#i fear the misunderstanding bit because i know i may LOOK like i'm nervous around you specifically but no it's just social anxiety

[thebirdandhersong]

surprisingly the social anxiety disappears almost completely if I'm able to talk theology, culture, or story with the guy but small talk? I'm OUT (taken out by the sheer weight of my own expectations and speedwalking towards that door)

[juminsmysticmc]

Aaaa, I also forgot yestrerday so I'm glad that it's today! Can we have rfa (or rfa + vandy if u like) with mc who don't want to get married but still wants to spend life with them, have family ane all. Thank you for that blog!

RFA with a Mc who doesn’t want to get married 

Hey! I am glad that I wasn’t the only one who forgot, lol. I decided that I will only do the RFA or the Minor Trio for each request, I hope it’s okay, please be free to request the Minor Trio again, yeah? Please tell me your opinion after you read this, okay? Love youuu!

Jumin

Your heart was beating crazily as you saw the back haired man get on his knees in front of you.

Your eyes looked around at all those people who saw you and waited for your response.

You knew Jumin for 11 days and knew that you wanted to spend your life with him. You loved him. Everything about him made your heart beat quicker and made you feel emotions no one else could make you feel.

However, you never wanted to get married.

You already witnessed how marriage changed people.

Friends, your own parents, neighbors.

Everyone.

You wanted this love to last forever.

,,Yes,’’ you lied, making him happy and kissing your soft lips.

He held your hands in his and smiled so happily.

But eventually, you had to tell him that you actually didn’t want to marry.

Not because of him, but just because you didn’t want to.

When the RFA Party ended and only the member themselves stayed, you pulled your fiancé towards a quiet corner.

,,Yes, my wife to be?’’ he asked you all lovely.

You pressed your lips together.

,,I want to spend my life together with you,’’ you said.

,,Me too,’’ he responded.

,,I want you to become the father of my children,’’ you went on.

,,I would love that too,’’ Jumin laughed, blushing a bit.

,,But I don’t want to get married,’’ you ended your speech.

,,I feel the- what? But… earlier you said…’’ Jumin gasped.

His eyes were open wide as he observed you.

Your hands were sweaty. You were nervous.

For sure, this wasn’t an easy step.

,,Marriage changes love. I want this love to last forever. I promise you I will stay forever by your side, but not as your wife but as simply your partner. I don’t need anything else, but you,’’ you told him, kissing him on his lips and taking away his fears about the non marriage…

Zen

It was Valentine's Day when Zen returned home with a lot of red roses and chocolate.

,,Happy Valentine’s Day, Princess,’’ he told you and kissed you, putting the bag with groceries on the floor and hugging you.

He still felt bad that he didn’t ask you to be his wife.

,,I promise you, as soon as my family finally approves me, I will take you as my wife and make you the happiest woman in the world,’’ he promised you, implanting a kiss on your head.

,,Well,’’ you began.

,,I never want to live a second without you, but honestly speaking, Hyun, I don’t want to get married,’’ you confessed, biting your lip as you waited for his answer.

,,Huh?’’ he asked, kind of confused.

Wasn’t it every woman’s dream to walk down the aisle in a white dress?

,,I don’t want to get married. Like, we could use the money better for our future children. Not being married is so much better, less work, and doesn’t cost that much,’’ you told him, taking his hands.

,,Jagjya, money isn’t an issue for me, you know?’’ he asked you, worried that you may think that he didn’t have enough money to marry you.

,,I know, but I just don’t want it… I don’t need a wedding as long as I have you, I don’t need marriage to make a family with the man I like,’’ you told him.

,,A family as a non married man… guess my family will never approve of me…’’ he mumbled.

You suddenly felt bad. Was it that important to him…? 

Instead, he surprised you with a totally different topic.

,,Since they don’t approve of my job, myself, or my lifestyle and wouldn’t even accept that I am not married, let’s do a baby right away!’’ he laughed and took your body in his embrace, slowly taking off his jacket....

Yoosung

After a while of being together as a couple with Yoosung, it finally happened - despite not being married, which wasn’t a problem for you, you got pregnant.

For Yoosung’s mother, something horrible.

,,Tell Mc that I will pick her up next monday to choose a dress with her,’’ his mother told him at nine a clock, after you spent the last three hours vomiting.

,,Sorry, babe,’’ Yoosung said, looking apologetic into your eyes.

You got up, pissed, and out on your shoes.

,,You know, Yoosung,’’ you began, looking into his sleepy eyes.

,,That’s the reason why I actually am against marriage. I love you and I want to spend my life with you. I want to have more children with you, but I don’t want to get married.

It’s stressful. It’s something I didn’t want to have, but now for your mother I have to try on a white dress, even through this is against my wishes, and I honestly don’t want to live life like that!’’ you told him and went into the kitchen, leaving Yoosung in his bed alone.

