#i don't think that's what the starring feature is actually called but yknow

[lemonfizzyy]

I dug up even more old tumblr formatted interactions from my WIPs and these are from the only DPxDC fic I have. It's officially called the Butler Apprentice AU, since it features a Danny whose been employed and trained by Alfred as an fellow butler. (It's loosely inspired by those who serve. by aryelee)

Some context: The main plot revolves around Danny and Dick. In this world, Danny is 5-8 years older than Dick, and joins the family shortly after Jason's death, becoming an older brother to Dick. It's all really one big excuse to write Dick having an older brother, and how I'd think he'd act. (Roy and Wally count, but also kind of don't. They big brother each other, yknow? If he had a proper big brother, I think - like Jason - he'd act 70% more kid-brother-ish.) I admittedly don't know Danny that well aside from too much fanfiction, half-remembered episodes of the show I watched as a kid, and fandom wiki research though. So characterization might be dog crap and this definitely does focus on Dick more.

ANYWAY. Without further yapping, here you are, under the cut:

() = Inner thoughts. **= actions/states of being.

The Titans: Oh, hey 'Wing. Who's that guy you've got with you?

Dick: He's my... (I can't call him my friend, that's a bit too impersonal. But anything closer might be crossing a boundary.).... He's my.... uhhh...

Danny: um- Older brother! (Is that fine? I mean we are close and I think of him as a younger brother but maybe I'm overstepping. The kid just lost a brother after all.)

Dick: *Looking at Danny like he just hung the stars in the sky and named them in honor of Dick.* 🥺 Yeah... He's my big brother.

Danny: (Oh, wow. Dick really liked that, maybe he actually thinks me of a older brother! I've always wanted a younger sibling.) 🥺 Yeah, he's my little brother.

The Titans: Why are they staring at each other like that? *Snaps fingers in front of their faces.* Hello...? Guys??

-

Danny: I'm here if you need to talk. Whenever. (I doubt he's going to, he barely knows me, but I'll offer anyways so he knows he has support.)

Dick: Oh, wow. Thanks, I will. (I will not. It's all my fault for letting Jason die, I don't deserve selfless love and attention where I don't give something in return.)

Exactly 2 minutes later.

Dick, sobbing his eyes out: -and I was so MEAN and HEARTLESS. Am I meant to only hurt?? Why is my love never enough to keep anyone close? To save them?? It wasn't enough to save my parents or Jason! Did I not do enough?

Danny, patting Dick on the back: (Oh, @$%&.) Kiddo, breathe.

-

Dick: *Sobbing his eyes out.*

Danny: Oh- um... Want a hug?

Dick: *Used to being around people who never offer hugs.*....Really?

Danny: Uh, yeah. It's not a big deal. C'mere.

A week later.

Dick: *Stares at Danny intensely.*

Danny: Uhh... What's up? Something wrong?

Dick: Nothing's wrong... it's just- Could I... uh- get a hug?

Danny: Oh, yeah, sure. You don't need to ask every time, I'm fine with it.

A month later.

Danny, talking to the grocer about optimal apple growth: -Yeah and I was really hoping to get them for my employer's dining tables as decoration but- Oh wait, one sec my brother's here.

Dick: *Darts from around the corner and tackles Danny in a hug.* Hi, I followed you. :)

Danny, the wind knocked out of him: You... followed me all the way from the Manor to the grocery store, why exactly?

Dick: Wally canceled on our plans and I am bored. Entertain me, Danny.

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Dick: I used to hang onto Bruce all the time, yeah. Then I got too big and we stopped.

Danny: Hm... I could probably do that. You look light enough.

Dick: Haha. Funny joke.

Danny: I'm not joking though?

Dick: What?

Ten minutes later.

Dick, clinging onto Danny's back: WOOOO!!!

Danny, sprinting full speed down the West Wing: YEAHH!!

[helielune]

i really miss old internet when logout buttons weren't like. hidden underneath three menus and two sidebars. idk.

[lanawinterscigarettes]

you go Aeron get your name changed and move away!! My extended family cut me off for being too disabled (not sure if I’ve said this story before) cause I’m chronically ill and not getting better - almost like the keyword is in the name 🤦‍♀️ which is why I can’t get away from my immediate family and people on forums etc don’t seem to realise that sometimes is sometimes you need the people who hurt you for stuff like housing or food or care and it sucks af but sometimes you don’t have the physical or emotional resources to just go out into the world on your own. And yes! Back to happier things honestly I want my old lady hobbies I play video games and I want to crochet etc but I love the tugboat theory I hate feeling like I should have everything together like when I was a kid adults seemed to have it all together and now I’m just like ‘why tf are we running the world none of us know what we’re doing’. LMAO pretty lady feature in the reply we rate it!!

