#i didn't even realize it was gonna be about the throuple when i picked up the first book so it was a happy surprise!

[silassstingy]

stumbled upon this really cute book series about a throuple but in the second book it keeps focusing on two of them and leaving the third out and it's making me mad LOL

now they've introduced another person as a friend to the throuple but i am soooo untrusting... if they split this throuple into two couples "to make everyone happy" i'm gonna riot

bc how they are writing the scenes with all three of them- everyone in the throuple has feelings for each other!! but then every other chapter it'll be focusing on just two of them and making the third the "third wheel"

it doesn't have to be that way!!!!!!

if this doesn't end in a happy ending for the throuple I'M GONNA RIOT

[khaopybara]

I keep thinking about that awful Pluto lunch with mays “favorite ex”. Oon is basically too blinded by her crush on may to even realize that all of Mays people are sus of her! SHE CANT SEE PAST HER HEARTEYES!

I was feeling pretty confident in assuming that may knew Oon wasn’t Oom and that lunch all but confirmed it. I mean did Oom and May never share a single meal together when they were dating and therefore didn’t know about mays dislike of spicy food!? Oon should’ve told may that she too was in an accident and had some memory loss due to it just to try to cover for all of her fumbling lol

Now for the other three…

I am honestly not sure how pang is gonna come back from this to be apart of the throuple, I mean unknowingly picking the cafe where she and pim (phim?) first met as the place to break up with her!? DAMN WOMAN 🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️!!! And pim, baby, what are you doing begging her to not breakup cmon you deserve to be with someone better than her!!! That someone, of course, being Jan who always seems to be at the right place at the right time (it’s fate!). Pang can keep her unrequited crush and I’ll be over here sailing on the PimJan ship! Full steam ahead baby!

Ok sorry that ended up just being a bunch of rambling 🙈.

-🤫

pls anon, ramble away, i know i've done that to you countless times at this point, feel free to return the favor.

but honestly, that lunch was awful. for some reason, i thought ploy would be good to stir up some fun jealousy, not awaken all of oon's deepest insecurities all at once. a part of me also think oon knows how much people in may's life are suspicious of her, she just doesn't care. she cares about may and how much she can care and support and look after her. as long as she can provide may with a good company, she doesn't care for what others have to say, unless the pretty and rich and favorite ex comes along to show how unfit she actually is to be by may's side.

you have a point there, too, anon. i've said this before. may ain't stupid. that woman is a respected and famous lawyer. she can smell bullshit from meters away (her calling out ploy and covering up saying she didn't want anyone to steal oon/oom and that's why she didn't tell anyone they were dating, and when she refused to eat ploy's food too? very hot of her, if you allow me), so i'm pretty sure she's aware this isn't the same woman she was dating before. why would a flight attendant not have enough money to buy a simple lunch from a vendor in the street, after all?

dude, you have no idea how much i wanted to like pang because she has my girl ciize's face, but pang is so sighs (at least she knows she's toxic but it's also in that "oh my god you know, you deserve better because i'm such a bad person, i don't deserve you" kind of way that just feels… idk, condescending?) she doesn't give a damn about phim. it's clear as day to me that she was only with the hot police officer bc oon didn't want her and well, having a hot gf who gives you head in the middle of the day is fine and all, so let's keep her. i think pang coming to the throuple thing will be more of a pride/i'm alone now, oon really doesn't want me (as she told you before), than actually developing feelings for phim again. here i am hoping my girl will get the love she deserves in the form of a bubbly and cute fortune teller who offers to feed her when she's hangry.

[sweet-xoxo-thatcares]

Binding my chest would only make me feel good today, but what about all those chicks who said I almost passed out and I can't breathe in this?

Why do people have to suffer to be a man, to be happy and be a girl? I don't even know what I want and who's right for me anymore.

It just sucks that when it feels right, it's not right for me and everytime I see something new in somebody. It's actually bringing me down because it reminds me of how I saw Jay the 1st time...when I didn't know if they were a girl or a boy or if they even had genitals down there... it was still iffy about whether or not this attraction to this person being different and hard to read...was a good or thing or not because of my religion that has kept me safe and sane while being my mother's child. It seemed right in my eyes to tell her I loved her even though she was with someone else. But all they said was I have love for you, but I'm not in love with you. Or I love everything about you. And then it went to its just lust and I love my gf. And the old habits of pushing me away and bringing me back. That's what made me believe she was lying to herself and me, and Ayunna.

But idk anymore and shouldn't care because it doesn't make sense. It's been year, she's gone, and I'll probably never get to see her again. But she's here and I can feel it. But she's capable to talk to me in person because I scared her and Ayunna away. So they wouldn't come back to make me do sex in a threesome that I didn't want and bdsm that made me go nutso and annoyingly horny.

I don't like me when I get bdsm like because I sound like my dad, all aggressive and forceful when I'm in charge. And my mom is just petrifiyingly annoyed and bratty and breaks shit up when she doesn't like what's happening because she doesn't have the power, money, or control to stop Ayunna from breaking us up and ruining our fun, and Jay playing me around because they like me and wanna use me to get what they want.

I guess mars is an earth bender, cause now I feel the truth alot better.

Why did I lie to Ayunna and say that I liked her enough to be in a throuple with them, when I wasn't sure I'd she hated because I was prettier and wanted Jay. Or because she knew I liked Jay and I lied about liking her before we even kissed.

Maybe those feelings I felt for her was lust and confusion. Cause she kinda reminded me of an older sister or a cousin. So kissing her felt the gayest and unsafest. Cause I was kissed by a gay girl cousin when I was younger....

And I don't get that either....why does it seem like I remember details and events that people don't remember or forget, while I still do.

And it haunts me at every single funeral....

That I didn't get to see my grandma passed the way that normal ppl do. I was there when it was going away, her lifestyle and her body's breath.

Everything is coming back to me at once and it's my birthday and I'm always emotional this time of year. Especially last year, I cried last year because I missed Jay and Ayunna's friendship and how we used to spend time with each other.

But now it's different, I just want me to have my own boo who's looks prettier and Seven times sexier and horny like me, but better than Jay. And treats me wayyy nicer than Jay and willing to compromise and talk to me about their feelings instead of quitting so easily on me.

I cared too much about Athena, glynda, Jaiden, and this other person, mars. Because I really wanted to build a future with them better than the one I had according to jay.....which was moving in with then while they're off getting married and starting a family. .not even caring to realize that I don't want you to marry her and that I wanted you to marry me. Pick me over her. Cause I would have cares for your mind way more than she has and told you it's not your fault that you're depressed. A chemical imbalance isn't your fault, it's your father's.

And telling Jay that you should just do this and do that to be happy....isn't gonna help and judging them for being depressed doesn't help them be happier, it actually makes it worse.