#i didn't know whether to reblog this on this blog or my kpop one

[gimbapchefs]

hi this will be a sappy post but bear with me...today (5/16) marks 7 years i've had this blog (lucky 7 wowow) and i just want to take this day to appreciate all of y'all who have found my blog and sent me love 💖

i started this sideblog when i was 13 because i had just started getting into kpop and didn't want to clog up my main blog with a bunch of snsd and exo posts. in 2015 i found bts and since then my blog and tumblr has become a safe spot that i can come to when i need happiness and warmth. ngl i was one of those lurkers that would see so many posts but didn't reblog or like for whatever reason so i apologize on behalf of 14-16 y/o me 😬. i never thought that i'd still have this blog 7 years later and be so active.

i didn't start posting gifs until the end of last year because i remembered i got ps with my dummy high college tuition (at least something was included for "free"😂) and it really was this post that blew up one night that made me want to keep making gifs. at that time i felt so much love seeing your reactions through your reblog tags, and i still do. i read every set of tags y'all write in your reblogs and will continue to because they bring me so much joy. i know my gifsets aren't the most amazing out there (some of you on this platform have the most pristine quality and coloring and i admire you so much 😣), but i'm still happy that i am making some of y'all's days even just a smidge bit brighter.

thank you to every single one of you whether you just leave likes or you reblog and leave me a boatload of tags to enjoy (no rly keep writing paragraphs in your tags i love it). thank you to those who leave me little messages in my ask box, my heart actually leaps when i read them 💓💗. thank you to all my amazing mutuals that i've made mainly over the last few months - i haven't gotten to talk to you all individually (my messages are open tho 👀), but you all are a reason why i keep coming to tumblr at every hour of the day 🌼❤️.

i'm so so so happy i've found a community where i can have a mental breakdown about bts and y'all will join me at any point of the day...but seriously y'all are great and i look forward to making more memories with you and more gifsets for you this year 🤗🥰.

i'll end this post by linking some of my favorite gifsets i've made (i really do still like mostly all of the gifsets i've made so this was hard why did i do this to myself...)

🌹jin just being jin /🐥jikook's lifetime long argument /🧈butter's promo 2 years early /🥺this one just melts me /🍌jin losing his bananas /🙈BABY

with much much much love and the fullest heart,

💜nat :)

ok i lied i'm not done 🤩as a bonus here's my favorite video of jimin because it has made me smile when i was in the darkest of times and also you deserve it if you made it to the bottom of this mess 😉

(under the cut is me sapping over my mutuals if you want to read that lol)

ok i was done but i lied again i want to shoutout a few-maybe-more-than-a-few of my mutuals who have meant the most to me :) (this was hard to breakdown to a short-ish list and i really do i appreciate every single one of you)

🌼@userjiminie rafa, my jikook buddy, we've only just started talking but i love our conversations, especially the ones in all caps and i also really look up to you as a creator :)

🌼@rosebowl sHARIKA omg you're like the sweetest person ever?? i love how we've become friends these past few weeks and cherish it (and i will fight off anyone who hurts u)

🌼@yoongisbengaliwife t!! you were one of the first mutuals i actually talked to and you were so kind and warm to me (and still are!!) our talks range from finding sweaty bts clips to career goals and i love that variety

🌼@taemaknae nic if angels were real i think you'd be one, you have the brightest and sweetest energy and i'm happy to call you my foodie soulmate hehehe

🌼@kithtaehyung ryennn/maybe my soulmate haha we've just started chatting but i can tell we will become friends hehe you deserve all the compliments so pls take them :3

🌼@taechnological saeee thank u for tagging me in the most thirst/heart palpitating posts i truly love screaming with you and will continue to scream with you

+ all my other mutuals that i cherish 💖🥺many of you have left asks in my inbox and it makes my heart so warm when you do so thank u for being sparks in my life 🤩💗

@jimindelune @gukreum @taegiseok @knjspjm @lovetrivia @btsaudge @jinjagi @yoongistics @duckjinnie @intokook @r-m @bibillyhillsbaby @blondesuga @bangtanger @kimtaehyunq @bisexualhobi @cherryjk @solivoire @taehyungq @floraljimin @artsyjoons @yoobijin @lilacjin @taemeout @suga-ssi @rookiehobi @hazeltae @mintvae @hobeah @candynamu @yoonglet @ggukminii @jinbestboy @pinkjjoon @blueandtaes @calicooky

OK i think this is all my mutuals??? i could very much be missing someone and i am sososososo sorry if i am pls let me know. i already said this but i'll say it again, i love every single one of you and joining this community was the best decision i ever made so thank u soso much and here i go on my 8th year with this blog :) 💜

[suga-kookiemonster]

✨check in tag ✨

tagged by the cursed babies @kpopfanfictrash @bendthekneetobangtan and @underthejoon. thank u, my loves 💕

1. why did you choose your url?

because when i was asked to choose a url, i took two seconds tops to think of one and thought i was hilarious 😂 started out with the kookiemonster pun and then thought it would be even funnier to make it a sugar cookie. three members all in one! and now i'm like...sigh. this is who we are now LOL

2. any sideblogs?

yes! this blog is actually a sideblog (@makasouls is my main). i've also got my fic rec blog @kimchi-recs, a to read blog, a private blog that has my old url but i use to keep up with ongoing fics, and the url @winwinsdurag that i took after watching 90s love because it was funny 🤣🤣🤣🤣. i don't use that one for anything but testing theme layouts, tho.