,,Mc, wait!’’ he called you, jumping up too and running behind you.

,,What do you mean with ‘something I didn’t want to do’? You don’t want to get married?’’ he asked you again.

You explained to Yoosung that you loved him dearly, but that you simply didn’t want to get married.

Yoosung nodded.

,,Besides,’’ you began, ,,you need to spend your life with me, not with her. And if you can’t do that even through we aren’t even married, imagine how a married life will go!’’

You ended your sentence and began to cook the food.

With that, Yoosung disappeared.

You heard him yelling for about ten minutes before he came out, ready to eat breakfast.

,,What happened?’’ you asked him, concerned.

,,I told my mother to find my sister a husband and instead leave my girlfriend alone because she will live with me forever even though she won’t be my wife,’’ Yoosung told you, making you smile brightly.

Jaehee

Finally, marrying for the both of you wasn’t a problem anymore.

However, deep inside you didn’t want to get married.

Sometimes you were just scared of changes and wanted to keep things the way they were - for example the relationship between you and your girlfriend Jaehee.

However, you were afraid of her reaction.

Both of you decided to sit down with a coffee around the table while the doors of your coffee shop were closed.

,,Thank God we closed for lunch time,’’ Jaehee laughed as she brought you your hot meal.

,,Yeah,’’ you responded, thinking how busy you were for the last four hours.

,,Okay, Mc...there is something off, please tell me what’s wrong?’’ Jaehee asked you.

,,I’m sorry, Jaehee… I was just worried… like, I am afraid of what will become of us if I tell you what is going through my head,’’ you honestly began.

,,Just tell me, nothing will change. I promise you,’’ she assured you and took your hand.

,,I...I love you and I want to stay with you and have a family, I want to work with you, be your best friend and so on… but I don’t want to get married.

I don’t know why, but I am just against it.

The whole attention, the money… I just don’t want to. Is that okay?’’ you asked her, playing with your hands and licking your lips nervously.

Jaehee stayed silent for a few seconds, but then smiled.

,,Mc, I would never force you to anything if you don’t want to, it’s okay. As long as we are together, I’m okay with it,’’ Jaehee said as she took your hands and smiled even warmer.

,,As long as you’re happy, I’m happy too,’’ she nodded.

Saeyoung

Saeran was healthy and happy by your side, Jumin managed to do something with the twins’ father after a long time, and everything was returning to normal.

You and Saeyoung were engaged for three years by now and the wedding preparations finally began.

However, the stress did too.

You and Saeyoung went to sleep alone for three nights in a row by now and both of you were unhappy 24/7.

You were simply unhappy with the theme he decided to go with and… well, you didn’t know what he was angry for.

But he was, and the more he was, the angrier you got.

It didn’t take any longer when you spoke up the fourth day.

,,I can’t take it anymore,’’ you hissed, making Saeran look up from his plate.

,,I don’t like the location, I hate the flowers, sorry Saeran, but no!’’ you hissed, since he chose the flower, making Saeyoung glare at you for hissing at his brother.

,,I don’t like the dress, I hate the shoes, and I dislike the decorations. I don’t like the food, I simply don’t like -’’

,,The groom either?’’ Saeyoung asked you, hitting the fork on the table and standing up, making him look taller than you.

,,His attitude,’’ you hissed.

,,Good, cause it’s the same for me,’’ he groaned.

,,Good! Same here!’’ you yelled.

,,Let’s call it off!’’ he hissed and turned away, regretting his words right away.

,,Yeah! PLEASE!’’ you shouted, feeling better now.

However, a big misunderstanding was growing in the room.

Thank God Saeran asked both of you if you were breaking up.

,,NO! YES!!’’ both of you responded at the same time, looking at each other’s eye with panic written all over your face since no one expected the response.

,,We aren’t breaking up, are we? I mean, I still love you… I just want to call off the marriage…’’ you mumbled, now slowly tearing up as you realized that your fiancé was breaking up with you.

,,NO NO NO NO NO!’’ Saeyoung whined, jumping over the chair and hugging you.

,,I thought you were breaking up with me…’’ he whined and kissed you on your head.

,,Let’s stay together, but let’s call off the wedding…’’ he whispered and finally felt much better.

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07.03.2021// 22:05 MEST

[mellow-yellow-nutella]

Remember that Fantasy!AU I made? Well...

I drew them all in their traditional outfits that they usually wear. I'll probably draw any outfits that are a bit more out of the ordinary from the story if I happen to have the time.