Yk what even if you do a male reader I’m still gonna read it because I like more Aeron content whether it’s replies or fics or whatever I lap that stuff up I remember reading Jennifer check stories I think it was to this day I have no idea who that is but good writing is good writing 🙂‍↕️ in fact I’m the opposite of a fake fan I’m probably too real of a fan I just read stuff even if I’ve not got a clue what’s going on because I’m like MMM YES CONTENT

Lemme know when all the videos and the picture load cause like, Lindsay <3333 also maybe this is just me being weird but I never understood the hand thing until recently because oh my gosh her hands and fingers in WR are so pretty and her arms I CANTTT you don’t understand Aeron Lindsay is perfect even when she’s traumatised but hey so am I, I wish she was in it for longer she’s only in it for 9 episodes so defo watch it as her run is really short although I wish she stayed in it til later in the season cause I’m selfish and want more Lindsay content <3 she absolutely throws Michaela around and like, if I was at Waterloo Road I’d provoke her so she throws me around like that 👀 (sorry who said that I heard nothing 🏃‍♀️)

I’ll NEVER STOP DYING WHEN THERE ARE ATTRACTIVE PEOPLE IN THE WORLD ITS TOO TOUGH OUT HERE - ⭐️

Not them cutting you off for being "too disabled" wtf is wrong with some people that genuinely makes me so angry for you but I'm going to try to keep it toned down because I know you don't need any more stress in your life. That would be like if I cut off my mom for having diabetes like THAT DOESNT CHANGE ANYTHING SHES NOT GOING TO STOP HAVING DIABETES RAAAHHHH 🦅🦅🦅 (sorry I just hate ableist people and also really love my mom) and don't worry I completely get that, it must be hard having to rely on people who hurt you I know how you feel but just know I'm always here for you even if it's in a completely different continent ❤️

Omg my mom crochets actually!! She's made me little stuffies before, like a dragon and a bat :D but yes I absolutely agree with you there, I also hate how people assume that you automatically stop loving certain things when you become an adult yknow, like I still like/collect fashion dolls and I have a bunch of stuffed animals and cute things all around my room, I'm not going to get rid of them and you can't make me 😤 /lh

Here's some more dee since I know you love the pretty lady features I sometimes have in my posts hehe

Aw star anon 🥺 it's kind of funny that you literally just read whatever but it's also really sweet that you love my writing that much (also jennifer check is from a horror comedy movie called jennifers body!! I really love it but it IS horror so there's like character deaths and gore and stuff so idk if you'd be into that but she's really pretty regardless. Actually I have a bunch of pictures of her saved here have some more pretty lady images haha)

Okay they finally loaded for me after forever!! First off I love her hair, I've always wanted to have bangs that look like that I'm kind of jealous Lindsay tell me who your hairdresser is so I can get mine cut 😫 also Jenna's acting is so good poor Lindsay I feel so bad for her 😞 also I had no idea what it meant when you said she had a gob on her so I looked it up and basically gob means mouth so it's British slang for saying she has an attitude for anyone who was clueless like me haha

You're honest so real for that there are so many fictional characters I love that I'd absolutely let ruin my life like they could just take it all from me and I'd be grateful because I'm just a simp at the end of the day 😔

Yeah okay I can understand that sometimes I'll just be watching a show or movie and my favorite character will appear and I'll literally screech with joy because I'm so excited because I have no restraint haha

[qingxintea]

heartbreak avenue (3) || albedo x reader

heartbreak avenue (1) heartbreak avenue (2) -- tell me how, do you do this thing called living? when theres nothing more to gain. gn reader -- ignore the link below idk how tf to hyperlink on mobile but that’s ur part 4 ig

damn. imagine missing mond so much that you visit just for the vibes and accidentally become a one time vigilante for dominating over a couple abyss mages

how oddly specific!

you moment.

TO BE FAIR, you didn't mean to and also ur just strong with that 245% crit damage ugh yeah yeah get it ig

it was night time, like, idk 1am and you were in this cloak because idk look swaggy and comfortable

abyss mage went ŏ̸̡̡̹̘͉̫̬̬̭̘̙̝͐͒̆̈́̒̿̄́͠͝ǒ̸̧̺͕̣̬̝̱͈̭̭̻̮̈̏̔͆̑̀̍ǫ̵̡̜̲̭̠̤̰̹͍̣͎̤̈́̓̍͠ḩ̴̡͍̣̹̯̭̩̮̣̩̭́̔̀̍͊̂͒́̆͘͜͝͝ȃ̷̧̡̢̛̪͓̤̜͊̏̃͆̓̈́̈́̽̈́͌͐̋̚ͅ��̨͕̳̦̼h̸̡̩͍̟͕̥͚̰̰̟̮̖̪̉̈́͛͂̍̾a̸̧̢͕̙̞̳̩͈̲͉͕̒̆̎̐̎̍̀͊͘̚͝h̸̡̼͓̝͕̫̤̰̱̬̣̗͚̙̀͜ and you were like "lmao shut up"

and like it did! because you made it shut up and also mans diluc was watching in his dark knight hero thingy

of course you noticed his presence from the beginning, you just wanted to piss him off and act like he wasn't there at all

you walked. straight past him like he was actually on the bridge in the middle and you just w al ked .

i mean ofc he gonna say something. and he did. dude said "who r u"

stared at him directly in the eye and said "the embryo made of chewed bubblegum."

he stared. sh o ck ed . what were you even saying

"jk im a resident of mondstadt, visiting from my liyue trip."

