#i can't even fucking go to the doctor here. i'm gonna lose insurance soon and then i am just fucked

[kenzie-ann27]

I genuinely don't know what this medicine did to me but it feels like someone punched me in my neck so I'm not taking it again

[lickthatbattery]

god i thought i at least had this going for me right now but nope not anymore. how am i gonna get my meds? i've already been rationing. my fault for not trying harder to get refills before i lost my insurance but in my defense i had very short time in between losing my job and losing my coverage, and i was kind of busy 1. freaking out because we were meant to (and still have to figure out how we're going to) move at the end of the summer and how am i going to do that with no income 2. finally having an actual rest period from the constant physical demands of that job and the havoc it wreaked on my disabled body 3. trying to get on UI as soon as i possibly can so i don't run through all my savings immediately just to be able to pay for groceries and stuff. i got on unemployment i got the insurance thing figured out even if that was a fucking nightmare experience i thought i got so fucking lucky that i wouldn't have to wait to see a doctor so i could get all my shit dealt with but i need to figure out if there's a way i can get my meds again before OCTOBER. i can't do this simultaneous job/roommate/househunting thing as well without my ADHD meds i'm scared of running out of T i'm good on my morning pain meds because i stopped taking them if i'm not leaving the house that day but they're not gonna last me 3 months even at that rate. i'm just trying to keep my head above water here everything sucks and i just feel like the one thing i had been able to get done was just taken away from me