#i can't ceep looking at it

[glitchytrait-finds]

my favorite creators

sorry i can't give links bc tumblr doesn't like to let you link a bunch of things at once. these are in no particular order. i don't have any creators listed twice, so they may create things in more than one of these categories. i am aware that a couple of the b&b creators use trackers, however, i download them through dollhouse mafia once the trackers have been removed.

also, if any of these creators are problematic please let me know so i can yeet them from here and my folders!

Hair Simstrouble Dogsill Sunivaa Sheabuttyr GegeSims JohnnySims Miiko Aladdin Okruee Greenllamas Imvikai Simcelebrity00 Daylifesims FeralPoodles GOAmazons KiaraZurk Laeska Simandy TwistedCat AHarris00Britney Isjao

Facial Hair Magic Hand Veiga Sims GolyHawHaw IyaS LumiaLoverSims Seleng

Makeup Cosimetic CrypticSim NorthernSiberiaWinds PoyoPoyo GoppolsMe Nell Obscurus PralineSims Sims3Melancholic

Clothes Anna_bibi Blue Craving Gorilla Gorilla Gorilla Moriel MysteriousOo Rimings Trillyke Belaloallure Sifix Blacklily Caio Casteru ClumsyAlien Senate Rusty Joliebean LazyEyelids Lonelyboy Mimoto Powluna Serenity VintageSimmer Arethabee

Shoes Madlen Jius

Jewelry Christopher067

Genetics Wrixie Lamatisse MsBlue Helgatisha CakeNoodles CeeP MoonchildLovesTheNight Pyxis Lotuswhim Herbalia KiwiTrait Moonmoonsim

Pets Sforzinda Blue Ancolia

Presets Evoxyr Kashisun MMSIMS StretchSkeleton VibrantPixels

Build & Buy Lilis-palace Severinka Amoebae BS LittleDica MadameRia PC PTS Sims4Luxury SIXAMcc SYB fairybarn Nocturne Novvvas Simbishy SnootySims Aira AnYe ATS4 CharlyPancakes ClutterQueen CWB Felixandre Harrie HulaZombie KiwiSims4 Leo MechtaSims MyshunoSun Pierisim Plush Pixels RSVN Sims4Luxury SOHO

Animations Steven Studios AelCherry CripsyCucumber E404P ZloStudio Purpura Sims RASCGAL VMS SovaSims SimsBerry D'Violet

Too lazy to go looking for what they make and I can't remember off the top of my head lol Celeschul Joyce Kijiko MB Oakiyo QICC Satterlly An0nymousGhost Artlos Astya96 BatsFromWesteros Cerberus DanceMachineTrait DarkNightSims Darte77 Elliesimple Faaeish GloomyTrait HFO LittleTodds Maytaiii McLayneSims MossyLane Myobi PaleSecret RavenSim Regalia S4Nexus Simkoos Solistair TinyWardens Woosteru

Just because I love their name and I have a couple of their things Twinksimstress YakFarm WeepinSimmer BaddieSims BiffyBobs BlahberryPancake Brohilda CloudCat DivaDoom FernPots FlowerShower ForgottenWitchie GothOffspring JellyMoo JellyPaws JustRandomSim JZest Laupipi Lesimbians LittleCakes Loulicorn Marsmerizing MelonSloth MoonTrait OverkillSimmer Peebs PlutoSims Rawr! RevolutionSims RottenMothBoy Sashima Schmapple SilverHammer Simbience SimpleSimmer SkittlesPlays SunflowerPetals ToxicApple WistfulCastle YoonieSim

[l3m0ngal5]

Hospital of Hearts

Usually when i gets injured One of his friends will bring up a medicare And He will patch himself up But Because a new doctor add move into town Suddenly kala is all benny you can't ceep ignoring the big bleeding cut on your arm dummmmm-oh my goodness That's What my brain said when I saw him The most handsome man i've ever seen Dark skin Dishevelled but still good looking Sipping a cup of coffee And the cup had a Pixelart little dinosaur on it " hi I'm benny sharp I run the local mechanics shop this is my assistant Kayla and this is her little smart Phone friend Hi i'm charlie" The man Finished his coffee "I'm Doctor mcgregor And you need stitches" As the doctor patch Me up I pestered him We had I am amazing back and forth. I Got Injured A lot Not on purpose just accident Prone But I did Purposely throw out my medicate "Hello again" He said with yawne " Yeah I brought a Coffee What's your first name ?I wanna know for next time" "So I guess i'm stuck with your annoying clown self My name shampagne" I laughed " Your name is Champagne mcgregor That is the second best name I ve ever heard I mean wow I love it Honestly Internet something Boring your names on thing incredible" Thanks so what Is it this time Shoved your arm in another car part" I told him the issue it was my leg slammed it off An engine He rolled his eyes And I told him a story about The time I made an Entire car including engine From Scrap Metal He called me a clown And I Ask him on a date he said no And the same thing happened On the next week and the week after that. I remember on I think monday Mara Drove me to champagne's office because I Busted my lip open Even with him operating on my mouth I still kept talking " So why Did ya move Down here I mean i'm happy I did" I gave him a wink " I Worked for a boss I hated in a hospital full of The dumbest mugs you're Ever met And It took me almost Dying To realize that I shouldn't Settle four something I hated So I moved Here And now i'm just stuck with one Dumb mug You" I felt Real bad for him " If those gons didn't Treat you Right then forget eim" He Finished stitching up my lip I'm handed me his phone number Saying that i'm so accent programme problem needed it. Champagne Walked into the coffee bar Neither derrible Or ulitus What happy to have someone new But I was Hey doc over here This is My friend Vasilia She A tailor She got a little Boutique That was passed down Through her family" And suddenly Not only was I talking to champagne every week In his office There was also a panini time with him in Silly God he loves those sandwiches And after six hundred and twenty six times He said yes to a date And that how Me and champagne got together Any questions He said looking at the two young children Anna said she found it beautiful and jake at if he could leave.

