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asfdhgsdkjhgb · 6 days ago

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thinking about the fact that i can fairly confidently say that within this year ill get to be at a point where i get to live with some of my favoritest people and share a space with them and also their cats.. maybe i am glad ive stuck around this long

#just me rambling again #i keep getting anxious about it they really actually want to move out with me i have so much fear that im forcing them #to in some capacity but one of them reminded me that they are very capable at communicating those feelings if they existed #and would have told me if they had any issue (which i appreciate but is also crazy as someone who would have had completely different life #plans than i actually wanted bc of just going along with The Evil Exs wantings and not telling him i maybe wouldnt want to move where he #wanted to and whatnot) (idk i feel like im unlocking and having to unpack new problems of mine from that relationship every day)#but anyways like. i have a job and am already saving. im going to keep doing my college and keep trudging forward bc there is #so much potential i can see on the horizon which is beautiful and so so so unbelievably scary as someone who has spent the last #almost a decade never being able to imagine a true future for myself #i love my friends you guys. i love my brothers #i can't quite believe that theyve stuck with me this long #im having so many feelings tonight im so sleepy and tired. im going to have a lovely warm shower and probably get to #listen in on these losers playing their roblox game again while i chill out and then sleep

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