#i confronted my mother just now abt it and now she's saying we're gonna return them
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aha. more shit
#so. i never told my gf abt my house having a dog and a cat. she'll only find out from here. sorry love#it's so fucking shameful bc the house is so badly arranged and we just have no space#that we can't let them inside the house so we just keep them in the porch where they're not happy#and like this is arguably better than before we adopted them from our neighbours who kept them in cages and never let them out#but i still feel like shit bc it's still ultimately not a healthy way for then to live#and then them not being able to be in the house makes it much less accessible for me to take care of them#so my mother and grandma end up taking care of them more#and it's just stupid#they get stressed and resent the pets for acting out bc they're stuck in thw porch whwre thwy are bored out of their minds#and i'm at fault for not realising just how inaccessible this house is for me when i asked to take them away from my shitty neighbours#but i only asked for the cat and then ny sister cried for the dog too#and then i realised early on i couldn't do enough for the pets so i begged my mom and sister to find better homes for them#but no apparently even tho the neighbours basically didn't even want the pets and neglected them in cages#they still belong to them and if qe didn't want them we had to return them to these dumbasses who bought them for thousands of ringgit#just to ignore them#i confronted my mother just now abt it and now she's saying we're gonna return them#whatever... i'm sorry... i'm tired#i can barely take care of myself... i'm rlly sorry#i have tried to take care of thm bc my family kept brushing off my reasoning that we're mistreating them and should rehome them#but i never managed it consistently throughout this year of having them#haha and also i confronted my mom that she's always angry and that anger seeps out in her tone and mannerism even if she represses it#and she was all self-pitying like 'sorry i make u so miserable'#do u want me to pity u? u DID make me miserable. u made shit so unpredictable for me#taking me to a nice meal and then coming back home and yelling at my dad and making the home such a scary place#that time u were yelling at me and assuming i was blaming u just bc i gasped and was surprised at what u did#and when i wanted to be alone afterwards and locked my door u banged at it and yelled from outside#so i opened and u made me hug u#u felt guilty and u wanted to hug me so i knew u still loved me but u didn't stop to think how scary and confusing it is#u made me feel so cornered and unsafe TO SHOW ME LOVE?#plumvents
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