I wrote this in one day

[melouthechalk]

Sad start for baby Scar in that crazy world from my imagination

Theres might be mistakes in words or something, just ceep in mind that i tried hhaha

He trapped in Angels graves bc of he's family. They trying to become an angel and get killed, but Scar get mercy... Almost

Angels blood a little dangerous for normal people, and theres nothing to eat so... Yippie

Scar met Doc, who says that Angels flesh is toxic for little human, but they both need food, so Doc teach him cook and stop blood, bc Scar get cut, and Doc don't have half of face what bleeding. Before he left, he teach how to bandage wings(with feathers of dead angels), and then he disappeared.

Then he met Jimmy. He looks too scared and painful that Scar can't not help him, they have bonding time together, and also therapy session for each other. Scar helps bandage wings and make Jimmy feel safe in that mess like grave was, but one day he disappeared too. Scar start feel that something wrong w his organs. Thats not good

Last one who he met was God of Death, well, fallen one, other gods cut her back wings and killed almost every of her angels. She was so upset, until she met Scar, then she get angry that they put little human kid in death hole. Scar help her and bandage her back. Her name is Kristin, and she see how little human dying, but Scar say that its ok he just a little sick, nothing bad. Until he starts cough with blood. Scar try to hide it, but Kristin see everything.

Kristin takes him into her hands and kiss him in forehead. She gives Scar another healthy body that works with magic, well, toxin that in angels blood, but mostly on gods.

That body have wings, sharp claws and access to make own sword w extra magic. Its limited, Scar need eat his enemies. So he did. With God of Death they can have revenge, Scar killed most of gods, ones who stand on their knees gets mercy, but with one reminder scar that definitely stay in their skin forever, even with gods regeneration.

TW: Scars, no suggestive bc theres just Vexes body lol

After all of that he can finally go in human world, but in hospital, where Doc works. He get operation on his heart and one of lungs, but his human body survived and thats only what matters.

Now they like a happy tiny family with one father and two dum kids

Thats not ending haha, its just start

Take bonus doodles for being awesome

[mydyspraxiablog]

Today went church but somethings felt different today then after church things went wrong again.

So no time read the bible today start again after my holiday to Turkey but mu be do crazy cleaning again.

Be dyspraxia, Coelic ,half deaf wear hearing aids is too hard to embrassment know wear hearing aid recharge my hearing aids so won't have recharge again in East middle or Brigingham Airport don't know which one I going too but this week be holiday to Turkey only for week."

I wish could living in Turkey it beautiful so many cats so beautifully have cruise what buy some animals cats,dog, chicken if mum won't let have another pet it time moving to Esschell where Cafe full of cat owner had cat die called Charles cat cafe I wish could have move cats again.

Reason why keep going Turkey because of cat 🐈 but this time going spoil myself broken promise going have alcohol can't have that in uk.

I know have returned back to UK 🇬🇧 you see I sponder child from Compassionuk Ethiopia 🇪🇹 my sponsor child come from Ethiopia 🇪🇹 not very good write because of Dyspraxia so mum write letter on my behalf but wish had mobile phone Adult mobile it embarrassing going to Lower Drayton Farm(Care) and Penkridge Market with out mobile phone but mum won't back time ever Christmas it row but still want me child phone so our buses old bang buses have called Sunflower landyard hidding disabilities as Adult kids so this prove that scarm are win going get away with it because mum won't change her mind so won and lost my independence and don't going out do shopping anymore in UK not alwon if want money buy chalet school book have ask mum and movent say no to pets no to Sky sport ,no Now TV Yes Roku,Amazon music, Yes to Turkey but last one this year need visiting another country. I would like sponder more children and visiting Ethiopia 🇪🇹 but haven't sponder child for year because really things do our money going there?I should trust God and Jesus but give too many chaity on Facebook and be fake sorry Facebook but you have been displayed fake website. BACK to Compassionuk even sponder child I don't want children miss out Christmas gift and don't want family missing out today in Ethiopia. UK 🇬🇧 got cost of living Gas price gone through roof at stop put heating on won't put in October this Christmas be first Christmas with out Annabel and Sydnee my pet cats going find Christmas really hard to cope with and New year.

So saving up for cruise but need taster cruise 🛳 so test don't get seasick if rest member in family and friends get seasick won't be going cruise myself because of no mobile phone, I half deaf and dyspraxia and Coelic need Gluten free diet and recharge plug recharge my hearing aids. Today be looking free samples but all want £1,99 p&p and if paid postage isn't free.

Love read the bible but bit stuck at movent that read block and writing Christmas card and Christmas letter write block have ceep in that under want guest writing block but hopes my time returned from holiday can do writing and Christmas card.

