#i don't know whyyyy this won't go in the tags

[suga4mycoffee]

Current Tag Game

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Tagged by my beloved @lutawolf 💜💜💜

Current Time: 11:39PM, looking down the barrel of another bout of insomnia, methinks

Current Activity: Watching a video of places to eat in Seoul

Currently, Thinking About: Starting dancing, even if I have to teach my damn self, because there are no classes nearby

Current Favorite Song: Uhhh, I have two right now.

(I don't know whyyyy Spotify is embedding weird, but if you don't wanna click, it's Guilty by Taemin, and Bouncy by Ateez lmao)

Currently, Watching: I tend to rewatch stuff a lot, and I've been in the progress of 'watching' a series for, like, 6 months now. Really should get around to finishing that, but brain go brrrr

Current Favorite Character: Far too many, but just for how hard I fucking relate to them, Wei Wuxian and Rain. ADHD chaos gremlins come throoooooough

Current WIP: Part 7 of my Chasing Rain series! Which is easy and also very hard, because I really relate hard to Rain in this one, damn

Find the series here: Chasing Rain

I won't explicitly tag anyone because I'm eternally terrified of not only overstaying my welcome, but also overstepping and reaching out to people 🙃 but feel free to consider this an open invitation!

[caffeinated-creepshow]

TRATM XII: The Revelation of Horrific Possibilities

Chapter twelve of The Raven and the Mockingbird, a T-rated Deadman Wonderland fanfic from 2013-17. Since this an archive, I am not editing the chapters as they are posted. Follows an OC named Tsumetai and her relationship with canon character, Toto Sakigami.

Word count: 1097 | Original Quotev post | Summary and masterlist

Full chapter below the cut

Roughly a month passed after Senji and Tsumetai's Carnival Corpse, and nothing had changed. Senji and Sanae were still together, along with Toto and Tsumetai. During the time that had passed, Tsumetai and Senji had become somewhat friends, and Sanae had learned to deal with Toto...No matter how much she still hated him. One day, they were sat in a rarely used hallway, talking about nothing in particular.

"There haven't been any Carnival Corpses recently..." Sanae commented. "I wonder why." Tsumetai and Toto shrugged, but Senji seemed to have an idea as to why the phenomena was happening.

"I've been hearing that they're preparing for a special one...Apparently they're going to hold a tag team Carnival Corpse soon," he said as he ran his fingers through his hair. "Knowing my luck, and how much the watchers love me, I'm gonna be stuck in it. Toto too, probably."

"Oh, you know me. I'd be excited about it...Right Tsume-chan?~" Toto purred, attempting to elicit one of Tsumetai's usual shiver-glare combos. As expected, Toto got what he wanted. "Oh lighten up. I'm just teasing you."

"Save the teasing for when you're alone," Sanae commented, a similar glare on her face as she yawned boredly. Standing, she brought Senji with her and began to walk off. "Like now. Have fun," she added sarcastically as the two disappeared around a corner.

"Don't mind if I-"

"Don't even think about it."

"Whyyyy?" Toto whined. Tsumetai rolled her eyes.

"We're in a hallway, for one thing. And as a second, I'm still tired as hell from last time you decided to 'have fun'."

"But Tsume-chan!~" Tsumetai persisted. Grinning deviously, Toto got in front of her and pulled her flush against his chest. Breath tickling Tsumetai's ear, he whispered, "You know you want me." Squeaking internally, she looked away and pushed at Toto, attempting to get him to let her go.

"Fine, fine, you win. But we have to go back to a room first. And I mean one of our rooms, not some random one that you find suitable."

"I knew you couldn't resist..." Grin widening, Toto bit down on her ear lobe before leaning back and letting her go. Face switching from lustful to cheerful, he popped to his feet and yanked Tsumetai up with him. "C'mon, let's go!"

Two days later, Tsumetai was still sore from the activities her and Toto had engaged in. While she lied on her bed, huddled underneath the covers, a crack resounded from the intercom.

