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je-suis-problematique · 5 months ago

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I want y'all to know that I am currently piloting the flesh prison against my will because Leon took a bunch of Klonopin because he was feeling unwell and managing the Klonopin high sort of became MY job so now I'm stuck here all zooted with my sole mission being to Act Normal and soldier through most of the medicine's effects without doing anything stupid so here we are I fucking guess. I don't blame Leon for popping those pills but the Klonopin high used to be a lot more uh PLEASANT. I did NOT sign up for whatever THIS shit is.

– Kovacs

#kovacs speaks #leon took 10 mg of it and let me tell you something the term “zooted” doesn't cut it anymore #i am straight up going through an out-of-body experience with how dissociated i am #i can't think clearly and my attention span is nonexistent #i don't want to go to bed yet but trying to remain functional through this high is like trying to teach a fish how to climb a tree #it's HARD #all i can do is drink energy drinks and chain-smoke #i feel SLIGHTLY more alert after washing my face with cold water but holy shit guys i'm still completely out of it #why me #of all people why me #ugh #personal

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