I ask God how can do want he want me doz? Not received anything messages yet.

Wish could sponder all animals all sponder children but can't bit shy bit coward can't going up read the bible verse can't keep rowing with mum over this mkbie phone not going changes mind. So going have put sunflower hidding disabilities landyard on me for Emergency numbers to UK and Turkey 🇹🇷 even mum don't like me taking to Lower Drayton Farm ( care ) why you take that? Emergency numbers because only adult on Farm don't have mobile phone if without how going phone you up if haven't got mobile phone" she won't listen some danger things on the Farm.

Mum wasn't happy but tuth luck so keep saying " Scarm won them"

I feeling sleep now so going say goodnight

These are photos have post

[delusion-of-negation]

It's all fun and games till it turns into a stim / tick and you ceep repeating I'm going to kill myself over and over without realizing

I used to know someone who had a tick where they'd blow you kisses, and honestly I think that's more anxiety-inducing to be doing randomly to strangers than saying "I'm gonna kms" tbqh

re

[anonymousfoz]

( I misunderstood who was the one crying, oh well)

"Just one more chance? I need to find them, she are out there somewhere!" "Alexandra, she has moved on. Married with a new life, she left you behind." I can feel myself choking on my own tears. "I'm sorry, but I can't keep letting you get hurt like thi-" "At least let me see her one more time." I weep, "then I will go." The figure lets out an audible sigh and suddenly I am somewhere new. The sunlight entering a pastel blue kitchen where I lock eyes with her, the only love of my life. Still as young as when I tragically left her, reborn into a cycle that will never end for her but already over for me. She still had her warm smile and dazzling blue eyes. But she isn't mine. I watch her husband come into the room with their children in his hands. The two giggled and hugged before the husband put their children and left for work. I wasn't upset as long as she was happy, I would be happy. "I am ready to go." I look back at the figure, only to find him gone and my world goes white.

All I saw next was green grass and the bright sun. Where was I? I let out a cry for help only to hear a little meow. Was I a cat? I look down to see to small white paws and black fur. The ground began to vibrate before I was picked up by a small child. "Mama! Lok wat I foud! A city cat!" The small child held me up in the air before a woman came outside. It was her. I let out a cry of joy for it to be another small meow. "Can we ceep it?" She looked into my eyes, I attempted to reach out my little paw to her. She picked me up and carried me inside, a feeling I didn't know I needed to feel. I looked saw the figure through the window walking away. He gifted me another life I was not going to take for granted now knowing where I was meant to be.

You turn from the limp, still-warm body that used to be yours. The black-hooded figure beside you breaks into tears. “I’m not sure how much longer I can keep doing this.”, they say.

[jungshookz]

ceep ceep! (that's beep beep but cee language) I wanted to particeepate (hahaha) in your crystal ball reading game! I have no personality but I think scoliosis is a personality trait because teehee my back muscles have atrophied so I can't do any exercise other than the stairmaster because otherwise my joints will hurt!!!! iM nOt LiKe OtHeR gIrLs!1!1!!1I also buy myself a dozen donuts like every week and inhale them all in three days so that's a plus

CEEP CEEP 

cee’s crystal ball says… rockclimbinginstructor!jin

the only reason why you’re even at this stupid rock climbing place is because of jungkook :-// he’s been asking you if you want to accompany him to the GYM on campus but you’ve shot him down every single time because no, jungkook, please leave me and my box of twelve peach donuts alone :D anyways he decided that enough was enough and that you needed to get your ass oFF the couch (because there is literally an imprint of your ass on the couch cushions which was very unsettling to look at) and was like!! we need to get you moving!! and we’re noT going to go on the stair master machine because that’s so lame and boring and also you’re not an 80 year old even though your joints creak and crack all the dang time

which is how you find yourself at this rock climbing place being strapped into what is essentially a DIAPER and woW you have a major wedgie going on right now but it’s not like you can reach down and pull ur panties out of ur buttcrack because the instructor.,,. the instructor.,.,., he’s.,,. he’s really nice to look at.,., and his shoulders are,.. wow.,., they’re just wow,.,. and for the last ten minutes he’s been talking about safety precautions and how you should angle your foot on certain rocks but you can’t stop drooling over the fact that he’s wearing one of those muscle tees :-) :-) :-) also it’s hard to impress seokjin because you’re a total beginner which means you have a dorky-looking helmet on (clunk clunK) anD elbow pads aND knee pads and jungkook said it was better to be safe than to be sorry before shoving a neon orange MOUTH GUARD into your mouth and the last time you checked.,,. cheeto coloured mouth guards were not the sexiest thing in the entire world :-//

also jin’s been staring at your butt for the last ten minutes that you’ve been crawling up this wall so GO you!!!!!!!

let’s play who will cee’s magical crystal ball pair you up with?

games with cee tag

[laikuh]

First, I'm just happy to know that you're both deastiel and daddycest/wincest shipper, since it's so hard to find someone like this in fandom nowdays. Second, about polar looks at John in fandom, I myself see that a lot of younger folks OR newer fans tend to paint John as exclusively bad guy, worse than satan, should rot in hell, etc. With people who both older and was in fandom back when show first aired, don't matter what they ship, I tend to see more nuanced opinions. (1/2)

