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cyphyra · 2 years ago

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might be a little late now but i think ive discovered what i actually need to do for a new year's resolution: teaching myself not to be a perfectionist

i constantly keep thinking as im working on comms (especially with new clients) like "oh god i hope this looks ok i dont want to give them something they don't think is good enough" but it's like. clients actively kinda know what to expect, already, and my process is literally sketch > payment > finishing so they already know roughly what the finished product will look like, it's just a matter of time to make it happen and the things i deem as mistakes and do over 1000 times probably aren't even perceivable to viewers

#cyspeaks #i am just super stressed about a hundred things and it'sreally eating into time i could be using to draw #then that drawing time is spent overthinking things that no one but i will notice #then i get stressed out all over again bc i really need the money and taking so long isn't getting rent paid any faster #not to mention i REALLY need to visit a dentist and a doctor but have no insurance and no money #and it's not like my parents can let up on rent so i can build a buffer cause the rent is high here #and my dad alone isnt able to cover it + food because capitalism fucking sucks #anyway i need to sleep i think #way too in my own head rn and it's showing #if push comes to shove i may need to end up crowdsourcing funds so i can actually see a dentist at least #that's the main thing im worried abt rn

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