#i cant help but feel like the bf shouldn't have gone as hard on them as he has and I'll probably talk to him about it | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

nature-played-a-trick-on-me · 1 year ago

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Went for a walk w the bf today and he said he's starting to better understand the sort of stuff I've gone through with my dad and his gf and the effects that it still has on me today

#<3 #truly insane things compared to like normal loving family #the graduation thing wasnt even a big deal and i showed him the texts i got afterwards and he was like wtf #my brother also thought it was bizarre@#he helped to stop me from continuing to text lol #i cant help but feel like the bf shouldn't have gone as hard on them as he has and I'll probably talk to him about it #but it is kind of funny to see my stepmum seeeething after someone calls her out on being a huge mean bitch #over text i was like 'i get that u wanted some air but i felt it was an important moment which is why i felt hurt #and why i reacted the way i did. i hope you can understand that'#and she was like 'yeah we're not gonns resolve this'#lmao she cant even acknowledge that my being upset is a normal response to walking out like i have to apologise for that??#theyyyy walked out. i was sad. didnt call names didnt do anything mean. just was sad and hurt.#now they could still stand behind their decision to leave and that would be that. like it's happenend no one can change it etc.#but i wish theyd acknowledge that my response wasnt mean or bratty. they walked out when i needed them.#stepmum is trying to enfore her idea of me being an awful spoilt brat. instead of trying to understand why I was upset #... i think them leaving is a dick move but i can understand their reasons. i wish she could extend the same like. grace. like.#it felt very symbolic to be running after them because they were leaving right when i walked towards them to connect with them.#like truly the epitome of our relationship. rejecting me when i try to connect and then bullying me for feeling hurt.#when i lived with them this would've turned into a week long affair with me being shouted at every night for 1.5h #imagine screaming at a 14yo that she is manipulative and mean and cruel and awful and horrible. screaming so much that u spit in her face.#she moved onto my brother when i left and when he became cold and indifferent to her shouting #she moved on to her eldest daughter who just started living with her dad more #'if everyone you meet is an asshole chances are you are the asshole'#if u chase kids out of their home the kids arent the problem. you are.

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