#i can't draw fanart (feels Bad don't ask it's just some weird shame i guess?? not getting rid of it any time soon though)
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Vibrating with the urge to talk about a topic I do not want to discuss publicly
#the age old shame of remaking one of my blorbos in the sims#like i have many blorbo thoughts but i don't really want anyone else to see them. but if they don't get out i'll explode#they're just self indulgent y'know? not everything needs to be put on display! i like having an interior world just for me!#but also i am VIBRATING!!!#shaking the bars of my cage!!!!#the issue is fundamentally that i think the current blorbo brainrot is fairly ooc#and a daydream of about 6 scenes of self indulgent emotional and physical intimacy doesn't need to be in character#but if i put it outside of my brain suddenly it is being Presented To The World (especially online)#and i'm not comfortable with having things out there that are mine but not up to my standards#if you will#so i'm vibrating with my little self indulgent crossovers and not putting them anywhere#i can't draw fanart (feels Bad don't ask it's just some weird shame i guess?? not getting rid of it any time soon though)#and i can't write (i write not that well)#(and for both if i see it on paper suddenly it's Real and Out There outside of my brain which no)#vibrating vibrating vibrating vibrating#to the tune of the fool by jain go listen to it it's good it kinda reminds me of some marina songs in a way#wow i have a ramble tag now
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