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I want to acknowledge something. And it’s embarrassing because I know it’s something that you will have noticed. There’s a hole running through the centre of my stomach. You must have all felt a bit awkward because you can probably see it. Even in this light. Mostly people choose not to talk about it. Some people tell me that they’re sorry but that, yes, they can see my hole. “‘What’s that, Alex?’ they say. ‘You appear to have a great big hole running right through the middle of you.’ [...] I’m holding my entire head together. The skin and the shell of me. I’m falling absolutely inside myself. But you can see that. You can see the — in my —
— Sea Wall, a monologue by Simon Stephens [film version.]
#guys this has completely rocked me to my core im actually in shock#i cant breathe properly this is just hit after hit i feel like i've been bombed#what do i tag this as.#simon stephens#writing#quotes#sea wall#im also tagging it#andrew scott#because its him its just him it was written for him debuted by him and he changed my world yet again cos he loves doing that. fuck my life#hole tag
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Brother’s best friend.
"Yah kookie! You guys are disgusting" you said. Only for him to roll his eyes at your comment.
"Oh yeah? Why's that?"
"Rating girls depending on how pretty their face is, is just disgusting. imagine me rating you guys." After you said that Jimin and jungkook looked at each other before they started laughing like crazy lunatic's.
Jimin smirked at you and asked "exactly how innocent are you y/n?"
You raised your eyebrows and gave him a confusing look. "What do you mean?"
Jungkook finally stopped laughing. "Sis, we're rating their ass and ti-"
"YAH!!!" You screamed and covered your ears.
you're not actually THAT innocent but hearing your brother say that makes you cringe.
Jungkook started laughing once again while Jimin smirked at me. What's up with him?
"That's even worse" they both ignored you after that and went back to swiping on their phones.
You sighed and walked out of the living room but not before hearing Jimin say "that's a straight up ten."
"Dude!"
"What? She has a nice ass."
Can someone please remind you why you have a crush on him?
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After about 20 minutes of sitting alone in the kitchen you heard someone walk in.
"You know... I've always wanted to do this thing"
You turned around to see Jimin leaning against the door frame, looking straight into you eyes.
"What thing? Acting like an adult? Cuz that'll make you 10 times more attractive" you said and turned your back towards him.
"So you think I'm attractive hmm?"
"W-What no! I didn't s-" you got cut off by his lips pressed against your exposed neck.
You sucked in a breath not knowing what to do.
"You know what I've been fantasizing about lately "
"Uh, n-No" goddamnit y/n get your shit together.
"What it would be like fucking my best friend's sister" he whispered seductively in my ear.
SAY WHATTTTTTT
"I-" you got cut off once again by Jimin turning your chair around and smashing his lips against yours.
God? Is this a dream?
You couldn't move Bcs of how shocked you were. Until you finally realized what was happening.
You pushed him alway and jumped up from your chair "are you crazy Jimin?"
"Yes. I've always been crazy about you but since you're my best friend's sister I tried to keep my hands to myself. But lately I've been jerking off while thinking about how deliciously your lips would feel around me and I just can't help myself anymore y/n. I need you."
You stood there, hands on his shoulders to keep distance between the both of you. Eyes wide out of shock because of what he just told you. Not able to move and too scared to say anything.
"Y/n.. please let me have you."
"J-Jimin we cant.. jungkook is-" "in the shower and after that he was going to FaceTime his girlfriend.. we're alone"
"We really can't Jimin"
"Don't you want me y/n?"
"Wha-"
"I've caught you looking at me a lot, staring at my lips while I'm talking to your brother, pressing your thighs against each other every time I wink at you.. I know you want me babygirl"
You started breathing louder as he took your wrists and walked you backwards until your back hit a wall.
Damn you stupid wall.
He pushed your hands above your head and lowered his head so he could whisper in your ear.
"Just say yes and I'm all yours"
He started licking, biting and kissing your neck.
His hands roaming around your body.
"Babygirl..say it"
Your head started spinning. You could feel yourself getting wetter by the thoughts of him fucking you. While still Questioning if this was a good idea. But at the end of the day, your brother was dating your friend so why the fuck not.
"I need you Jimin."
He didn't waste a second to pick you up and carried you to the kitchen table, softly putting you down. Your body now taking full control as you let your hands run up his arms into his silver hair.
Jimin's hands sliding under your T-shirt to unhook your bra. He let go off you and took a step back.
"Strip" he said while pulling off his own t shirt.