It's not like I have something about younger/never fans of course. I just think that maybe if your fist impressions on John were then, when he was more morally grey and also you saw how he love his kids and they love him, it's kind of stuck with you. But maybe it's just my luck with corner of fandom I see? (2/2) Btw, about that episode with boys home — I just can't treat it as canon, it's completely ooc for me, and not because I think John was NOT as shit as father (but yes I actually think this). It's just that he so obsessed with ceep them both close, supervised, he needs Dean close to double supervise Sam, he hates when someone from outside interfere with his family etc. Like, I would get if he beat Dean for losing all money at cards etc (1/2) (I don't think he was like... phisically abusive all the time as fandom tends to say, but ok). But not this. Also it feels like milking simpathetic points for Dean and like, that one episode with lucky charms already did it and did better. Anyway, sorry for rant and of course it's all just my opinion and I understand that not everyone thinks like this! Sorry if it was too agressive! (2/2) Oh, and about canon and not canon, what's your opinion on John's diary? For me it's much more canon than seasons after 5 lol. But jokes aside, I think it's great piece of canon and make John much more deep without treting him as saint. I love how he promised hinself that "it's all will be over and Dean will have normal life like any day now, like, we should just suffer a little more, maybe week or month" for literally twenty years for example.

yes, it’s awesome to have a destiel friend! i’ve also been unsure of ~outing myself~ bc i know there’s a divide. but what if i want to write pervy destiel too lol??? 

i think your comment about the age of fans and their feelings about john is really plausible! i think those of us who watched during the original s1-s5 arc and were part of fandom know there just wasn’t the same kind of discourse. wank was a thing, but you tagged for wank and kept it aside, and now things have shifted and wank has been elevated to discourse and is very public. i don’t think that’s bad, but i think if you’re a newer fan coming into a fandom with 15 years worth of content to discourse about, a character like john really suffers because he’s got a very questionable background. obviously newer fans are probably entering with destiel already part of their awareness given the spn/destiel renaissance, so if a lot of anti-john stuff is living there, they’re gonna be exposed more immediately to it. 

i agree john loves dean and sam, and dean and sam love john. i think you can love the thing that hurts you, though, and what i wish more than anything was that the show had leaned in more to the aftermath of john in dean and sam’s life, instead of sometimes making a vague allusion to abuse of any kind, and then flipping back to “wait, but we love john!” i appreciate the reunion episode for what it gives to sam and dean, but from a fan standpoint, it makes me want to tear out my hair. and don’t even get me started on john and mary happily together in heaven. have you read the poet!dean fic everyone goes on about? it really is quite lovely, and there’s so much incredible john stuff in it, in how dean feels about john, how he and sam feel.  

i can see what you’re saying about the boys’ home situation, that it would make more sense for john to want dean close. i can also see john wanting dean to learn from his mistakes (getting caught, probably more than the stealing) and making him go. john did it multiple times, which is hard to think about. and I have to say, i disagree about this being a way to milk sympathy points for dean. i feel like we know so little about dean’s internal emotional life as a kid, given there’s only been a handful of episodes about life on the road with dad, and this is an episode that gives us an emotional look into that life. i like dean whump tho, so i could be biased lol. you are definitely not coming off as aggressive! i totally understand how you feel. i don’t agree on parts lol, but that’s okay! 

as for john’s diary, i think it’s canon insomuch as you want it to be canon. i have it myself, and the pins that go inside of it, bc i have a lot of john feels lol. and i agree, it gives a great insight into john (and also dean--the fact that kid was MUTE for a while? makes me out of my goddamnn mind). i haven’t read through all of it yet, but yeah. i think it’s an official piece of merchandise for the show, and that if you want it to be canon, it CAN be. and if you don’t, then don’t. 

thank you so much for the asks!!! i am always happy to chat <3

[theseagull16]

Warning the following content includes swearing ideas of suicide attempted suicide and depression and anxiety and mental illness detailed graphic descriptions and sexual references and criminal acts which could be upsetting to some viewers viewers discretion advised before reading the rest of this post remember this is all of my own oc is not official and I don't know how to make it if it's even possible anyone knows please comment but for now is this is my personal SCP but other Scps mentioned are real as in official

At present day Dizzy has requested out of the blue for an interview it's noted that is SCP has often refused any interviews that is requested to her and any interviews normally that she participates in are immutable, lies or just plain out ignored. But Dizzy has come to researchers and bargains an interview for the deal of being allowed to visit SCP 1508 in private for an hour at least site director... has agreed to the interview and taking Dizzy bargain so long as she doesn't cause any harm at all, any sign of aggression or sines of excitemen stress to anyone during the interview any signs of escape interview and her deal will be off. Dizzy has to where when juring outside of her containment high Dennsery expense gloves to avoid causing inorganic objects to be affected with poison table and area around Dizzy is not to be approached by interviewer or touched juring interview because that would trigger the response of the poston to exploding and causing the effect to happen. Interview Dizzy being green interviewer is in blue

Begin log

Instant silence

You know we could come closer I won't bite, l said I won't hurt anyone and you're standing in the middle of the room on a chair looking like an idiot might as well come closer to the table.