3. how long have you’ve been on tumblr?

YIKES!! ☠️ overall, i think i've been here since 2012? on various blogs. but i've been on this kpop blog since 2017!

4. do you have a queue tag?

yes! well fuck queue too

5. why did you start your blog in the first place?

i honestly don't remember why i came to tumblr all those years ago, but this blog was created because i could see myself spiraling down the bts rabbithole and didn't want to overwhelm my main blog followers with kpop content 😂

6. why did you choose your icon?

every time taehyung does something that upsets me, i make it my icon to remind myself of my bad life choices

7. why did you choose your header?

i just thought that scene was cute 🥰

8. what’s your post with the most notes?

on this blog? a post where i warned everybody about the new tumblr update LMAO! but after that, i think it might be my fic good girl, followed by the first chapter of ego!

9. how many mutuals do you have?

i have no idea and idk how or why people keep up with that lol. mutual culture is weird and i don't understand it 😂

10. how many followers do you have?

there are a little under 14k of you wonderful people hanging around this dumpster fire of a blog🥺💜

11. how many people do you follow?

uhhhh *checks* 570! but i just recently did a mass cleanse of my follows--i think i had upwards of 700 before 😂 that's something i do from time to time on all of my social media--go through and assess whether i actually still want to be tied to certain people. if i see i'm no longer interested in your content or that you haven't posted in a long while, i'll just unfollow 🤷🏽‍♀️

12. have you ever made a shitpost?

all of my posts are shitposts, have you met me ☠️

13. how often do you use tumblr each day?

hmmm, depends on how bored i am! i often check it throughout the day, though i may not be actively posting/answering asks, because i have a job lol. but when i'm really busy (hanging out with family or friends or with life in general) i may not log in at all. that's why i like to keep a queue running.

14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won?

i tend to keep to myself because i don't like drama and like to protect my peace lol. there's enough ridiculousness to deal with irl, so i like to keep my space a fun place to be! i don't entertain immaturity and stupidity, but i also won't allow people to walk all over me. so if you've seen me pop off at someone, trust that there was a reason why 💅🏾

15. how do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

very reminiscent of my early tumblr years when superwholock reined supreme. i thought we had all grown out of that LMAO yikes 😂

16. do you like tag games?

yes! i may not always do them because sometimes i forget or i'm just too busy/tired, but i think they're fun.

17. do you like ask games?

always! i always like to do when when i know i have more time to sit down and interact. interaction and the sense of community are the best things about tumblr, and ask games are one of the ways i love connecting with you guys.

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

i have no idea who the youths are following nowadays 🤣 i told you, i tend to keep to myself! and being "tumblr famous" means absolutely nothing in the grand scheme of things--as i mentioned before, it's the connections you make with people that really matter! and i can say this, as someone who has written for both large and small fandoms. honestly, if you're that focused on a follower count, you really need to stop and reevaluate.

19. do i have a crush on a mutual?

i have never been subtle about my love for kim seokjin, and @kpopfanfictrash has yet to convince me that she's not actually seokjin running an extremely long, extremely detailed catfish

tagging: whoever else wants to do this 😘😘

[vibrantvenus]

I didn't even realize I was tagged until I refreshed my emails fjrhtufud

rules: list your bias & name/nickname first, and then make a list of 10 small things that bring you happiness (plus one bonus if you’d like), after that, tag 5-15 blogs

Bias- I mean like, I like kpop but same as I am with American bands I don't know anyone's name. Anyways I Stan Lance.

Name/Nickname- Angelicia-> Angel

1. When I get a comment from someone gushing on one of my fics. Like honestly that shit is so refreshing and every time I get an email for a comment like that I am a Mess™

2. When I get to hang out with my friends-even if it is a school thing

3. Writing in general for me just makes me so happy? Not to be cringy or anything but writing is my passion.

4. When I see videos of cats and they make those sweet little sounds, y'all my heart just fucking explodes

5. When I find a new character that I can really relate to. Like, I think everyone likes being able to find themselves in fictional worlds but hahnzn3dus

6. Honestly like even though it kinda stresses me out i really love reorganizing my bookshelves? But they're overflowing because I'm bad at managing my money and I keep buying books.

7. Like when its raining rlly hard and I can hear it pounding against my window like that is a top tier noise in my opinion

8. When I wake up from a good ass nap and my neck doesn't even hurt

9. I like doing makeup on other people, Like I'm kinda ok at makeup and I just really like getting to do it for other people??? Idk.

10. When people actually send me asks for the ask things when I reblog them. I love interacting with my followers tbh.

Bonus: 11. Holding hands in public? Like whether it's with my mama or my friends I just love holding hands? Tbh I'm a really affectionate person with people I actually trust.

I was tagged by @emperorsnarkon and I'll tag @cybrid @shipping-all-ships @translightyagami @lord-of-the-sneks and @k-eith