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zoe-tedrva · 3 years ago

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This is just one quick snap of my adorable and beloved "Little Hannah" branded under my "girl name" which I use a lot on insta and also do my girl selfies with (of me). I am sort of branching that brand outward to include a lot of things. I have both a guy and a girl side and the girl side is my favorite --I love girl stuff! This photo was one of many I took on Christmas Day 2021. It was a hellish week leading up to it. It was probably my worst holiday yet. I had nobody but me as the last remaining family is gone and I have few friends being so socially awkward and well just plain quirky lol. I have a UK friend named "Rose" whom I keep in touch with and have for many years. She's my only really close friend now. That said, we often get caught up in the madness of life and loose frequent touch but she's always there. This holiday she made the day. She wanted to video chat (which I wanted to do also as we hadn't in a while). I had no money, not a dime or a cigarette butt all week. She sent me a few to do dinner and we were supposed to eat while doing the video thing but the place we had in mind here where I am was closed. I got the hours wrong. It was a really good Greek place too and I had looked forward to doing a pick up. Needless to say, my Greek blood was salivating but had to be quenched with some quick mart coffee from a nearby Wawa. That was enough though. I had to get a little gas, some very cheap cigs and I wanted to hold a little until my next payout a few days later. That said, I did manage to get some treats for my beloved Hannah whom my UK friend also adores. I got here three things so she'd have a little for a while. She had gone without for days as I did and I felt worse for her than me. I always like to spoil her. I managed to use some of the money Rose sent to get her some treats and she loved them as you can see. Rose just doesn't quite realize just how much of a difference she made this holiday for me and little Hannah too. Not only was it good for me to chat online with video as I had been so isolated. I also had a chance to do my little weekly routine in a historic district where I do my weekly walk and hang out at a favorite Starbucks on the route. While doing all of this Sunday, I managed to do a photo journal for Rose which I have yet to edit. It was just so much fun and just what I needed most. I also got a chance to sport my new Aeropostale tennis skirt I love (and had to put off for months to get at only $18 bucks). It's a bit off and needs to be fixed but I can hide it and it works --so cute. I enjoyed doing my get up with makeup and doing my walk and hanging out at Starbucks a bit beforehand. All said, that was the best gift of all so I want to pay it back with the joy of the photos I did at some point soon since I have very little. I do creative things for people in lieu of money and while most don't give a shit --I know Rose always does. All said stay tuned. I will post more as they come. So many creative things "piling up" to get to and finish. I also learned some new tricks that will save me time with all the photo stuff I do as I tinkered with these. That gift of luck and determination coupled with the money to just be "comfortable" --not rich or well padded but enough to breath and just have a little something made all the difference. Little Hannah is also my only friend besides Rose and she keeps me ticking a lot of time.

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