#i can't breathe and I might be starting to hyperventilate 😭

[running-in-the-dark]

I'm watching the last episode of Leverage right now

and I know they don't die! I know they don't I know they don't I know they don't

but fuck

when Parker got shot and Hardison fell and Eliot got shot, and then they're in the van and they're all hurt so bad and I was already like no no no

and then Hardison asked if Eliot made it, and 'here I am', and their hands, and 'age of the geek brother'

I am crying so fucking hard man 😭

[reading-is-an-escape]

I haven't cried a single episode since starting My Demon and here I am with tears on both of my eyes goddammit episode 10 is like walking on eggshells 😭😭😭

We can breathe a little now. Even tho for the duration of this episode I cannot feel happy at all. No sugar sweet, no marshmallow, no nothing. Just sad stare, heavy body language, frown, sad face. Mad, obviously, at those 2 troublemakers who thinks they did something good. Tsk tsk tsk.

We've got (some) answers, we've also got another questions:

Can Jin Gayoung just go back to Europe tour and disappear? Her lies, oh girl, your lies I can't take it anymore.

Guwon's dream returns. If she's really Dohee from the past, how would the roulette go this time? What's the story?

The truth about Madam Ju and Dohee parents' death.

What's Noh Seokmin next move? His son obv dead in that explosion, he got no chess piece left to do his bidding, so...

WTF is that, Jun Seokhoon? Siding with the real devil, NSM? Two possibilities: 1) he really switch sides because he wants to "free" Dohee from Guwon's "enchantment" or 2) he did that to gain information from him because they finally knew he is the mastermind behind everything.

Our couple will break up in episode 14. Wonder if they really break up because of certain circumstances, or they just "break up" to lure NSM to do his plan and then they will counter attack.

Will Mr. Park and Ms. Shin be our 2nd couple?

Look, if Goblin and DAYS could make it, MD could too. Have a little faith, trust, and pixie dust, y'all. We might have to cry, angst, anxious, sad, hyperventilating a little along the way, but we'll get there. They will have their happy ending.

Now, onto 2 weeks break. Stay alive, Everyone. I love you, My Demon nation.