#i don't mean that in a sui way either im not like that at all

[butch-reidentified]

Tomorrow (Tuesday for those in varying time zones) is my birthday!! It's also a special birthday in the community I'm from for some dark and depressing reasons I won't get into in the main post, but it's a big celebration, and my friends are planning something for memorial day weekend for me 🥰

[celestialking]

TW: sui, sh

i saw someone vent in a discord server about how they got broken up with and now they have no reason to live or be happy and they relapsed because of it and like im so fucking scared thats what gonna happen if i break up with my gf :/

Putting all of your worth and happiness onto another person is not healthy and not fair to that person.

I mean this in the most genuine and non-mean way I can say it but if that is what her genuine reaction ends up being they need to receive help. They need to spend some time figuring out what they love and put their energy into that.

I can't reiterate enough times that it's not fair to you if you don't want to be in this relationship.

Over time behavior and repeated sentences like the ones you've mentioned before starts to make you feel trapped, and feel like you're walking on eggshells. You feel like you're obligated to continue through even though that's maybe not what you want anymore. The sentences maybe sometimes might seem light hearted but they can become hurtful and just not okay to say

Yes the situation is scary but it just has to be done if that's what you truly want.

In the end I really can't convince you to do either thing and it's really up to you what you do in this situation. But even if it might seem like a selfish thought...you should also think about your happiness. Relationships are supposed to be two way streets. And that goes for the happiness within it. Its not really a healthy relationship if only one is happy

[butch-reidentified]

This past year has tried to claim me more than once, and come terrifyingly close to success. I posted some about my near-death experience where I went to what I called the Hazy Space, but my heart briefly stopping for that minute and change was only the worst close call of the past year, not the only one. If there's one message I want to send going into Year 28 (age 27), it's that the universe and some of its people need to learn I'm going fucking nowhere. I'm damn near unkillable. I got a lotta shit left to do and I could give a fuck how you feel about it. Tell the reaper I'm coming for his job 😘

Tomorrow (Tuesday for those in varying time zones) is my birthday!! It's also a special birthday in the community I'm from for some dark and depressing reasons I won't get into in the main post, but it's a big celebration, and my friends are planning something for memorial day weekend for me 🥰