I would but you're leaning your elbows on the table causing your so-called "poison" to infected it and if I touched any object infected with dos green veins I end up suffering norva and diarrhea for the next good 62 hours

sigh what's the point of having these gloves on when everything is already infected with this stuff, there's on point keeping them on

She throws the gloves into a nearby bin

I don't think you're allowed to do that

Err fuck like who's going to care anyway, not like I'm using them anyway

Still if you don't coporate this interview will be over

then herey up and say some God them questions

Alright why a sudden desire to communicate. Until say yesterday you refuse to take any interviews flipping off, telling to f*** off or any other offensive language to anyone who comes near you with the idea of doing any experiments or interviews. And in unlucky situations sometimes you even vandalised there cars, objects rooms, or just make them sick

(A laugh could be heard in a slight giggle) what can I say they deserved it

To you maybe

They do deserve it Dizzy slams her fists onto the table

Calm remember

Yeah I know stay calm or no interview blah you're probably going to ask me about that later in the questions and to answer your question about why I suddenly have the urge to talk to you bush bags I have my reasons but I don't think that's important the only thing your little Foundation fides important is I share my knowledge I ceep carefully to myself so if you want to know anything just ask you're stupid question you had on your mind since the day you started working and found out about me now then I can get on with my day

So long as it ends with you visiting SCP- 1508.

If you mean by Joe which is his name by the way then yes yes I do

Which moves on to the next question why do you dislike when we call you by your designated numbers instead of your name

AAA Dizzy Flores her head back laughing before continuing in a mocking manner you supposed to be smart but still asked me simple easy questions. What to get my opinion it's kind of obvious I don't like being called that because I'm not your property is the degrading and I have a name so I don't see why not use it. it's supposed to be respectful to use somebody's name and I don't see being called at number is very respectful it's why anything or anyone in here that doesn't have a name I give a name

Is that why you break into other SCP containment rooms.

At first usually I just go into the room for entertainment in the form of a conversation or to hopefully make a new friend like and Joe, know any other SCP but then after I get to know them better and I found out they have no identities and some of them are also as miserable as s***. So I give them a name to have an identity with the name.

why do you have the urge to break into other SCP containment for your own entertainment can't use ask for something to keep you entertained

No it's more than just entertainment is the opportunity to travel, explore, marvel and brighten up the day of different objects and people that can usually only be found in fantasy amazing and every experience is almost always something new you can't put a price on that or replicated is not same and it kind of pisses everyone off, so it's an added bonus for me ahah.

Next question are you aware of your other a anomalous traits other than your main one

Do you mean other than the fact that I didn't take a s*** in literally over 60 years, I haven't cough, sneeze, or felt anything other than normal for decades that I don't even need the shower when just for entertainment and It turned the water green with my poison, and that anything that comes on to me like bacteria that is harmful gust slides off my body and clothing and every part of me, that I can't feel actual fear other than shock seeing it's a negative emotion or the fact that I can't be affected by medication even with a positive effect and life vitals machines don't actually work from me yeah I kinda have notice

What's your opinion on the SCP held here at the site and throughout the foundation hard to pinpoint your exact your opinion on SCP even when observing other SCP is hard to get your exact opinion your reaction are randoms to say the least

Actually that kind of a hard one Doc, my reaction is random because it's really depending on what happens when I go in there I don't really know what to expect I just go with the flow and see what goes on in there really it's kinda going into a room blindfolded almost and as for my opinion for other SCP some of them I actually I'm glad they're stuck in here seeing that they will probably kill the whole god damn universe if they ever got out and others I feel sorry and also disgusted by the foundation for keeping it here it's not their fault and they're not even dangerous they just a little different that's all that star eyed girls she just want to get out but you won't let her shame on you

She which you have named galaxy never put any request for ever mentioned for going outside

That's because he is scared if you would just sedate her like other in here

She wouldn't be scared if people not mentioning names didn't tell exactly what people do in here to SCP when they are to Wiley

yeah put the blame on me why not it's not like he has brains to figure it out by yourself you really underestimated SCP that's another reason I find the foundation disgusting we're not objects or least not all of us

Moving on

Hurry up

Do you anything about the laxatives in the tea of dr ....

Maybe

now let's get to the source of this conversation in the first place, why the sudden urge to visit SCP- 1504 usually if you just want to see him you preferably or duo not encouraged method break into his containment and settings free usually or vice versa why now you deciding to go for more for the less catastrophic method of visiting

Like I said before I have my reasons

Oh really

What are you getting at is this a double course because if it's a double course I will

Don't worry we can't even double cross you know negative effect remember

We did some research on your friend Joe as you call him and surprisingly we discovered that today is his birthday and it so happens since was contained every year on his birthday he seems to be more miserable year after year it's also happened you demanded an interview you might despise us but we are intelligent we kind of put the dots together you might as well admit it

.... Alright fine I admit it I ordered this interview in hoping to get privileges of allowing me to visit him on his birthday he is miserable is sad seeing the only companion you probably have around here for who knows how long I stop counting decades ago just drink and get high on his birthday and not even happy it's a miserable sort of way in a sense of will depression and years getting older nothing to getting better for him even after me even just visiting him in his cell still miserable tied up in there but not even a single birthday cake or compliment from anyone other than me to make him feel better even though I know you don't even notice so I decided to take the long short by getting this party

That quite admirable actually your friend is not getting on well with his birthday so you decided to do something sweet for him, don't think from your records of time we let you two be together you'll probably get a reward like an extra radio but a party station I don't know

Worth a try

And what happens if it fails

I guess you'll be another miserable year then

Never realised that your friends up with SCP 1504 this toxic

Personally I think that comment is bullshit.