You stared at him in awe, his perfectly toned abs right in front of you, making you drool at the sight.
He narrowed his eyes at you in a dominant way making you gulp. "Did I stutter sweetheart?"
"Huh?"
"I said. Strip."
Your eyes widened at his demanding tone, jumping off from the table to undress yourself to the point where you only had your panties covering you.
"So perfect... on your knees"
You got down on your knees waiting for what's coming next. Not that it was hard to guess by seeing him stand in front of you unbuckling his pants and pulling them down to his ankles.
"You know what to do babygirl" he said while smirking down at you.
Your hand started shaking due how nervous you were. But no matter what, You were gonna suck his dick like you never sucked a dick before.
You pulled his boxers down and gulped at the sight of his dick.
How the fuck is that ever gonna fit?
Don't be a pussy now y/n..
You took his dick in you hands and started teasing him with little kitten licks on his tip. Making him groan. "Don't tease"
He grabbed your hair and pushed his dick all the way down your throat without any warning. He threw his head back at the feeling of finally having your mouth around him.
You of course trying to gasp for air as he fucked your mouth. Feeling tears form in your eyes.
Jimin silently moaned and cursed before letting go of your hair and pulling you back up to lay down on the table.
"My turn" he said and ripped your panties down your legs before putting them over his shoulders, he looked up at you with his sexy smirk once again "you ready baby?"
"Ye- oh my fuck!" He didn't give you time to respond properly as his tongue was already doing his work.
His tongue teasing your clit while pushing 2 fingers slowly inside of you.
You started moaning louder not giving a shit if jungkook might hear you.
He started humming against your clit and moving his fingers inside of you making your legs shake. You tried to close your legs only to fail because of jimin's hand that pushed them back open.
You felt something building up inside of you, knowing you're going to cum any second now.
"J-Jimin... I'm- fuck"
He started moving his fingers faster "cum for me babygirl" he hummed against you. Vibrations being send through you body, pushing you over the edge. Not even 10 seconds later you saw white before your eyes and came on his tongue and fingers.
"Jimin fuck!!!" You yelled.
He took his fingers out off you and licked them clean while looking into your eyes. What a sight.
"You might want to be quieter for what's coming next, we don't want our precious kookie to walk in right?"
You rolled your eyes and said "I don't care"
"Oh really?" He stood up and hovered over your small body giving you a soft kiss on your lips. "Then neither do I."
Without any warning he pushed his dick all the way inside of you making you gasp for air once again. He didn't move for a while, letting you adjust to his size while placing sweet kisses all over your neck and shoulders.
You moved your arms around him, running your hand over his back down to his ass.
Damn.. ji-booty thicc as fuck.
"Are you really touching my ass right now?" He asked while chuckling.
"Guys are not the only ones who like touching someone's ass." You laughed.
But you didn't laugh that long when he started pounding inside of you without any warning. What's with him doing everything without warning me? LET A GIRL BREATHE PLEASE!
By now you were one sweaty, moaning mess.
He pushed himself up and softly wrapped his hand around your throat while his other arm pulled your leg from around his waist and placed it over his shoulder.
His head thrown backwards, his lips wide open with moans and curse words leaving them. Small Sweat drops glistering on his forehead.
The sight of him alone could make any girl cum.
He kept thrusting faster and deeper inside of you. Making you scream out his name.
"Found it" he groaned and kept hitting that same spot over and over again. Driving you crazy.
You arched you back while pulling your hair, screaming out his name.
Making Jimin wild. Seeing you all fucked and messy underneath him.
"Fucking hell you're tight" he huffed. You teased him by clenching around him making him hiss. He tightened his hand that was still around your throat and looked at you with a daring look in his eyes.
"Don't"
"S-sorr- ah Jimin I'm gonna -" "me too babygirl, me too."
After a few more thrusts You released your second orgasm making you see stars.. literally.
Jimin pulled out and took a step back, signaling you to get off and sit on your knees in front of him. So.. you did.
You sat in front of him on your knees, your hands placed on his thighs to keep yourself up as he pushed his dick inside of your mouth.
He grabbed your hair and started fucking your throat at a fast pace, until he finally came inside of your mouth moaning your name while he did.
You swallowed every last drop while looking into his eyes.
"Fuck you're perfect" he bend down and kissed your lips in a way that made your heart melt.
"Let's get dressed now before jungkook comes downstairs"
You both got dressed right in time, just as you sat back down on the chair jungkook walked inside of the kitchen.
