#i don't want to like. hold anyone's expectations and then disappoint either. hence privacy because [whistles]

[djsouled]

alright well...

tldr i'm not really 'coming back', moreso just stating that i'll pop in every here and there when i feel the muse. hizashi is moving to 'private', some slight revamp and purge in the slow works.

i've been thinking a lot about this since i've graduated, trying to gauge my level of commitment and want to write or exist in a different fandom other than pokemon lmao. my muse has been completely elsewhere, some stronger calling to my pookie over here when i do have the space to be writing.

and i think i've come to the satisfactory conclusion to me to purge my mutuals list and move hizashi to private status, seeing as i've really fallen out of love with bnha. but even with that, this guy hasn't left the fixation list still, i really really love him so much as a character. he means something to me.

but to write him, i really only feel his interest with really specific interactions. not really up for 'open plotting' status, if that makes sense.

i'll write hizashi here and there, but most likely in intermittent revivals / where the muse feels strongest in a thread and setting. he's no longer going to be a heavily active muse of mine... and i really am sorry if that disappoints anyone. it is just the perks of having adhd and an already abysmal mental space for writing 😔