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#its been a rly weird (not in a bad way just different-weird hh) feeling/exp being behind on da stuff lately and not having been able to#follow it all or post about it all in totality or minute detail like usual (and for so long too)#but its been so worth it sjdkjfkfj#and the reason is. the other thing (i dont talk about it much here) that is my special interest is nature- especially plants and birds#and for ~three years or so now i have had this Dream of seeing a specific rare bird species in the wild#it can only be found in one region/habitat in one country in the world#i have tried to spot it before on previous attempts but wasn't able to find it#so tldr i've been on this Bird quest on the other side of the world#and this time.. i DID find it ouughh (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥`) and not only one example but they had a friend with them too!! TWO birbs#and AAAA im so happy i cant even begin to explain/express.. its a dream come true for me fr (。•́︿•̀。)#mj and the world#feels
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"Amanda is the villain!" 😪
"Wooly is the villain!" 😪
"Both are two different people who got screwed over by Hameln and have different stories that we still need to uncover in future installments." 👁👄👁
#its just more interesting to me#i feel like one or the other being bad is just predictable and too easy to assume.#amanda the adventurer#aaaa im just so excited to see whatever they cook next
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Julie Joyful headcanons?
Well i'm a big fan of the "Fluffy Monster Beastie" Julie!! With a tail !! :) Wild and untamed! (but with a cute dress!) I also like to think she likes earrings <3
I also relate to Julie a lot in the way that i'm very silly and happy So i ofc love to project my own little behaviors!!
#jazzart#julie joyful#asks#jazzanswers#welcome home#wally darling#i doodled these up so fast#even if it did take me all day to finish because i have really bad adhd#thank you for the ask and to give me the excuse to draw her!!#it feels good to do art again!#even if i did the last two as more of doodles#i relate to happy and bubbly characters#even if this year has been... a strange one for me#ive been a little ooc this year but im trying to rekindle that love!!#love... has been a strange beast#finding it by accident and then trying to force it to happen has been two different journeys#love is strange strange strange and god i want to fall in love again. but for realllllll#aaaa enought of me rambling my silly little thoughts#i go to go make tea bc im still sicky
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more sprites more sprites more sprites!!! Sirius this time! :3 The guy ever.....
#my art#sirius gibson#witch's heart#whnoc#in stars and time#in hearts and time#wh isat au#the guyyyyy#I love him#aaaa I want to lightly talk about his lore so bad-#but seriously it feels like saying Anything about this au would be spoilers for one game or the other and well.#I refuse to say anything until The Big Lore Post <3#but in the meantime! guyyyyy#he's so silly <3
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Some Doodles of Wally and Sally!!
I normally don't share my theories, but I am almost 60% certain Wally was the monster in Sally's Halloween story! It is that or it's someone we haven't met yet, but either way I'm excited to find out who it is!
#Haha yes thats a minecraft reference!#eye contact#welcome home#welcome home arg#my art#doodles#wally darling#sally starlet#If Wally is the monster that would be a huge shocker!#It would make me feel bad for Barnaby thou! Does he know??#Oohhh I cant wait for this next update!#Ive been reading so many theories and they are all very good#I am so excited to see what happens next AAAA
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Messy Ogata doodles since I just finished Golden Kamuy and I’m in painnn…
#golden kamuy#Ogata#ogata hyakunosuke#ogata fanart#doodles#gk#gk fanart#i love him and I’m so saddd so devastated aaaa#i always feel so bad posting about more mature series right next to my pokemon art I’m so sorryyy#i like…… a lot of things#my art#I don’t think the gk fandom is very active but if there are any Ogata fans I will find them and befriend them and
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Happy birthday Sasha~ (¬_¬”)-cԅ(‾⌣‾ԅ) I drew Kirya because he is needed KEWK- @simpingseafood
#my art#wtf fluffy#fluffa-mocha-bean#sketch#uwu#im tired#twisted wonderland#twst#twst oc#twst kirya#simpingseafood#lol i feel like i bug and spam you too much tbh#sorry im just a worried and concerned friend#aaaaa i sent you so many messages that i feel bad about it#time to jump off a bridge now AAAA
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RE4R Survival Fic | Leon's terrible sense of humor
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Ashley laughs, then covers her mouth in shock. That shouldn’t be funny, she shouldn’t find that funny, not with all the death that has happened—
Leon’s wince turns into a wry smile. “Don't feel obligated laugh at my terrible jokes, it’s okay, I won’t feel bad.”
