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cornflowercanine · 5 years ago

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that 8eing said if you think tum8lr mutual-ness is like the most sincere understanding form of friendship there is online handing you the hugest largest most massive gargantuan L there is

#clove rambles #IF YOU GENUINELY N33D MORE SPACE IN REL8IONSHIPS AND TUM8LR MUTUAL SHIT IS SINCERELY SATISFYING TO YOU #AND ANYTHING MORE CLOSE OR DIRECT OR FREQUENT IS OVERWHELMING OR WHATEVER TO YOU #THIS POST IS *NOT* A8OUT YOU I RESPECT YOU CARRY ON WITH UR 8USINESS I LOVE YOU #im talking a8t people who WOULD 8e more than happy with like directly dming people and having group chats and shit #8ut.. think.... someone liking your posts.... and following you 8ack... is like the closest thing ever #like ill s33 posts addressing their mutuals like theyd trust them with their fucking house keys when the most direct interaction theyve had #was a dm going 'hey you re8logged from Gross Person'#and its like. why. why. why are you putting yourself through this.#its like going 'OMG the person in my art class stared at my painting hung up for THR33 WHOLE SECONDS!!! the INTIMACY..'#'holy shit in my cooking class the girl with purple hair ASKED ME TO USE MY WHISK WHEN I WAS DONE WITH IT...'#like YEAH those are still nice little things!! they do S33 You and if youve 833n mutuals for a while it can 8e nice!!#8ut if thats LITERALLY the ONLY social interaction you get online or even at all #please... Please try other shit out Please s33 what works for you if certain things give u anxiety #its not selfish or unrealistic to want someone to say ily and good night to you every daay #its not unrealistic to have ppl you can tell smth funny that happened at school or how your day's 833n #its not selfish to want to have ppl to just Talk to all the damn time and understand and 8e understood 8y #please dont deprive yourself of affection and attention youd 8e happier with just cause you think this is the 8est youll get #i f33l like theres a lot of ways you could '8UT WHAT A8OUT-' what im complaining a8t here cause its so so specific #8ut i can and will 8e so frustr8ed over such tiny little things that i f33l the n33d to groan to everyone a8t how much i h8 it #also 8c ppl are like hey clove i like ur takes! and im like. oh? my words are valued? sick an excuse to never shut up!#FUCK i hope tag limit doesnt cut this post in half

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