"Attention G Ward. The Carnival Corpse you've all been waiting for has arrived. Today is the tag team match," the disembodied voice said. "But who are the contestants?" The person paused, giving those listening a chance to take a guess. After several more moments of silence, the pause ended. "Raven, Mockingbird, Crow, and Nightingale, please report to the commons. You've been chosen, but who are you teamed up with?" Tsumetai couldn't believe what she'd heard. Her rag-tag group was who they chose? Why not Hummingbird and Woodpecker? Peacock, even! What made her group so special? As she went to throw the blankets off, her door slammed open. Entering was Sanae, Senji, and Toto, all with similar expressions.

"Guess we're fighting each other," Sanae said bitterly. "Hopefully we're on the same team this time."

"No, Tsume-chan's gotta be on my team!" Toto demanded.

"Well, we won't know unless we get to the commons," Senji interrupted, cutting the possible argument short. "C'mon Tsumetai; there's no way to avoid this." Groaning internally, Tsumetai did as Senji said. Wobbling slightly as she got to her feet, she painstakingly stretched. After the soreness receded, she lazily followed the three out of her room, blatantly ignoring Toto when he latched onto her arm. The group made their towards the commons area, getting strange glances as they passed their fellow Deadmen. No one knew where the idea for a tag team Carnival Corpse had come from, and not one knew what the end result would be. All they could do was wait and see.

"Team Raven & Nightingale, are you ready?" Tsumetai and Sanae nodded. "How about you Team Mockingbird & Crow?" Toto and Senji nodded as well. "Alright then. You all know the rule; last person standing's team wins. Carnival Corpse...Begin!" Toto shot off in a blur, heading straight for the opposing team. Senji looked conflicted as he weighed he options, pretending to be taking his time towards the two. He'd expected Toto to go for Sanae, but what he saw said differently.

"Heheh, Tsume-chan..." Toto giggled as he reached for her throat. "Time to play." The girl could barely respond, shocked by both what was happening and the strength Toto was using. "Shocked, huh?" he teased. "I don't blame you."

"Tsumetai, do something!" Sanae yelled. The words didn't reach her ears. Everything was falling around her; Toto's face had contorted to that of her brother.

"You sat back and let us die." Whatever Toto was actually saying was getting twisted. "You could have at least died with us, but no. You sat back and watched."

"I'm sorry..." Tsumetai breathed. "I was a coward back then...But I'm not now."

"Bullshit." The grip on her neck was getting tighter and tighter. She couldn't bring herself to bring out her Branch of Sin. The guilt was too much. Just as her eyesight was going fuzzy, something knocked Toto away. Reality crashed down. Sanae and Senji were working on pinning Toto, who was wriggling like a fish out of water.

"Tsumetai, hit him!" Senji yelled. "I forfeit the match, but he won't agree." Tsumetai could barely process everything. When the words clicked, she quickly bent down, grabbed Toto's face, before slamming it to the ground as gently as she could while still knocking him out. The look in his eyes revealed his feelings of betrayal, but she ignored it. He betrayed her, even if it had been the excitement of the match. He deserved it. When his eyes slid shut, Senji announced the forfeit, and the crowd booed.

"I can't believe he did that. Thank god Senji had his plan, or Toto would've been ripped to shreds by now," Sanae muttered. "And I know that would make you sad."

"Thanks, I guess...." Tsumetai remained silent. There was nothing she could think to do that would fix what had just happened. She hoped it had been a mindless act of adrenaline; hell, to her, her life depended on it. If it had been his plan all along, nothing could stop him. At this point, not even the Wretched Egg could stop him.

[nichester]

Weekly Watchlist!

Yall I’m watching so many dramas lately... someone come kick my ass I don’t have time for this...

Hospital Playlist, Healer, and The Romance of Tiger and Rose all under the cut because I don’t know how to shut up!

