#i didn't want to toss and turn and wake him that way either xp
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So here we are at nearly 6am and can't sleep (partially due to hunger, partially because I can't get my brain to mellow out- don't leave your jacket with your license and SSN and $ and debit card at work.. it's terrifying.. cuz idk how the hell I'm going to get it back before Monday 😭 cuz I certainly shouldn't drive without the license!!) and who comes to sit on my lap and purr? Not the Kizzy, no, he was downstairs sleeping with Lonlon ❤️, but Whisper!!
I grabbed some cereal because my stomach is all butterflies but needs food and I think "oh, she's here because she wants milk.." I let her sniff the bowl and she nopes out- ears back, face scrunched, whole nine yards- but settles down and continues to purr.
Eh??? The 1/4 feral child wants.. cuddles??? After all this time???
She just made herself more comfortable on my lap... 😭 So tiny and sweet... Thank you, baby.
Poor thing is covered in mats from trying to shed her winter coat and from who knows what else (both Kizzy's and her fur has been very strange since we moved here, we're not sure what's going on), but she's still letting me pet her full body and not running away. And PURRING.. the purring... My heart... Little baby has the teenciest weenciest widdle purr... just 💕😭💕
Cats are the best...
#cats#silly kitty#stress#life in general#personal#random#ignore me#i did a silly and left important stuffs for people to take 😭#i don't trust out night auditor and its making it worse#so can't sleep#want to but can't#and i came upstairs because i didn't want to wake lonlon#he's gotta work in a few hours#i didn't want to toss and turn and wake him that way either xp#i can only hope he sleeps withoute there#he still struggles with it >~<#if i wake up at any point. it's very rare he doesn't#and vise versa#we're very connected in sleeping patterns and have trouble without the other#it's too quiet if he's not there for me and there's no safe presence to keep#the nightmares away if im not for him xp#night terrors and sleep paralysis are somethings i hope never to have... *shudders*
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