#i don't have the motivation to live life to its fullest because i feel trapped.
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yeah i need to transition, i need to go on t and get top surgery before pushing this down actually kills me
#mine#i don't care about expectations put on me based off the label that fits most. i don't care about labeling every feeling i have.#i do however care about the fact that at best i feel like i'm being forced to perform and at worst like i'm clowning.#i don't feel comfortable seeking out companionship i dont feel comfortable sitting with friends i dont feel comfortable at work.#i just don't feel comfortable. everything i do is underlined by the fact that i am immensely dysphoric.#i say i dont care about expectations based off label and that's true but i do care about how i'm perceived#it's something im constantly aware of. it's inescapable#i don't have the motivation to live life to its fullest because i feel trapped.#love this
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