txt #talking to a wall basically :(#when ur hobby and ur skills are your favourite things abt yourself bc u genuinely cannot stand everything else #its not good its not healthy i cant take criticism bc all my self-worth is in my art and everything feels like a personal fucking attack #when im at all unsatisfied with what ive made it feels like im a complete failure #i feel this constant need to push myself n surpass myself bc if i stagnate i'll lose the main thing abt myself i find pride in #this is emo as fuck sorry im normal :)#bad bad mood today ghjdsghd Cold Fury into shame so fast itll give u whiplash

44 notes · View notes