Here is my demiboy Patton- a bit cubby, petite, and absolutely adorable. I decided to give him rounded glasses because Patton having round glasses seems a little bit more fitting for him, instead of the box-square ones Logan wears. You can also see a small demonstration of his magic: he's a culinary magic user, mainly using it to make sweets and pastries. He uses his magic to mix things at an impossibly fast rate, heat things up with his hands, multitask and use multiple kitchen utensils at once. He can even make small candy, (like above), appear in midair, though it doesn't taste very good.

I'll also have you know that in my AU, those who wield magic usually have two colors for their hair- the color representing their soul or possibly their emotion, if an emotion magic user.

Next up- Logan.

Logan is not a magic user, but is the Royal Adviser and official handler of Prince Roman. He has a clipboard that he uses when in times of stress to help write down facts, to organize papers, and to scribble down any thoughts he may have. He's very tall and actually quite muscly, but that's mainly because he lugs around Roman's dry-cleaning and does a morning workout. He's very big on schedules, and so when Roman isn't on time, he's furious.

Speaking of Roman-

Roman is the eldest adopted son of Talyn and Joan, the rulers of the kingdom. He has little idea of where he comes from, though with his tan skin and thin build, he would say he's from a foreign, hotter kingdom. He has little idea of how he (and his younger twin brother Remy) got adopted by them, but he does know from Talyn's stories that he was a small toddler who was crying in a small alley, screaming for his momma when a young woman named Valerie took him in and eventually turned to the Royals to ask for money and a home to raise the child, as for Valerie was homeless and had very little money. The Royal's then decided to take him and his brother in and made sure Valerie got a job as a maid at the castle. Roman was glad to know someone cared and that he was in good hands now. Talyn and Joan really are one of the best parents he could ask for, no matter how awkward or shy they may be. Because of this, he technically grew up with three parents, two of which are extremely creative and philosophical, and the other an adorable one who taught Roman that whatever came out of Joan's mouth should be taken with a grain of salt- especially the swearing. Talyn mainly took on the role of "mother," though Valerie was given plenty of time with her ex-adopted son. Joan is mainly "father" of the small family, constantly chewing Remy out. Roman has learned to have a good smug smirk thanks to many of these sessions as he watches from the background.

And to conclude, last but not least, the muscular wallflower Virgil.

Now, I know what you're thinking- "why is he a hunk?? Shouldn't Roman be the muscly, hot dude?" I have a lot of answers for this, so strap in, kiddos.

Why is Virgil bulky? - simply, being a stable master all by yourself with large, royal horses that need to be maintained and fed professional is a hard job to do if you're skinny. He has to haul hay, drag wheelbarrows of manure and dirt, hoist bags of corn and flour over his shoulders, and let's not forget how difficult it is to get water from here to there without breaking your back. He also has to have the speed and strength to pull a horse by it's reins to make it stop if trying to escape, or if a horse is stuck and needs to be pushed through a doorway/passageway. His job would just be too difficult to do without being muscular, and even if he started out scrawny before (which he did) he's quickly have to learn to be like this to do the job. It's just a matter of maintaining physique for his job, not because I wanted an excuse to turn the tables and make Roman the slim, lean one. Heh, that would be silly! Yeah... yeah...

Why is Roman lean? - another easy answer is that, frankly, Roman has very little chores for him to personally do. All he works out is his wrists from writing or doing fensing. He still learns how to protect himself from the palace guards and his instructors, but it's not expected for war to be happening soon, so it should be fine if he skips out on a few classes, right..? Roman's heritage also comes into play, where the place people theorize he's from is somewhere in the Cuban country, a town inside it named 'Estonios' after the person who first founded it having features very similar to him. So, yeah.

Why did you pick stable master as Virgil's job? Shouldn't he be a mage or something, guessing by the hair? - nope, Virgil isn't a magic user.. well, not a magic he'd like to use anyway. All he can do is inflict large amounts of fear and panic into a specific person by looking at them. Virgil doesn't use his magic at all unless absolutely necessary, which hasn't been in use ever since when he was younger and explored his powers more. Anyway, Virgil is the stable master because the physical appearance of someone shouldn't matter, as long as the personality and speech patterns are recognizable. Virgil is still an insecure, nervous mess who loves his friends and horses more than people could ever know, and he's still shy and handsome in his own way. He just in a different body than normal, and that's fine! I also made him stable master because he can vent to the horses and they could just listen while they're brushed, it becoming some sort of gossip circle. Virgil thanked the gods that there was no-one with an animal interpreter magic that worked anywhere near his field- he'd be a dead man with how much he rants about Roman and Logan and even the Royal's themselves, though those times are usually subject to misunderstanding and are quickly resolved.

So yeah. I'll be making some offhand pictures of Thomas, Valerie, Talyn, Joan, Terrance, Remy, and Deceit some time later in the month. I'm really proud of these pictures! Thank you, and good night/evening/morning/day.

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