What makes you think that don't you notice you encourage each other to drink, smoke, commit crimes, and vandalism even notice once a couple of years back that you and "Joe" somehow managed to make a secret meff lab and using it to experiment with different a SCP for fun in the basement of site 91

Hahaha I'm surprised you idiots didn't notice that earlier we somehow managed to drug up at least 6 SCP before anyone noticed and even then it was by accident when they were clean out the old basement Dizzy throws back in her seat laughing AH AH

You think it's funny to drug up SCP some of them are people you know

Bravo and in only took you experimenting on them and somebody else who having needles jabbed into them who are not scientists to say it

Regardless don't you recognise that what you and 1504 are doing is cruel and reckless

Hypocrite!!

You know what I mean

sure on the surface it sounds ridiculous and somewhat crazy and be honest we kind of are it a way but before you see anything is my explanation when you were immune to heam itself we kind of lose the will to be careful in a way and when no negative effect can be brought on to you you also lose more of that desire to hold back in a sense it doesn't mean that your conscience has been affected it does means you're a terrible person a little bit bad but deep down good people or at least I'm a good person and the people we "druged up" as you called it they were all willing to do it and some of those people even asked for those hi all of the SCPS we did it were objects creatures that were animals in a way and people who asked or couldn't get any worse if we give it to them see the records none of those SCP if you don't believe me none of them were harmed at the a little bit delirious and tired after a while but fine we're not monsters we don't do it to hurt them in the way we do it to make them feel better what do you think people take drugs in the first place to make them forget about the horrible things in life it's not good to them and it temporary but what else can I get around here some of them they even steal it from us check the records again if we didn't do it together we probably would have done it in any other scenario and as for encouraging each other for doing thinks like I said when your immune due to lose any sense of dread do it we drink and smoke but in a way is nothing other than like drinking water or leads to me and as for Joe he gets drunk and high but in the end of the day it doesn't kill him it just get a headache I only do it the keep company if I do stop him you just do it anyway so really I I don't do it nothing bad will happen we are not normal people plush employees in the foundation actually bought some of the meth we made before they were probably discovered

OK how much other scenarios like the time you and Joe still Dr.... car and drove it through a SCP portal to another dimension into a abandoned waste dump full of scrap metal that goes on for miles not only did you also kidnap a mtif soldier and through in the back of your car but you also crashed the place and then crashed the car all the time when you and Joe escaped he loading some rich women and you beated her with cricket bat and then stole her money another terrible time when you were transported to another complete by plane with a couple of other SCP they decided to be better if you travel in an like normal people instead of in an enclosure and you're scps friends including Joe before you even entered the plane you used a plank placed on a rod on the floor to hit Dr clef in the balls

Slight giggles

you turned a man into a crying wimp on the floor clutching his groinedon in the plane when a Stuart found out you were french he greeted you in French you shouted back to him vous pouvez sucer le Dr Clef glorifié boules meurtries enflées Stanley Joe got drunk and you filmed it he passed out and then insulted and walked around the whole plane during the entire flight and when you came down you did the same thing you did to Dr clef only to Dr bright even though he tried to avoid it

Ok as for the car bit I was upset about my miserable life and so was joe slightly drunk and felt like we both needed something to cheer each other we saw the car out and I know Dr.... loves that car sweat to God I think I was him kissed it. I got pissed seeing Dr.... is a go for nothing jerk he puts D class into danger for no reason that's like any other people and just like any other person I would want to punish him I told this to Joe well you know what he had the idea of and there was a testing with SCP-093 dimension portal nearby so you can guess what happens next we hijack the car with some bottles of whiskey from some security officer and a camera, Dr.... was me in the car and I flip him off you should have seen the look on his face it was priceless and so we just drove straight through the portal like nothing and mtif trucks was chasing us it was absolute thrill and never felt so alive. And I didn't give a care of anything. The car was faster than them one of the sodger somehow managed to get up to us much have been in the back we didn't notice he was out match I paralyzed him and then we throw him in the back he was a jerk anyway so I don't care Anyway when the gas run out we watching the sunset tuke pictures of the car each other and us settings to the top of the car drnking whiskey having a blast gust two friends hanging out so we have no blame it was f****** awesome then the mtif scod fade us got the guy out of the truck and tode us back the car getting distorted was a actsdet nothing to do with us when we got back one of the crans for the portal fell

Ok

As for the incident in the plane Dr clef had it coming for the looongest time just ask any female SCP or researcher I did them a favour. That'll teach him a lesson to make smart ass remarks not so tough when reality

I'll be lying to say your not a little bit right there

The flight attendant mug and I wasn't it really in a good mood since I hate the foundation ice auto be a good time to that's really good friends was making some interesting memory videos and making them all upset. The woman incident was when me and Joe escape once we needed money and there was no banks nearby but a horrible rich woman don't feel sorry for her, we only steel off people that really deserved it well I do Joe don't I make him do it because I don't want him stealing off innocence the lady was a rich scamp who treated the poor folk like trust and Roberts said she was in the black market and even sleep with one of the old judges to get off from stealing charity money from orphans she deserved what she got, we beat up a little not anything fatal just enough to make her ugly then stole some money we broke into her house and use my powers to give us so blisters on her feet to just to make sure that the hit one kill her. And Joe hit her in the back with a bat