"and how do i know you arent lying?"

you sighed and grabbed your dendro vision, letting him look at the frame. "its incased in a mondstadt styled frame." after a few seconds, you put it back. "if that is all, i'll be going."

"k"

"literally fuck off" you responded and walked inside.

sometimes you forget how rude mondstadt people are lmao loser.

ok so like this donna girl really went up to you like "JFKLSJFLKSDJFL NUMBER ??? HELLO ?? UMM THE WAY YOU SAVED MONDSTADT RLKDFFC" and you resisted every urge to flip her off on the spot.

you just stayed and let her talk, smiling through all of it. your hood was still on but it was quite windy s ooo

its been ten minutes. girl please let us go. you were literally begging for anyone to cut in because ur too nice (or unbothered) to tell her to shut up even though you totally went off on diluc aadahahhshdf

and someone did! not the one you expected though.

"good evening donna, and... oh? who would you be?"

ALBEDO LMAO GET STICKBUGGED? ? ? ?? AH a hjfkahfjah . im so funny .

guys i meant that ironically please

anyway

you got even more uncomfortable lmao and you just looked at him and smiled. what do you respond? "no one of importance."

he heard your voice, saw your eyes and it registered. it was you...

or was that what he wanted to believe?

cause this whole time hes been waiting for you, only using experiments as a thing to pass time. it got... a little more lonelier, because nothing could replace you.

he decided to not believe it. because 1) you knew well they welcomed you with open arms, so there would be no need to hide yourself

(which is also proof of how much the whole situation fucked up your thinking)

a second of silence before he continues on the conversation with normal evening meeting stuff things idk

then ur like "ahhshaaajk i must be taking my leave now for matters i will not disclose ahaha skidoosh"

skidoosh

so you go to the big venti statue next to the cathedral and just stand. stare. yikes

no ones out right now and theres nothing to do. but you remember this place because its where the both of yall would eat together whenever he had free time (which wasnt that often, but he still made the effort)

you look up to the sky, counting all the stars like you used to.

no ones gonna know that you're here, you decided on that. you only visited because you simply missed it, but after this, you were going back to liyue.

no ones gonna know. because no one needs to know. no one needs to know that you were here. that would only cause more trouble to the situation you tried to avoid

albedo ends up catching up to you later, still having some spark of hope left that it really was you

i mean lowkey there isnt really anything saying it wasnt. he wanted to believe that he was just overthinking when he thought it really wasnt you

like you look the same. sound the same. its just the reasoning of you coming here, but he can push that aside

"(y/n)."

you flinch but didnt react with anything else. he doesnt need to know that its you.

"(y/n)?"

you turn around to meet his eyes as he was approaching you. slightly distancing yourself another inch away as you were not used to the proximity, you responded, "i'm afraid i'm not the one you're looking for."

albedo stops for a moment, and was about to apologize,, but then

yknow that wind i mentioned earlier? like right after donna started bothering you

yeah that same wind blew ur hood off! lmao L

okay time to get serious !

you stay composed and sighed, your breath visible in the cold air.

so your features are exposed, and its so obviously you, like theres literally no way it cannot be you

"it really is you..." he doesnt understand why youre not admitting to it. "(y/n), please.."

you shake your head and walk away but mans grabs your wrist gently

"(y/n), whats wr-" he starts, but youre quick to respond

"im not (y/n)." you flat out said it and looked right into his eyes. and you swear there were small tears even if he was deemed nonchalant.

he doesnt understand, its your physical features, and your same energy, there is no other person that completely matches it.

he pulls you closer to examine this black smudge on your hand, a small yelp of surprise coming from you.

"this is... ink," he studied the properties of the substance. "you responded to my letter a day ago. (y/n)... i know by now. there's no reason to hide it."

you step away, freeing your hand from his grasp. your voice broke, tears forming in the corners of your eyes. "i'm not... i'm not (y/n). i never will be. i'll never be so vulnerable again, i'll never be so naive again, i'll never be so lonely again, i will never ever be anything like they were again."

your vision blurred, but you werent oblivious to the tears streaming down his face as well. reaching to brush them away, you paused and let it drop to his shoulder instead.