Hospital Playlist (episode 9-11):  Ok I've talked a lot in a serious way about different aspects of hospital playlist's writing and construction, so THIS time I'm gonna talk about my ship and no one can stop me!

This team is very good at writing pining as deep as your bones, the kind that’s lasted years, and this show is no different it's killing me I love it. Ik Jun and Song Hwa have been friends for probably close to 20 years. He's been married and divorced in that time. He's had a kid! I do not think that he's had active, at least not conscious feelings for Song Hwa all this time. For one thing, that would be spectacularly shitty if he got married while pining for another woman. But mostly because that's just not realistic. It was a missed connection back when they were young that probably makes him a little wistful to think about, but that's nothing compared to decades of genuine close friendship. So what's changed to make him bring these feelings up now? Because he is making moves…very very slow moves. I think that now they're working together at the same hospital for the first time in years and he's seeing her every day. He's going through his divorce and his friends are there for him, and he starts to think that maybe he could live like this, with her, for the rest of his life. I think it's not so much having other characters express interest in Song Hwa that shakes him up, but that it's having her be a much bigger presence in his life, coinciding with his divorce, all making him think that maybe the timing is right to say something.

But! I do anticipate her saying that she's moving will throw him off track in a BIG way. Now he has a decision to make, and I'm terrified the writers are going to leave us on a cliffhanger. Does he say something right before she leaves and risk starting a new relationship long distance? Does he ask her to stay, therefore asking her to give up something she wants just to be with him? Does he not say anything and just wait, risking missing his chance again? I just hope we get this question answered in the last episode!

Healer (episodes 11-13): Straight up I do NOT remember the plot of this show, possibly because this is the point where the plot starts to go a little off the rails? What this means, however, is that when my sister is on the edge of her seat yelling at the tv, I don't get to sit smugly back and laugh at her anymore--I'm right there next to her!

Main thoughts about these episodes: it hurts to see Healer* be so hostile toward Moon Ho. I know that from his perspective he's protecting Young Shin, which is admirable! But it must hurt Moon Ho so deeply to see this kid he thought of as a little brother treat him like the enemy. Interestingly, it could be argued that Ajumma wronged Healer in exactly the same way as Moon Ho--keeping secrets, manipulating him--but his reaction to her is very different. His anger is defused by his trust that she cares for him, and did it to try to keep him from getting hurt (similar to his relationship with his mom). He's so angry at Moon Ho because he can finally vent all of his frustrations on someone he doesn't love, and who he doesn't think loves him. My sister and I both agree though that Healer's suffered enough and it's time for him to receive some affection! Poor kid gets lots of tough love, but that's not all he needs. I happen to remember things get worse before they get better, so the next episode will have to wait until we can find the time to binge at least two more and get ourselves through the angst!

To conclude, here's something to make all the Ji Chang Wook stans gasp. Last episode she thoughtfully goes, "you know, I guess he is attractive… I really didn't see it before." ….tough crowd.. but Healer got her in the end!

*I'm gonna keep calling him Healer until he actually tells Young Shin the truth lol I figure it's just easiest especially since idt my sister remembers his real name

The Romance of Tiger and Rose (episode 1-6): This is such a charming drama, and really really funny too! Genuinely had me laughing hard enough to make my parents ask me what I was watching. The premise has great comedic potential--a screenwriter struggling to rework her script gets sucked into it as a minor (villainous!) character she intended to kill off in episode 3! Now she has to figure out a way to manipulate the story to save her own skin, and hopefully keep things on track for the happy ending she'd initially planned. (If any writer has ever felt that their characters are getting away from them, check this show out)