Why do you feel like you can use your powers to punish the ones who avoid the justice system in some ways

I have to power to make people suffer I might as well use it tell me if you had a chance to save someone or just stand whilst they be killed you would obviously choose them it's similar to how when I see somebody doing harm I can't just stand there I have to make them pay for it I believe everyone gets what they deserve eventually even if not in life they will get it in hell but it's too late because they're dead so I make sure they get the punishment before the dead to know what they did was wrong

when ever you brings us this or just someone annoys you and you played a prank on them you never killed them no matter how bad things they did are

because if I killed them I will be as bad as the people I call monsters I might have lost a lot of things but I would never ever in any circumstances lose my homity and dignity by being a hypocrite and committing what I believe is the worst thing a person can do to a person bring death and personally I don't really see this as a punishment when it comes to my own suffering I feed as a way out but obviously I'm immortal so that will never happened

When you first came to this Foundation was very suicidal it seemed to approve over the time I'm are you still suicidal

Sort moment of silence

Not as before to say I'm not completely suicide that would be lying kind of faded almost as the decades went through I see it as a sort of sideeffect being a model eventually your pain blur's into the conscience of your mind and your personality over take it because nobody get the live as long as me and I have pretty of distracted seeing as Foundation always bring something new that helps friends I made since helped but to say I'm cured completely nope some days is worse than others sometimes. but if there was a better option to be free for my depression I will take it of course but I'm glad I'm better than before you wouldn't believe how dark that mindset is

Has therapy helped

Yes definitely but is not just therapy I find everything helps me in some ways when it comes to friends to talk to even strangers people to listen to it that matter to get it off your chest helps a lot.

Speaking of your oh so "lovely" friends let's talk about them apart from Joe you made a couple of them over the years some more favourable than others let's talk about them less start with your closest friend and the reason why this interview is taking place in the first place Joe

Well you already know his life from his file as an SCP there's not really much to say about him apart from the fact what is he really like because unlike the rest of you I actually know for fact what he's saying or doing hints why we're so close friends

and hints why you 2 can get away with things like robbing people only two days ago you somehow managed to borrow 50 quid out of the wallet of Dr....

And we spent it on a magic coffee dispenser to trick somebody into drinking bin water just for fun

Nmmmm

But Joe and I kind of need each other he's the first to person to really understand me a fellow SCP you became my friend somebody who knows what it feels like to be lonely and is suffer for a good majority of time in fact I could say he suffers more than me even.I had are you still have a human connection or more reality until he met me he was suicidal depressed and nobody had any idea of it or even he had a blue tick knowledge you should have seen his face when you first realise he finally found somebody to connect to you and don't leave me feel worse that he couldn't give me a hug you know that's why he's in the streets that could because the amount of fluid is Santa's lack of escape makes a mad the let us be with each other and in close proximity because if he doesn't have a human connection now he goes nuts and once he was so this before escape from the mental pain he grabbed me by the solders and end of catching severe case of schizophrenia but also seeing him like that screaming bagging blood everywhere for the 62 hours is painful to watchbut we help with turning away we keep eachother company we have each other's backs we stop each other from going crazy I can feel my world go up if you don't want them with him because he doesn't care what I am he's not here to study he's really the only person that really gives a damn for me anymore and maybe is just because he's desperate for company but it's genuine at least

What about other people But 1st oof Did you ever fall in love

No, if you'd read my record, you would know that my anomalous ability makes people unable to be sexually interested in me, including able to feel any romantic feelings towards me which really sucks because nobody can ever fall in love with me which really sucks because I didn't have a boyfriend before all of this which really fuckin' sucks

Ok let's go back to some other questions then what are some of the other friends like scp-507

Honestly he's a nice guy but we and close friends sometimes gets nervous to are idea of fun mostly pranking people not into that sort of stuff sometimes me and Joe would sneak into his room he's pretty good at using computers

Explain

don't worry we just asked him let us see some videos that we are banned on watching well Joe's banned from watching is's nothing that bad and it's not like we scanned anything light drinker doe sometimes we will go to the roof to drink and being nice we invited him to come with us if you refused he would wosh out after half a bottle

Is that even allowed

Ah F*** them

What about jonesy the half cat you seem to be close to jonesy cat

I love jonesy his sweet and cute be honest he Sims more Joe friend seeing that I can't pet him but he's not afraid of me I can always play with him I told him tricks too

What tricks

I taught him to attack on command he wrecked Dr.... face it was hilarious. Moment of silence come on it was funny he only had a scratch

Moving on how about something different about Dr bright and agent Rocky Jones.

Temporary silence

Are you alright

Yes.

I believe rocky was the first person you ever encountered after your condition so to say happened if I believed correctly you two became close friends over the years even after his hair ternd completely grey you use to joke about that and he'd take time to come to see you and often joke about it until he's unfortunate demise unfortunately turned out to be by Dr bright

Rocky was a good man he was sent to like the other mtif soldier he went to the foundation for the sole reason of wanting to help others and protect others he never shot any human and never ever killed anyone even go against orders to save people including civilians and to avoid death casualties

he still experienced poison first time and leaving the second time he cut off his own hand to avoid getting infected again

Ok f*** off that was by accident and so was the second time you can't go 50 years without hitting an accident even if it's twice the actor of him cutting his arm off surprised me he did it so quickly and so swiftly I still feel sorry for him no matter how many times I see his prosthetic arm and no matter how many times he said to me it was ok I couldn't forgive myself for it but he never blame to me I don't know why but you never blam with me I'm Grace's for that

Unfortunately Dr Jack fight thought it would be a good test subject to a SCP due to the lack of D class and he was close to retirement he killed him with an axe and then experimented on his parts with SCP....

