#i cant tell if they do it on purpose or not

[nge1]

FUCKING HELL. PLEASE HELP.

shit took a turn for the worst. my oldest brother dgaf (are we surprised!) & he is deciding to 'punish us/teach us a lesson' bc we're not 'godly enough' or cultish like him. he purposely waited to tell us till the last minute that he wants to let us suffer again. WE NEED $368USD BY THURSDAY (TOMORROW) BEFORE 12PM OR WE WILL BE EVICTED & HOMELESS. apparently me being scheduled for 4 fucking interviews on one day wasnt enough for him. now i cant go to the last two because of him. im so exhausted. my chronic pain flare ups are insane, i cant fucking do this anymore & as of today im $1000 more in debt from credit cards. goals below. jfc please save me.

$0/$368 WEEKLY RENT (11/28)

$0/$91 STORAGE UNIT (12/1)

$0/$50.30 PHONE BILL (12/3)

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will be updating my gfm soon & adding lots of info to it.

[itsopiniontime69]

the thing with that is that you would be able to see the struggling schools and pump some more money into them so that teachers would have the resources to bring the kids in poorer areas up to par with kids in wealthier areas

NOPE

I was today years old. That is disgusting.

No Child Left Behind is one of the worst things to ever be incentivized in schools. It was signed into law when I was 14. Reading Rainbow was my show as a kid. LeVar Burton played a big part in why I became an avid reader to date. The joy of it. It's an adventure around the globe and through different time periods without stepping on a plane or time machine.

Children parrot behavior. In grade school, I always wanted to read the same amount of books as my teachers (50 books) and managed to double that each year. Before No Child Left Behind, book fairs and Scholastic catalogs were a serious matter like your grandma's Fingerhut catalogs. Libraries were (and still are) a wonderland.

Reading comprehension and proficiency in schools has been declining for decades. A crisis. The joy of books isn't pushed anymore and I'm always saddened by it. It's one of the reasons why I post my book reviews and recommendations on here, as well as posts from others to encourage reading and (novel) writing. Kids will parrot your behavior while the education system sadly fails to return as that example.

[cj-the-random-artist]

I kept debating how to end this short little mini comic. In the original script, they were gonna hold hands (scandalous, I know lmfao), but I didn't think it hit quite right in comic format when I tried to make it longer. Hence why it ends... like that.

Anyways I wrote like a ton of comic scripts for COTL comics that just didn't hit right / I couldn't commit to making and then when driving home from work last week in the pitch darkness I thought about how nice it is to see like actual stars. And I feel like with the cult grounds being kind of among a lot of trees and all that it might take a short hike to get a really, really, really good view of the night sky and stuff. Thus. This.

It's arguably not my best work (I'm out of practice drawing good night skies and all that) but I'm happy with it. Enjoy this thing I made

[halflifebutawesome]

Realizing for ease of . Reference I'm gonna have to make the hl2 HEV so I've been Lookin it and anyway.

What the hell are these for .

[buwheal]

Hey, Spamton, do you mind if we run shell commands on your computer? We won’t break it or anything, it just lets us do more stuff.

[shaadowmilkcookie]

have i given you enough of myself, yet?

a little something about people-pleasing

[angstics]

personal favorite

[potatobugz]

i was hacked by a very unhappy man!

[mlsws]

@beluvbug ‘s PoGD au has me wagging my dogboy aj kin tail

got me thinking abt my other ponykin and how to uhhhh yknow, hurt her, and i give u… princess of intrusive thoughts. honestly projecting on a pony is really cathartic. you should try it sometime

[mumblesplash]

ok but like the contrast of pkciv evbo being Just Some Guy Trying His Best but he’s a world class prodigy who ends up with god himself holding his hand as he ascends to power vs pvpciv evbo explicitly being The Chosen One but all he has going for him is the ability to die over and over again

[0sbrain]

i think one of my least favorite troupes in tf2 fanfics has to be scout finds x and y are dating and freaks out/starts being openly homophobic towards them because "canon typical homophobia"

they are mercenaries. fucking contract killers. do you think anyone gives a flying fuck about homosexuality being illegal? you see, they are ok with murder and gruesome violence, HOWEVER they draw the line at two men holding hands because the words on the paper say it's a no no

he would probably tease them because, that's normal that's what friends and annoying coworkers do. and sometimes he might step on a line. but my dear friends. if scout was genuinely homophobic to any of the other mercs, im afraid he wouldn't survive the winter (irse a mimir). he would get snapped by a twig and it doesn't even have to be by the merc he was insulting. anyone in the vicinity would suplex his ass. son, we all suck dick here. get used to it

[stationk17]

I hope this hurts

[pleasedontcareaboutme]

It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry

( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)

(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)

[favorite-lie]

recent art

[oceanwithouthermoon]

ive been unhealthily fixated on kubosai for the past few weeks, i just have no idea how to put it into words. kuboyasu aren and saiki kusuo are in love btw

[bedazzlecunt]

punishments don't work for me! i talk about this sometimes. people ask about it more.

punishments serve one of two purpose (sometimes both at once, i suppose) — either as a form of play or a way to mould behavior and enforce obedience. it's the difference between spanking because the sub and the dom enjoy it, or spanking to punish misbehavior and reinforce who's in charge.

but i don't enjoy it, so that part is already out. and the way i play, misbehavior doesn't play into it. if a dom asks something of me that i can reasonably deliver (and that's within the bounds of our dynamic/agreement/etc, obviously) i am never going to say no. i love serving! i'm obedient to a fault. and if they ask for something i know i cannot deliver, i'll say that up front, and we can work out alternatives so i'm not saying yes to something that's not possible and dooming us both to disappointment.

and if i say yes to something and fail to do it, there is something very wrong — either i'm sick or experiencing the worst depressive episode of my life or my traumas are flaring or etc — and feeling shamed or liked a disappointment would kill me on the spot. i cannot overstate how bad it is for me, when i'm already the kind of low that might cause me to renege on something i promised a dom, to feel the part of chastised child. there's no need to punish misbehavior because if i'm misbehaving it's not me being obstinate, it's me falling apart in a way that punishment will make worse, not help.

anyway the broader point of this post, aside from me loving to talk about myself, is like...i talk to people pretty regularly who don't understand why i don't do punishments or what Justification i have for not doing punishments. i talk to people who don't WANT to do petplay or anal or denial or bondage etc, but feel like they have to because it's Part Of BDSM. but i think it's important to ask — not just about punishments, but about most aspects of kink! — what the actual goal of the dynamic and people involved are. there's nothing that you should be doing in d/s just because you're Supposed To; everything should be on purpose. if punishments don't serve the dynamic and the people in it, you don't need to do punishments! the same way you don't need to do oral or overstim or anything at all that doesn't serve you and your partner. there's no rules here aside from taking care of yourself and your partner. you don't need a justification for saying no to something, let alone just because that thing is popular in tumblr kink spaces