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SHAWN MENDES MILWAUKEE RECAP

-the CUTEST lil flower photo booth outside. we love that.

-couldn’t find the floor entrance lol but overheard people talking so we found it

-had to ask a bunch of different pictures for people bc most of them sucked oops

-chatted it up with girls behind/next to us and they were such sweeties!!!

-a bitch goes HARD at concerts

-alessia FUCKN cara is a saint and has the voice of an angel and we r blessed to be in her presence

-she sang out of love and it’s my fave so i was so excited

-scars to your beautiful made me cry like a baby :)

-made friends with all the girls around me and what some AMAZING SWEETHEARTS i wish them nothing but happiness and thoughts of shawn mendes

-there was a tall man a few rows ahead of me who’s head was conveniently where shawn was most of the time so ya girl had to lean

-the aggressive guitar strumming on there’s nothing holding me back is the only reason i am alive and thriving

-ZUBIN IS AN MVP AND I JUST RLY LOVE HIM OK

-stitches can still get me hype like the first time damn

-SEÑORITA KILLED ME like holy shit man bury me alive it was so slow and beautiful (will probably post video of this)

-and RIGHT INTO ikwydls...to the part shawn says he can never remember soooooo boy why’d you pick that part then??

-#1 mutual stan, dani here, saying that her dreams have been fulfilled

-the “I NEED TO KNOW” at the end of the camila mash up....wow....he really did that

-a SMILEY and SWEATY boy (but i cant talk bc i was also both)

-the LED bracelets? fuckn cool. nice job shawn.

-OK SO HERES THE GOOD PART IF YOU DONT READ ANY OF THIS PLZ JUST READ THIS PART

-during never be alone people were tryna get to the B stage and the security was like back the FUCK off, but lucky us, we were in the rows right next to it

-so security steps back and we SPRINT and we get right by the barricade (well one girl ahead of me but she was short so all was good)

-and he walked up on the stage and i swear i saw heaven

-and he sang my fave of all time, i wanna dance with somebody

-AND I S2G HE LOOKED AT ME AND ILL TAKE IT TO MY GRAVE (since i did not get a hand touch :()

-he only high fived like a lil chunk which made me a lil sad but we forgive and forget

-the mash up of all those songs? me? emo! did she cry at ALTM? you fuckn bet!

-real talk, ALTM is the reason i made it through freshman year soooo thank you shawn mendes a million and one times for that masterpiece

-connor was right in front of us for a lil bit!! a videographer king!

-LOTP is a classic, a banger, and 5 years old??????

-the fact that i stayed up until midnight for that release and here i am 5 years later, still being a huge fan of him, is the absolute coolest thing and i’ve loved growing up with him (i just made myself cry fuck)

-during LTBY he had his back to us and we were all kinda like aw damn but then the girl behind me was like “ok this VIEW” and i’m like girl look at u lookin on the bright side

-so i stared at his beautiful beautiful back side

-THEN HE MOVED THE MIC and he was like.....RIGHT THERE and we freaked

-ruin? one of my favorites? just feet away from me? we stan.

-THE ICONIC RUIN GUITAR SOLO HAPPENED LEGIT RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME AND I WILL THANK JESUS FOR THAT EVERY DAY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE

-particular taste is everything i’d hoped it’d be and more

-he did the “yup” and my soul left my body

-fallin all in you hits me in the best place wow we love her so much

-YOUTH YOUTH YOUTH first, his speech? amazing. a king of words. and fuckn listen to him. WE HAVE A VOICE. USE IT.

-i said the same thing last time, but it is so emotional when it is just us, him and his acoustic. there’s something so special and intimate about it that really makes u understand the song on a new level

-my snapchat crashed during IICHY and i lost the first chorus :)

-but i got the end so we gucci

-him sitting on the edge of the stage and singing why is the cutest thing ever, don’t fight me in this

-MERCY IS SO GOOD. SO MUCH EMOTION.

-aaannnddddd the finale. i cried during IMB, ofc. it just means the world to me bc i cant relate to love songs bc i’ve never felt that. i’ve never truly been heart broken or any of that. so when my favorite singer release a song about struggling with anxiety? you bet i cried.

-i took my bb sister to this with me for her first concert and i gave her too high of expectations for the rest. i don’t think she understands they she’ll never be that close to any other artist. i’m just too good.

-also one of my friends was there and sitting farther up and she know how much ALTM and IMB meant to me so she sent me lil messages saying how much she loves me during them and a bitch was emo :( i don’t deserve her :(

-confetti!

-i got a cute shirt too so yeet

-i’ll probably remember more shit later

-if you’re hesitant on going to a shawn mendes concert...FUCKING GO. i’ve gone 3 times and each time is different and he’s so amazing and it’s obvious he loves what he does so damn much. SUPPORT THIS KING.

-i have no voice. i’m so tired. all 110% worth it.

-woke up this morning and i am very sad bc i am so in love with shawn mendes