He looked at you and Jimin with a suspicious look. "What were you guys doing? I heard screams"
Jimin cleared his throat and said "I was teasing her about earlier"
Jungkook laughed " shes really is too innocent"
Jimin smirked at you "yeah, she is"
You gave him an innocent smile and turned around to leave the room. "Goodnight guys"
"Goodnight sis"
"Night babygirl"
I smiled to myself when I heard a slap "YAH! Wtf did you just call my sister?"
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#bts#writing#fanfiction#park jimin#jimin x reader#jimin smut#kpop#wattpad#1st post#one shot#jungkook
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With All Your Heart - Part 3
"Jesus Y/N where is your head at today?" Nat scolded you as she knocked you on my ass for the 100th time in the past hour.
"In the gutter Nat where else" you smirk at her, it wasn't a lie! All you kept thinking about was Bucky!! How nice it was waking up in his arms.... how you wanted more!
"We need to get you laid girl!" Nat laughed holding her hand out to help you up off the floor.
"I know right!" You admitted whilst grabbing your towel from the side and wiping the sweat from your brow "I've got all this pent up energy i need to get out of my system.... even being in here aint helping! Especially when we've got half naked super soldiers standing across from us" you nod in the direction of where Steve and Bucky were working out in just a pair of shorts, both doing weights and making the most sexual grunting noises you have ever heard in a gym!!
"Is it just me or are those grunting noises...."
"Sounding very sexual??" She finished and nodded her head "its not just you"
"Oh thank god" you laughed and caught the attention of the two grunting soldiers.
"You ladies okay?" Steve called over sitting up on the bench.
"Peachy Cap" you called back while turning your back to them to hide your laughing.
"You sure?? You seem to find something quite amusing"
"Its nothing Steve, just girl talk" Nat winked at him as you both walked over to the treadmills.
"Well if you need anything we'd be happy to assist you" he said politely and Nat and you both burst out laughing before starting a quick paced jog on the treadmills.
"What??" You hear Steve ask as he walked over to us, he wanted to know what was going on now. Bucky was looking over curious to what we were talking about.
"The kinda help she needs is a little outta your job description Steve"
"Natasha!!" You snap shaking your head at her, the woman had no filter sometimes.
"Oh.... oh you mean...."
"Sex Steven, you can say it. Its not a bad word" Nat said teasing him at how uncomfortable he looked.
"Nat leave him alone" you say hitting the stop button and slowly coming to a stop.
"Steve can you help me stretch, if i don't do it properly I'm gonna cramp like a bitch later"
"S..sure" he nodded quickly with a smile and walked over to the mats. He led you through some basic stretches, then he was kneeling between your legs pushing one back towards your chest a little further than you could manage on my own. It felt so good you let out a quiet moan and instantly felt your cheeks flush red "you okay?" Steve asked looking concerned, you nod quickly and laughed nervously "yeah I'm fine, that just felt really good"
"Oh my god get a room you two" Nat laughed as she walked passed.
"Nat i swear to god I'm gonna kick your ass you keep on" you called after your best friend.
"You don't stand a chance while that mind of yours is in the gutter Stark!"
"Shes right" you huff throwing your arm over your eyes dramatically.
"That we should get a room??" Steve asked wide eyed making you laugh.
"No, about me not standing a chance while my mind is in the gutter" you sat up and tapped him on the arm "don't worry cap i wont corrupt you".
"Maybe id corrupt you" he shrugged casually "how would you know??"
"Fair point" you smirked getting to your feet "id be too much for you to handle though Cap" you say patting his chest and walking out.
"See ya later Buck" you smile sweetly at him as you passed.
"What the hell was that about??" Bucky asked Steve once they were alone, Steve shook his head looking just as confused as Bucky.
"I have no idea!!"
"Was you coming onto her??"
"I.... i don't think so"
"Well do you like her?"
"Of course i like her"
"You know what i mean!"
"I don't know Buck, i think i just got caught in the moment" he shrugged then looked at his best friend with wide eyes "wait... do YOU like her??"
"W..what.... no of course not" he said quickly but the red blush that crossed his face said he did.
"Bucky you can tell me pal, I'm not going to judge you. It will stay between us i promise" Steve said to his friend, now he thought about it he couldn't believe he didn't see it sooner.
"So what if i do like her Steve?? Y/N will never see me like that" he said sadly.
