#i am terrified of people who know what enstars is though because that means there's a good chance they will know i'm ciel *************

[incesthemes]

not to be weird or anything but the fandoms you've written for on ao3 made me smile so much rn i can't believe there's someone out there who's liked ensemble stars and idolish7 but also supernatural. have a great day i mean this

oh don't go dragging out my dirty laundry, that's so embarrassing. i've already had one person recognize me from my enstars days and i got so embarrassed i almost died, i think

to be fair though there's a certain type of horror about enstars that drives me crazy and fits very well with gothic themes, which is My Genre. also hihihi akira would love wincest. i'll die on that hill

i have no excuse for i7 though. i just thought it was a nice story

[corpseaten]

hm, i have sent anons before, but probably not in the sense you are thinking? i just have been on and off tumblr for a while and there was a time where i was more worried about being liked and maintaining an image, i suppose. but whenever i did send a mutual of mine an anon message they did always pretty quickly figure out it was me.... i understand that! i tend to either be too observant or completely oblivious though. it just depends on the day.

but i am not completely sure either! like i said, i just read a summary.... though i do remember her stopping him from falling in. maybe she fell into the water in aira's place? and ack, i know right! enstars as a whole is just so compelling, there are so many interesting characters and arcs and everything.. hello little izumi! ah, that reminds me that i actually have an order of naru keychains hopefully coming in soon.

i know it is a bit of surprise, but i have loved theatre pretty much my whole life! my mom showed me the sound of music when i was very little and i fell in love.. though she also says i sang everything i did, even before that. and despite how terrified i am, there is some appeal behind acting. for me, at least, i would spend a lot of time building my character and disconnecting myself from them. i think a decent comparison would be like battle amour.. i have also worked in technical aspects, which is far less scarier.

as for the drama.. ah, it as a lot. i really only know the broadstrokes though, as i am rather unliked (which is fair, as i do not like most people in our program anyways!), but even then it is a lot. not only do most of us dislike each other, but our directors have started to hate each other too.... we have 3, a main one, a choreographer, and a tech director. near the end of my first year of high school, our main director fell ill, leaving our choreographer to take over. she essentially went on a power trip for a year and a half, until our main director returned. so now they are struggling for power, even though our main director technically runs things! and the choreographer and tech director used to be best friends, but started hating each other after the tech director's son dated someone from the dance studio the choreographer runs.... it is all very complicated!

I cannot imagine you being like that, given your distaste to people , you are very strange. My image is already..dampened by how openly pathetic I am, so, I have already accepted that this is just me now. I have never figured out when a mutual sent me anything, most of the time if I assume, I assume wrongly and make myself look like a fool. I am quite oblivious, I do not look for things as I am always too scared of what I might find.

Maybe she did, she is too kind . . . they should make a separate game just about her. Oh my goddd yes I love the character arcs, especially within Valkyrie, it is so beautiful to see what years and years of development can lead to. (looking away from the matrix event.) He ignored you because he is a diva . . sorry. Ah, really? I’d love to see them, when they arrive. I need to buy more enstars merch, but, need money.

That is quite cute, being so interested since you were little, I’ve never had an interest that long before, i also do not know what that is . . never seen it! I have never been a singer. I used to love acting, have i told you already it’s what I study currently? I do forget, though i have grown to hate it, being seen by people. I only ideally wish for my beloved to see me, why show myself to that many people . . . ? it had also just became quite boring to me. That’s a good way to put it! My battle armour is my lolita . . it protects me from bad things! (not very well.) Oooh technical stuff! I have never done that myself but, I’ve known people who have.

Why bother being liked by people who you don’t like, I think that just means you’re living comfortably! Oh my . . that sounds like an awful environment to be in, If i were you I would have just quit, you are stronger than me! grown adults having that many problems . . maybe get your life together ? That sounds rather stressful . .