#i can't even watch the video or i'll literally break down like a tesla

[ratatattouille]

STAY YOUR PRETTY EYES ON COURSE

KEEP THE MEMORIES OF WHO I WAS BEFORE

(guys i'm not okay and this is the most devastating song i've listened to the entire fucking year i can't get up from the floor)

[werewolfbansheelove]

Calm Down Vlog Squad angst

Summary: You struggle with anger issues and you have such a hard time keeping your cool, especially when going out. You only start to lose you're cool when somebody threatens or hits one of your friends which is the Vlog Squad. Sometimes they have a hard time keeping you calm down, even when the police get involved. 

Warnings: Anger issues, language and physical/ verbal fights

The vlogs that are going to be in this is Vlog #436 and #478. 

Word Count: 1, 132

When you were in elementary school, you had a short fuse. You had gotten yourself in trouble from teachers and the principal numerous times about getting into fights at school. 

Your parents had tried everything to keep you calm down but sometimes nothing really works until you explode. But things are starting to get a little bit more worse when you got in the high school when you see a friend or family member of yours getting bullied or just getting teased, you had no choice but to get into it especially when it comes around to your friends and family. 

Even in public places, when somebody that you don't like at all is taking a long time  or is just doing just brutal things like picking on other people especially like kids, old people and even adults as well. Even if it'd just a stranger, you don't know you can't help but get involved. 

Up to now, you are 23 year old and you're best friends with the vlog squad, and they all know about your anger problems but sometimes your friends are not really the big strongest people in the group except for like a few people like Todd, Ilya, Alex and few others. 

Your friend, David Dobrik was vlogging a video at a party, you decided to come along to the party. 

But later on, Seth told you that David had got beaten up by a girl. Right now, you were fuming with anger so much. David, Y/N, Seth and a few other friends had left the party. 

"I just got punched in the face. Look at this." David said to his block camera I see flips over his lips since he's looks like he has a bloody gum. 

"David's just happy as fuck. I was like what the fuck is going on, bro." Seth said. 

"To make things worse, Seth decided to tell (Y/n) what happened, which is a bad thing to do, cause she has anger problems." David said, to Seth's face. 

"I'm sorry, but I can't help but tell her cuz she deserves to know." Seth said. 

"David, just over question, what did she look like when she was hitting you?" Y/N asked. 

"No, I'm not telling you." David said with a small laugh. "Brandon starts running away." David adds. 

"Because Brandon's a pussy." You said which caused everyone gasp and laugh and Brandon looked offended. 

Everyone just started making a big deal out that David got punched in the face but BigNik was kind of happy that David got punched in the face by a girl. 

They arrived to the Tesla and you sitting in between two seats. "Okay, guys she's right here." David says to the camera.  

Brandon got scared again like you said before he's a bit of a pussy. You looked out of the car and saw her walking but you saw red. "David, let me out of the car or I'll break the windows." You said. 

Y/N was getting angry. "Y/N, don't even think about it." David yells to you from the driver seat. 

But Seth and few of his friends held you back from getting out of the car. 

Soon, the girl was in the ambulance and then she started to get violent again and you are struggling with Seth's friends strong grips on you. (if that makes sense) 

David luckily drove away and you started to calm down. With your anger problems, one day you will get very violent and you'll regret it. 

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A few months later, Y/N was out with David again, but this time Scotty, Todd, Ilya, Alex and David were out on the street. You had a crush on Scotty for the past two years and even though he was taken, he is still your friend. 

David had made a deal with Scotty to get his nipples pierced and he did it. But that didn't last long, a dark skinned guy came up and started to threaten Todd to fight him.

Then people had to hold the guy back but also Y/N and Todd had ti get held back as well. "Why is it everytime Ilya around somebody gets beat up?" David asked, that made Ilya and Scott laugh. 

Before the guy ran off, he decided to come back and soccer-punch Scott in the face. Stop watching the vlog now if you love this beautiful face. (This means David's narrating.) But when they was blood kind of out of Scott's nose, Y/N got so angry that she started to beat the guy up. 

The guy came back and punched Scott in the face  which made you looks shocked but when you saw the blood you saw red. 

Y/N ran up to the guy and punched him in the face and pushing down on to the concrete ground and started swinging on his head repeatedly. 

But Y/N got held back by Todd and Alex but was shaking to get out of the grip on her. She was literally shaking in anger, she calmed down with Alex telling her to take a few breaths.  

She calmed down with Alex and Todd holding her then she wrested to cry out of frustration. Todd, Alex, Scott and David hugged her, since Y/N has anger problems when she was a kid. "I'm sorry, David." Y/N said. 

"It's okay, N/N." David said and hugs her back. 

They all got back in the telsa. "What a night." David said, then looks at Alex who was frowning. "Alex, are you OK?" 

"No." 

David begins to chuckle while speaking. "Dude, Alex walked by and pretended to be a cop and went like "10/4 we got him"." That made everyone laugh including Y/N at least she has friends to help her through all of her anger. 

A/N: I'm sorry for the long delay, I've been doing another stories and hope you guys like this.