#i don't think about switching it - i promissed myself i'd be at that jod for at least a year after imployment.
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#балаболим#just. dunno.#realising more and more that my current job isn't alright for me atm.#like. before? was alright. esp counting that i didn't get mich for the household (these months are a blur. i don't remember much)#(might be soem form of post-dropout dissociation. no idea honestly.)#but now? i'm quite aware of how much i'm getting.#i don't think about switching it - i promissed myself i'd be at that jod for at least a year after imployment.#besides - second exam might change things.#but overall - it isn't enough for me rn.#...taking in all the things i have to think about now.#i don't wanna say why now but i spend quite a lot on my family now. out of what i get. and i just wanna get it all out there.#monthly product purchases and quite a lot of utilities require change. and since rn it seems that no one can check it all#- i have to do it all now. almost completely taking care of the household. dad helps of course. but. i'm younger. i gotta.#i'm not complaining#just can't really share it with anybody else fully.#can't express it either it seems.
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