“No, it’s…” Ashley thinks for a second. It isn’t as hard to catch a breath. “It helps?”
“Great, my weird sense of humor is rubbing off on you.” Leon glances skywards. “Yet another thing that your dad’s probably not gonna like.
Ashley snorts. “I’m an adult, he won’t care.”
“Hm, won’t he?” Leon asks, grimacing. “He’s gonna think I am a bad influence— hell, I am a bad influence.”
“As long as I don’t start swearing. He doesn’t like it when people swear.”
“Oh, shit, really?” Leon asks, eyebrows raised. “Thank god he’s not listening to this, fuck.”
Ashley laughs out loud. Leon grins. How does he do that so effortlessly? Is comforting hysterical girls part of his training?
“I’m glad you think I’m funny; I don’t think Hunnigan has cracked a single smile and I’ve been talking to her for hours.”
“That’s because you’re not funny, Condor,” Hunnigan says, interrupting her silence.
Leon’s shock at her comment might be fake, but it still makes Ashley giggle.
“Ashley is laughing, I must be sorta funny,” Leon argues.
“Don’t quit your day job, Condor.” Hunnigan replies, voice scathingly dry.
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#god i love them all SO MUCH AAAA#Leon “i deflect my real feelings with shitty one liners and bad jokes” Kennedy#and Leon “oh shit ashley is crying I know how to fix this-- a bad joke!” Kennedy#Leon “oh shit that worked lol I wasn't expecting that” Kennedy#ingrid “oh no there are gonna be two of them laughing at Condor's bad jokes now” Hunnigan#dmwriting#fanfic talk#resident evil#resident evil 4#resident evil 4 remake fanfiction#re4#re4r#leon kennedy#leon s kennedy#ashley graham#re stuff#ingrid hunnigan
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I love your art sm aaaaa I’m JUST following you tho🥲🥲 I just started the whole Underverse fandom and I’ve seen some of ur art on pintrest which has led me here
so. Ur rlly cool.😊
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THATS SO COOL THOUGH OMGOSH
WELCOME TO THE FANDOM!!!
and thank you so much, i’m happy to hear you like my art YEHSJSK 🥺💛💛💛
#i had a bad feeling#mitsuasks#<3333#i hear so many people say they see my art in pinterest but i never see it 💀#ANYWAY THANK YOU AGAIN AAAA#THAT MEANS A LOT TO ME
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#p4#persona 4#p4g#persona 4 golden#hanamura yosuke#yosuke hanamura#“i should be the one thanking you though” god yosuke GOD he still sees so much of this as him seeking justice for saki huh#nearly one year in and he still feels like this was a responsibility of his. that it was his burden that he had put on to yu.#that initial moment when he asked yu for help in entering the tv world like he still saw it as yu following through with his word primarily#i feel like there's an implication here that he thought yu might/could abandon this task for something else.#rank 10 when yosuke says “somewhere deep down I didn't trust you... no it's more like... i was jealous of you” idk i think on some level#yosuke didn't trust yu. i think yosuke who is used to being let down and used to only being paid lip service and superficial relationships#he didn't believe that someone as competent and as beloved and as enviable as yu would pull through for someone like yosuke#which again i want to shake yosuke like a snowglobe BECAUSE BBYBOY PLS HAVE MORE FAITH IN YOURSELF#DO YOU STILL NOT SEE HOW MUCH YOU'VE CHANGED YU AS MUCH AS HE'S CHANGED YOU#DO YOU KNOW UNDERSTAND THAT WHEN YU WAS THANKING YOU IT WAS FOR THE SAME REASONS??#THAT YOU STAYED UNFLINCHINGLY BY HIS SIDE THROUGH GOOD TIMES AND BAD??#THAT YU ALSO HAD HIS BURDEN OF BEING A WILDCARD DESPITE BEING SOMEONE THAT STAYED CAREFULLY DETACHED SOCIALLY#BUT YOU. YOSUKE. YOU WERE THE ONE THAT CHANGED HIS MIND AND HELPED HIM AND MADE HIM BETTER AND I#YU DIDN'T KNOW WHAT LOYALTY AND DEEP MEANINGFUL RELATIONSHIPS LOOKED LIKE EITHER UNTIL YOU AAAA WHY CAN'T YOU SEE THAT#srry idk why that was in all caps i got very passionate for a moment#anyway. them.#he's good with his queue
