#i expected to cry during the eulogy but i was strong. and i'd cried when i wrote it. it being prepared helped | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

simptasia · 4 months

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i love that my mum is buried in a park. a beautiful place that isn't just fulla death but lotsa pretty plants and animals too. she's near a duck pond and she'd love that, she liked to feed the ducks. and shortly after her funeral, a wallaby hopped by and that made me love the park even more

#it was months ago. that poll just got me thinking about it #i expected it to be a sad day but i was actually pretty happy #because it was a nice ceremony. full stuff mum woulda liked #pink and purple orchids. a playlist of songs she picked out #nobody was dressed in black (as per both her request and mormon tradition). it was a lovely sunny day #my hair and outfit looked really great. i gave a good eulogy #it was just a nice day. funny how things turn out #but a lot of my tears and woe happened to me on my own #i expected to cry during the eulogy but i was strong. and i'd cried when i wrote it. it being prepared helped #there is a video of it but i havent gotten a lot of it. nor any of the photos of that day #my godfather has all that and i havent met up with him since then. just how things have been. i'll get 'em eventually

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