"How do you know that?? You haven't even given her a chance"
"Come on man if shes into anyone its you! She's always so open and flirty with you. Don't think i haven't noticed the way shes so comfortable around you, the touches between you"
"Maybe shes trying to see if she gets a reaction from you when shes close with me. You were always so stand offish with her.... she didn't think you liked her pal"
"She makes me nervous okay!" Bucky suddenly snapped "i don't know how to act around her! And then she was always sitting there talking about all these terrible dates she was going on.... i couldn't stay and listen to her talk about being with other guys, so id just leave the room"
"Well then maybe you should ask to take her out yourself??" Steve smirked.
"She'd never say yes to me Steve" Bucky said dropping his head sadly.
"Well you better make your move pal, that girl is needing some attention and she'll go on more of those ridiculous dates to get it" he slapped Bucky on the back and went to go take a shower.
***
After the show put on by the super soldiers in the gym and having Steve between your legs while stretching you were super horny! On the way back to your rooms Nat had suggested a girls night which you instantly agreed to. Now you were in the shower with your vibrator trying to relieve some of the sexual tension you were experiencing before going out. Your breathing was heavy as you felt yourself start to clench tighter.... your mind replaying the images of a shirtless Bucky and those amazing grunting noises he had been making. It was enough to send you over the edge and let out a loud moan as your free hand grabbed hold of the wall to steady your wobbly legs.
"Fucking hell" you sighed closing your eyes and trying to catch your breath, this was getting ridiculous! It was then you heard a knocking at your door "just a second" you call out quickly turning off the shower and grabbing a towel, you wrap it around yourself and make your way through your room to open the door.
"Oh.... S..sorry!" Bucky stuttered looking away from you when he saw you in just a towel.
"Its okay Buck" you say smiling up at him "whats up?"
"I just... i thought we could talk"
"Id love that, really i would but I'm getting ready to go out for girls night with Nat and Wanda"
"Oh okay never mind... it was just an idea..." he said looking flustered at you rejecting his offer.
"Hey, how about tomorrow morning? We can go to that diner down the street that you like, Just you and me?" You offer and he smiles instantly.
"Yeah id like that" he nodded "have a nice night" he gave you a smile before making his way back to his room.
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You chose to wear a tight fitted burgundy dress (that didn't leave too much to the imagination but made you feel sexy) and a pair of black heals, your hair was curled loosely and your make up natural looking with a slight smokey eye. You were ready for a night out with your girls and you felt good about yourself!
You head out to the kitchen to meet Nat and Wanda. Wanda was already out there waiting for us like usual making some drinks before we started our night.
"Y/N dear?" Tony said looking at you over the papers he was reading.
"yes brother?" You say in a tone that warned him you were not in the mood for his witty comments, of course that didnt stop him.
"Did you loose half of that dress??" He asked, making you instantly roll your eyes "i mean your almost exposing your....." he waved his hand over his groin area.
"Im perfectly covered, you cant see anything" you assured him.
"Im just saying you could have picked a dress with a bit more material to it sweetheart"
"I bet Nats is worse than mine and you wont say a word to her"
"Like i said before Nat is not my baby sister"
"Tony im not a baby anymore you dont have to worry about me"
"You will aways be my baby sister and i will always worry about you" he stated simply "im sorry kid but i cant just turn that off".
"Wow!"
"Jesus christ...."
Came the voices of Steve and Bucky as they walked in and saw what you were wearing.
"Oh god your gonna give these old men a heart attack walking around dressed like that Y/N" Tony commented.
"Well i think she looks hot" Wanda smiled hooking her arm through yours and giving you a smile.
"She does! You both do!" Steve nodded
"Hey dont forget about me!" Nat said as she strolled in to join us finally.
"You all look stunning"
"Thank you Steve, we do look pretty hot tonight ladies" Nat said as she pushed the drinks Wanda had made towards us "drink up and lets get this party started!!"
You, Nat and Wanda down your drinks and start to get ready to leave, Bucky had walked over to get a bottle of water from the fridge behind you and as you was about to leave he leaned in and quietly said "you look real nice doll" with a killer smile that made your insides turn to mush. You feel your cheeks burn but wasn't sure if it was from your drink or Bucky's compliment!!
"Thanks Buck" you reply quickly following the girls out before you make a complete idiot of yourself in front of Bucky.
#bucky x starkreader#bucky x reader#bucky fanfic#bucky imagine#bucky barnes#bucky x you#winter soldier#steve rogers#natasha romanoff#wanda maximoff#withallyourheart
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