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mbat · 1 month ago

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i also had another separate dream that for some reason i wanted to join an online frozen roleplay group but as a guard or something but the team rejected me because i 'wasnt dark enough' like i didnt have enough angst?? so i got really mad and went off on them that i *am* angsty enough and also why do i even need to be because its a frozen roleplay?? and i got let in and suddenly i was in the kings perspective as he was having the most fucked up hallucinations while just trying to walk down a hallway and then my alarm woke my up

i had a dream that i was on some sort of jeaopardy thing and i was actually doing well somehow (for some reason my dream reminded me that macaroni penguins exist by making me guess them) and then i met james holzhauer while i was drawing something while waiting behind the stage and he wouldnt leave me alone so i like, defied the logic of reality to make him screw off ajfjsjd like what

#my post #ignore me #i dont mean like 'seeing hat men' hallucinations i mean the world was like a fucking kaleidoscope #also i was saying 'actually i relate to else which is why i am angsty enough so fuck you' LMAOOOO #i mean its not untrue like i have seen myself in her a bit but ??? what #honestly that dream is just what its like trying to join roleplay communities nowadays i swear #mfs want you to fit specific criteria and whatever so bad #some of them have applications like 'YOU NEED TO KNOW WHO YOUR OCS GREAT GREAT GREAT GRANDMOTHER IS AND WHERE SHE CAME FROM #AND WHAT WAS HER FAVORITE FOOD AND LEAST FAVORITE DAY OF THE WEEK AND WHAT FABRIC WAS SHE ALLOWED TO WEAR AND-'#and its like. dude i just wanna be a little guy in minecraft. please #i am mostly just shit talking one specific server lmaooo they were so annoying #its an origins server and they have a wiki and everything but the wiki doesnt have as much on it as they pretend it does #and when i tried sending in an application they were like 'ok but how did your character even get this infection thing (the origin) like-#-how did it enter their bloodline blah blah' and i was like ?? how the fuck am i supposed to know dude your wiki is not THAT informative #i just like the origins mods bro i just wanted to play an origins server i didnt even care about the rping that much #i never even left their discord server LOL i was just never let in. i kinda thought theyd kick me eventually but they never did #rp servers when they want you to have super specific stuff already figured out with only the 3 paragraphs of worldbuilding they provide lol

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