Anger: dat no good whatever he is didn't deserve to kill an innocent man and get away with it no matter how high he's clearance I wanted revenge I wanted to bury rocky picked up what's left of him in the acid bath and bury him of cause acid has no effect on me he's a skeleton but still l made sure he had a proper funeral with me Joe, some classes who are kind of nice and some scientists to also didn't like what bight did and missed rocky but he was the closest thing to a funeral I can get And then plotted my plan it was quite easy wait until it's dark nobody around other than the D classes, SCP and Joe distracted him than the clobbered him over the head well Joe bib then we tied him up to a cargo trolley and use my powers to give him a nail fungus I wanted the real pain to be more brutal than anything I have and then we'll come up he said crossword threaten even gloated and I stuck them over the face for that I told him he was going to suffer he said didn't care he's suffered before but I doubt he'd ever suffer like he did there and you could tell him his face he knew he was f***** when he realised what was coming to him a pit full of angry D classes who all had a bone to pick with him and some SCP who are also hated his guts and so didn't take the D classes we tied him up to the trolley made sure he'd couldn't escape and through him into the pit you should have heard him screaming begging for his released and even asking for help but no he was going to suffer just how rocky did .... 10 times worse the fact that I use my powers against him meaning that he wouldn't die butter suffer for round a good 10 hours it's more worse than poison because it's gets revenger gardens Joe and I just sat there watching with show during beer with him and some cigarettes it was the most relaxing thing I ever did for revents in the morning when everyone came and they put them out he's so scared of me after that's incident and it should be

And what you hate doctor bright so much

He's a prick

Oh really because your friend the plague doctor says otherwise

f*** you the plague doctor is not my friend I met him once when I escaped and he escaped in the same time and I found him by chance I only stayed with him after that to stop him from killing more people I didn't stop him from turning the bodies into what the plague doctor called the pestilence and the curd because they're already dead but he is scared of me he felt poison my poison and he's petrified of me

True when we asked about you in an interview with him he did say he was petrified to you but he also said you hate Dr bright to because you envy him you envy everything about him that he's in a SCP and he has the freedom that you can only wish for freedom to see your family the freedom to feel love freedom to have friends without restrictions to socialise and don't need to worry about making somebody have cancer just by giving them a hug and how he's anomalous ability doesn't seem to affect him that much and you hate when he says he feels upset due to his SCP status saying that because you're the only one who understands to suffering through and SCP you haven't seen your family in their decades you didn't even get to go to your parents funeral when font out you escaped to see the graves of the died of natural causes when MTF squad found are you are weeping at the graves they let you stay there a few minutes and then you went by your own recalled you carried on crying 4 weeks after that and as three siblings you don't even know what they look like no picture of them you have nothing

That plague doctor is wise I will give him that destrudo why am I a nice SCP but I'm stuck in here but all just constrictions that any other SCP has but Dr bright probably the worst person and most dumbest person I ever met is allowed almost get away with everything is not fair and that's for the real reason I hate him he says he understands and is sad because of his predicament of being a immortal he doesn't because I'm immortal to his immortality has no chains attached to it it's it's just sad to say just like that me there's always a catch I could just walk out of here with nobody stopping me but the catch is there's always a catch there's nothing for me out there there's no hatred there's no love there's no nothing what's the point of being a immortal if you can't enjoy it the only thing I bring is sickness and sadness I have to worry about giving people cancer just buy hugging them people are scared of me because of my ability and it should be but I feel miserable Dr bright is able to enjoy his life and he dares feels upset because of his predicament he should be god damn lucky he doesn't need to worry about it I didn't himself I have to worry about not only in myself my mental health but also others are not only hurt

is that why you stay here your numbers ability does prevent us from stopping you leaving

Yes

I see

it's also the reason whenever he says he understands pain the SCP feel the pain that he brings other people I make sure he's truly feels pain and he gets punished for his wrong doing

Now can I have my our with Joe

we'll have to see but that there's a lot of checklist to go through they might be even the couple of days who knows weeks until your permission has been approved

Ash I knew I wouldn't be getting to see Joe today but ok have a backup plan I went to Joe cell and talk to him before I came here if getting is interview fails there's always plan b this is breaks out and we go to the roof to enjoy ourselves and private for an hour

What

Gjvd

Rumbling noises lights Go out

Note lights went out due to SCP 1504 sneaking into the control room and the stopping the lights dizzy then escape through her miss form through the ventilation system and the two met on the roof after SCP 1504 took couple of bottles of beer from dr.... office the two stage on the roof remaining hour on deck chairs that SCP 1504 stole from a supply closetthe towards the sunset together was drinking beers a small recording managed to be caught before cameras went off of the two on the roof

SCP 1504 is blue and dizzy is green

So how was the interview

you no it was emotional but at least I got to see you too old friends

to old friends

the two then sheared and continue watching the sunset

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