The female lead won me over very quickly--she's smart, kind, and most importantly a very good comic actress--but the rest of the cast is also really fun to watch. (I particularly love her loyal, beleaguered servant) For a drama that’s mainly a comedy, I was surprised by how good the central romance has been! The set up is about as classic as a romcom can get--he thinks she loves him, so he decides to encourage it, not realizing that he's falling head-over-heels for her until it's too late. Yes, we are going Beatrice and Benedick best couple in shakespeare fight me, which is very hard to do well. You don't want it to seem as though the only thing he likes about her is that she flatters his ego. Instead, it comes across as a pretty natural direction for his thoughts to go, seeing as this is the first time poor murder kitty (™ dangermousie) has someone who seems to care about his safety and happiness. Of course he's going to fall for her! Meanwhile our heroine, Qianqian, is just doing her best to stay alive and try to get the story back on track (including trying to set him up with her sister) all the while totally unaware of the fact that he's madly in love with her. It's delicious--I'm only 6 episodes in but at this point I highly recommend to anyone who's interested in a lighthearted romcom with a lot of fun parody elements!

[liberty-barnes]

Miah’s 1K Celebration

so...

welcome to the mess that is my 1k celebration cause i’m unable to make simple choices and can’t stand the thought of letting people down

as you can see, i’m perfectly normal

the literal 1005 people following me would disagree on that but heyyy details

so anyway

one thousand

one bloody thousand people following me

my inicial reaction is whyyyy??? i’m just a bisexual disaster who sometimes writes a half decent fanfic but you deemed me worthy of your follow?

then i started crying cause yk

but bottomline is, i love you all, you’re the bestest people in the whole entire world, so i’m gonna make both a sleepover and a writing challenge

sleepover cause i like answering questions

writing challenge cause it gives me a chance to show you all other artists and discover other artists myself cause we all need them and they deserve more recognition

special shoutout to my mutuals who i’ll tag at the end for always being there for me and supporting me through every high and every low, y’all are the real heroes here

BUT ANYWAY, ONTO THE CELEBRATION PART, WHICH FINDS ITSELF UNDER THE CUT OTHERWISE IT’D BE TOO BIG TO PROPERLY REBLOG (i tend to ramble a bit, but you already knew that)

Starts: December 11th 2020

Ends: December 20th 2020

Who can participate: everyone, anon or not! no need to be following me either

send me asks for:

✨ my opinion on...

🌻 cast my mutuals as...

🎵 i'll put my playlist on shuffle and give you a song

🍉 random fact about me

🦔 what's my favorite...

🍀 i'll give you advice (or just listen to you rant, if you want)

💬 last text [insert person] sent me

💌 handwritten letter

🎬 movie rec

📖 fic or blog rec

📘 inspiration behind [insert fic name], how i came up with it or if you have questions about it

🖋 line from one of my WIPs (tell me if you want fluff or angst, i won't tell you the pairing or anything, that's no fun)

💋 kiss, date, marry [insert people]

🎤 give me a song an i'll do a mini cover of it (it will be 1min long tops cause that's all tumblr can take lmao)

📷 random picture from my camera roll (you can request a theme if you want, like pictures from my childhood or awkward pics or something)

Rules:

• Open to anyone (don't have to be following me)

• Send me a DM or ask with the prompt(s) you want (two people tops per work) and who you're writing about

• Smut is allowed but make sure to put it in the warnings

• I will accept works for any Marvel character or cast member, part of the Holland clan, 1D member or affiliated, Teen Wolf characters or cast member, Maze Runner character or cast member

• Can be reader inserts or not, but please specify it in your DM/ask too

• Tag me when you're done

• All works will be rebloged under #Miah's 1k writing challenge and put in a masterlist that will be specifically created for this writing challenge

Starts: December 11th 2020

Ends: January 11th 2020

Prompt list:

1. “Is that my shirt?” “You mean our shirt?”

2. “Home stopped being a place when you entered my life.”

3. “Stop moving and let me braid your hair.”

4. “Could you say that again?” “Were you not listening?” “No I was, I just like hearing your voice.”

5. “Can you just please hold me?”

6. “You come here often?” “Well considering I work here, yes.”

7. “Can I stay here tonight?”

8. “You’re really warm.”