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i just wanna make another post addressing the whole issue of the vent that told pro endos to kill themselves (link to original post here, link to response / explanation post here)
I just wanted to say that one; I do not condone harassment or telling people to actually kill themselves (I mentioned this in the tags of the original post but I'm not sure if I made it clear enough), by that I mean I don't support people actually going to pro endo blogs and telling them they should kill themselves and stuff. But, I also do not support harassing people for "thought crimes". Sure, it's not the nicest thing to wish death upon those you hate, but as someone with NPD who does this quite frequently in my head I kind of understand it. And I'd rather that person come here to vent their frustrations than say actually go around telling people to do it. You get me?
Two; this is a vent blog, made for frustration at it's core. We made this blog because endos made us mad. They made us frustrated and upset and hurt. So we made this blog for us and other anti endos to vent their anger about it, and that's what we'll allow. We have said multiple times we do not condone harassment nor do we condone actually telling people to kill themselves, but if you wish to come here and vent about it and about how you feel then you are welcome to do so.
And finally, about the delusional statement; I don't agree with that either. I don't believe delusional should be used as an insult but I feel it's important to recognise that they likely didn't mean it in that way or maybe didn't even know it was a insult.
I don't know, I'm not them and I can't comment on their actions or why they did what they did, but I can comment on why I posted it, which is because well, that's what this blog is made for. I'm sorry if you were hurt by their words, I can promise I didn't intend to hurt others, but this is a vent blog and while yes I do like to keep some things light hearted here it's also important to understand that well. As I've said. It's a vent blog.
#I repeated myself so much here#I don't even know why I'm explaining this#But I feel bad#And my NPD will not let me make any mistakes without a lengthy explanation for why I did it#I don't know if I could even count it as a mistake#Aaaa#I dunno anymore#I just wanted to explain why it was posted and why others like it may be posted as well#Please don't hate me 😭 /lh#Anti endo#did system#endos dni#Endos fuck off#System#Did#Didosdd#Did OSDD#Information#Tw kys mention#Tw harassment mention
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oughhhhhhhhh i’m reading the knight!sugu fic again……………………………. maybe . i’ve already hit my peak
#LIKE IT’S SOOOO?????#i guess it’s because it’s so long…. and i spent so much time thinking about it…….. ari when hard work pays off 😳😳#but . aaaa. even just reading it makes me so happy :’3#i don’t know if any character/reader dynamic i make will ever be as dear to me….……….#i’m also just polishing it as i read bc . i doooo think it could be better structure-wise 😭 some parts are a lil clunky!!#but like . again. i think that’s kind of a given when the fic is so long#wahhh i’m just feeling emotional over it :’3#btw . mickey. if you happen to see this. i’m rereading the fic so i can properly answer the ask u sent ages ago …….#i’m so sorry for taking so long T_T i got so hyped to answer it that i scared my brain into procrastinating#just need to get my thoughts in order bc this fic and couple makes me so overwhelmed:’3 in a good way i think…..#anyway i love them i adore them i would sell my soul for them . knight!sugu and his spoiled brat <333333333#the only fic i can picture being better (if i do it well) is the bfb!kenjaku fic i have HIGH hopes for that bad boy#ari noises ✩
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I keep thinking about the development of Nine hugging people/being hugged so I'm rambling on here abt it.