"albedo. i... the (y/n) you knew... they're gone now. and if i could revert back to them any time, i would, i swear, but... i'm al-... they..." you buried your head in your hands. "i'm broken. to the point that i refuse to identify as the (y/n) you know me by."

doesnt know what to say, so he almost pulls you into a hug before you move out of the way. something you never did.

"don't... please. it never works out in the end." you shake your head, facing the other way. "for me at least."

"..we could work together, no?" he tried, still oblivious about your feelings towards him.

"only if you're willing to cross your moral boundaries," you looked back and tilted your head. taking a deep breath, you continued, "but you know that neither of us are willing to do that."

he couldn't say anything, because as much as he hated to admit something for once, you were right about that. at this point, he would've thought that literally any extent would've been fine to reach to bring you back.

yet in multiple situations where he's doubted himself before, theres always a line he will never cross.

"...i wish you the best. treat her well because i worked hard." you walked away without him stopping you this time. i worked hard. not we worked hard.

even if you had honestly felt that way, there was no chance the old you wouldve actually voiced that.

and so he watched you slip from his grasp again, only this time, he stopped himself from holding you back from his own will.

yet he swears- the next time he meets you again, he will bring you back.

[missyoutoosweetcheeks]

Interview with a writer tag

Aka 'idk why I was tagged to do this YOLO' tag lmaooo

Aight. I was tagged by the very lovely, very cute @soldouthaz.

I am : confusion. Because, huh?? I'm a writer now. That's it. That's the post.

But thank you so much for tagging moi, Sarahhhhh <3 ⊂(´• ω •`⊂)

I think it's become apparent by now that this is the first I'm doing this lmao

This tag is so cool. I just read a bunch of other cool writers' answers and <3<3 Y'all are so COOL. Don't mind me :) Hehe. Here goes :

Name : Suha. My parents told me that it means star, but no. It comes from an Arabic word that means Forgotten One. A star in the Great Bear constellation is named Suha because its fooking forgotten help XDD

Fandom(s) : One Direction so far, but I'm a total weeb. I'm thinking about making a hybrid fic. Idk. Might expand later haha xx

Where I post : AO3 and Wattpad. As embarrassing as it may seem, I'm new to AO3. Love it better than that stupid orange platform tbh, but I have to admit I have a larger following on WP, and it's quite easier to interact with the readers on there. Meh.

Most popular one-shot : This trashy little thing (about just 1k I think lmao) I wrote called Heat. Everyone liked it better than the ones I actually put work into lmaooo (I cri). Okay but wbk our fandom's a hoe for abo fics so I get it. I get it bc same. Lol.

Most popular multichapter fic : The Blood Hounds :) It's filled with typos even if it says edited bc I'm blind, but it's my baby haha x It's got 161k reads on WP and 14k ish hits on AO3 so I'm pretty proud of it hehehe.

Fic I loved writing the most : The Blood Hounds, actually. I wrote it and posted chapter by chapter on WP so I made a lotta friends and the experience was awesome haha. Very different from AO3.

Fic I was nervous to post : Lovebugs. It's because I made a major writing style change to it, and now I'm procrastinating on ever giving it an update because nothing ever feels right, yknow? Ugh. #sadlifepremieres

How do I choose my titles ? It depends on what gave me the inspiration. Like, if it's a song name or a lyric, a specific word or theme, etc. So it's random lol.

Do I outline ? Somewhat. Like, the storyline will have a vague structure, the characters will have specific features or habits/behaviours, but the scenes that link the whole outline of the story depends on me writing at that moment lol.

Completed fics : 7 ! A chaptered disaster baby, and the others are smut one-shot practices yolo XD

WIP : 33. Don't even ask.

Coming soon : A bunch of things. Like. A bunch of things. I write new wips when I get writers block on another one and soso. So, when I figure out how to round them up, a few things will be coming out I suppose.

Prompts ? Not really ? I don't use them as much. But. The most recent one I'm working on, for the first time, is from a prompt hehe. Prompts are really nice to read, and I especially love seeing prompt posts that have a short story attached to it <3<3

Upcoming work I'm most excited about ? The weird Soulmates/Alien/Foreigner AU I'm working on hdbdbd lmaooo!! Idk how it's going to be received, but I'm having fun writing it. Playing with your writing style and usual genre is really nice.

Okay so. That was it. A word vomit as usual. Lmao. I'm pretty sure almost everyone's done this tag, but I tag : @ishiplarry78, @larryent, and @smittenwithlouis !!

My brain is currently fried because I studied till 3 am only for my dumb exams to get cancelled. So, if you've already done the tag/ don't wanna do the tag, ignore me please :))

This was fun to do, thank you for tagging me Sarahhhh <3<3 Heartss :)))

Have a great one!!

S♡