9. “I’ve been in-love with you since we were kids.”

10. “Why are you wearing my sweater?” “Because it smells like you.”

11. “You are crushing me right now.”

12. “Darling I love you and all, but please get out of my kitchen.”

13. "I leave you alone for five minutes and this happens."

14. "I didn't fall. The floor looked lonely so I wanted to hug it." "Then why are you crying?" "It was an emotional reunion."

15. "There's no such thing as too many fairy lights."

16. “I’m leaving.” “Of course you are, that’s all you know how to do.”

17. “I love you.” “No you don’t”

18. “Any other lies left to tell me?”

19. “I miss the old you.”

20. “What happened to their happily ever after?” “Not all love stories get a happily ever after, sometimes it’s just once upon a time.”

21. “Lie to me. I don’t care what you say, just lie to me. Make me feel okay again.”

22. “Give me one reason why I shouldn’t leave.”

23. "It's okay. It's not your fault that I couldn't be enough."

24. "Please don't leave me."

25. "You have the emotional range of a teaspoon."

26. "Will you shut up for once in your life?"

27. "This isn't about us."

28. "I will shove a christmas tree so far up your ass that when you open your mouth we'll see the fairy lights."

29. "I'm not crying, my eyes are sweating"

30. "Is that blood?" "Yes, but it's not mine." "Is that supposed to make it better?"

31. "I’ll drink to that.” “You drink to everything.” “Cheers!”

32. “Why is arson always your first answer?”

33. "What are you doing?" "What does it look like I'm doing?"

34. "I can explain!" "Then explain." "Okay, I can't explain."

35. "Get out of here with your facts. Just because you're accurate does not mean you're interesting."

36. "How many hearts did you break while trying to keep yours intact?"

37. "I know everything. It's in the job description."

38. "One more word out of you and I'll rip your throat out with my teeth."

39. "Do you listen to girl in red?"

40. "Is that code for something or am I just paranoid?"

41. "With how things have been going, I might as well start working at a circus."

42. "I love (him/her/them)." "Then why did you give up?" "Cause (he/she/they) deserved better."

43. "I want to ask but something tells me the answer will be more disturbing than anything I can think of."

44. "Do you think he's... *flicks wrist*?"

45. "Do I look like an idiot to you?" "Do you want me to answer that honestly or politely?"

46. "Just how clumsy are you?"

47. "So... the weather?"

48. "Just leave."

49. "Don't you fucking dare!"

50. "You don't have to talk right now. But whenever you're ready, if you're ever ready, I'll be here to listen."

tagging and complimenting my amazing mutuals cause y’all deserve it

@parkersbliss​ thank you for marrying me, first of all, and for being the most amazing wife one could ask. i wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for you and i will never stop ebing thankful for your existence

@peterspideyy​ thank you for listening to my rants along with grace and supporting me during all my simping, you’re the sweetest thing existing since powdered sugar

@theamazingtomholland​ thank you for always putting a smile on my face, reminding me that i’m loved everyday and just being you, cause it’s the best thing you could be

@lozzypoz321​ thank you for listening to me rant abt my fics and how much i hate writing and then motivating me to write again or do basic things like get out of bed lmao (we still have the best taste in music)

@everything-is-alrightt​ kenzie lovely, thank you for being the pure little ball of unfiltered joy that you are cause even thinking about you and the jump shit your brothers get up to makes me smile like crazy, you’re amazing and don’t you dare forget it

@spider-trash​ thank you for being my brother, going alon with my ridiculous schemes for corrupting posie and making me laugh out loud every time you come up with something even worse, you’re the coolest bro i could ask for

and finally, thank you @fallinfortom​ for inspiring me to write in the first place, being an amazing mum to us, an actual good role model for me to have and for your random appearances in my dreams and the fun english teacher who makes us read tom holland fics instead of english literature. you’re amazing and i’m incredibly thankful to know you

love you all to the ends of the universe and back again, Miah