Look at Nine's face, he doesnt show any emotion or action to Sonic's hug. All he wants is to be put down he hates it.
Then Sonic puts him down remembering that Nine doesn't like hugs and feels bad about it and for the rest of the series, doesnt hug Nine (im 90% sure abt that if im wrong tell me) because he knows the reaction Nine will give him.
BUT THEN WE GET TO THE END OF S3 OH MY DFJKLSJK.
Nine is hesitating about hugging Sonic because he knows what he's done to Sonic all in all and he doesn't know if it's a good idea to hug him considering what is going on in the moment. (also knux in the back. He's so silly).
AAAA THEN WHEN NINE HUGS SONIC!!!! He flings himself onto Sonic and then literally cuddles him and closes his eyes, showing that he's enjoying the hug. Even though Sonic is taken by surprise at first, he hugs Nine back. They finally show affection to each other at the same time for once and it isnt one sided.
Nine probably feels awful for what he did to Sonic and the universe and hugging Sonic is his way of saying sorry and showing that even though he went crazy he sees Sonic as his only friend and that he's going to miss him and being around his friend.
It's so cute to see Nine go from 'I hate hugs and never will like them' to 'I've grown to like hugs and want to use them as a way of saying sorry and showing that i really love my friend.' if that makes sense.
Even though Nine did annoy me a little bit in some parts of sonic prime he's a really good character and his story is so cool.
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic prime s3#sonic prime#nine the fox#AAAA HES SO CUTE#screaming crying shouting punching the wall#i feel bad for him#sonic prime season 2
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Please help Kieran with forked tongue is deeply embedded in my brain and I can't stop t h i n k i n g....
#exchampionshipping#ex-championshipping#dragoncheershipping#trainer kieran#rival kieran#trainer drayton#rival drayton#GODS THE IDEA OF KIERAN WITH FORKED TONGUE MAKES ME SO0#IJUST.#IDSFuisefhs#I want them to French kiss with forked tongue so bad I am doing insane the more I think about it#snek boy........... surprising...........#it feels so eroi.... the contrast with cute boy he was....... throw in Drayton with his energy.........#I WIDH I COULD EXECUTE THIS BETTER BUT ALAS 0 ENERGY I criiiiiiiiii#watch me and my fail art#Kieran's forked tongue in Drayton's mouth......... Drayton sucking on one half..... aa.... aaaa...... aa................
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:') down to my last 100 dollars in my savings account
if you like my stuff, pls consider tipping! ill give you something in return!!
c*shapp is $horimiyas
dm for p*ypal!!
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mmmgh,,.,mgnhh.,mhhhmnm,.,..
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ARGFGRGGH IT SWASSO GOOD THERE WAS FISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AND LORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!IM SCARED!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It was so nice spending time with the other characters and seeing them do stuff and im really happy we could see more interactions with Leon
Its interesting how the story is turning out with the stalker stuff and the bad ending dialogue I don't know what to trust and thats cool. and alsooo the changes with different decisions!!! im still trying to see what triggers what and writting in my doc askfhjkdfand
im really curious about the stuff we see in his department like the drawings?? the drawings??? they draw?? they draw??? dthehrgr??'arg'??? thereare a lot of stuffs to think about and im happyyy but i really want to draw and i can't so im sad but im happyyyy
I'm also excited to see Redacted too! or at least see Ren with Redacted outfit since i don't know specifically what we are going to see and know, i wonder if the hair length will affect that look too aaargggnbrjfhgh
#spoilers beneath!!!!!#my honest reaction: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#i really don't have anything worth listening to about theories and stuff im bad at those. but im good at thinking possibilities#so happy about anything about them. im like diosmio... crumbs of information that could mean something big... wao#(sorry about the screenshot i think tumblr ate the ask because i got distracted and left the draft without saving for hours kajsdhsj)#the good news is that i was distracted with redacted drawing yeyy something small tho i can't be too happy for too long#aaaa i missed the feeling of thinking about him im goign to cryy#ineed to sleep aaaa#silly squeaking time
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