#i feel such a deep sense of unbelonging. my friends' parents have accepted me to a similar degree
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genuinely the most fucked up painful part of getting broken up with has been losing the feeling of belonging to a family that made me feel safe.
#his parents made me feel so appreciated and understood. they always offered to help me with whatever i needed even if i didn't always accept#my mom died in july and the rest of my family is deeply in debt and struggling with addiction and i just feel so alone#i have gotten as far as i have on my own intuition but i am always so afraid. i have no safety net#i overwork myself and hoard money just to feel a sense of security#i feel like i'm burdening anyone when i ask for support or advice#but his parents went out of their way to make sure i had what i needed and listened to me and encouraged me#and i'm just hurting so much. they are still open to talking but i really thought there was a possibility of officially joining their family#but the relationship ended#i just have deep fucking parent wounds and i want nothing more than to be mothered. maybe even fathered. i don't know#i feel such a deep sense of unbelonging. my friends' parents have accepted me to a similar degree#but i don't feel nearly as understood on a deep level. idk#i just feel like i lost so much in this breakup and it hurts so fucking much
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