#i am currently waiting for a lettwr some time in the next few weeks which is great after i said im gonna do something in the next week
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Someone earlier was going on about stuff that's a bit too close to what I'm currently scared of. I assume it was conspiracy stuff since it was just a lot of stuff around people being placed specifically when they aren't who done stuff, but it was still too much which is annoying I didn't figure out what was being said sooner. And then I am still for the last couple days seeing things of ripped apart bodies and mine where I am just there and helpless which makes it difficult to want to sleep.
#i shouldny have gone today#even if it was an okay distraction from these thoughts for a little bit sometimes#headache already but then that didnt help at all with anything#i guess it is weird#either sunday or monday i dont want to be around at all#so long as i can get through saturday for my sister then itll be fine#i am currently waiting for a lettwr some time in the next few weeks which is great after i said im gonna do something in the next week#tw suicide#i dont know what the last thing is#gore#maybe?#i just want to sleep for a bit so i dont have to feel this#i dont want to deal with this anymore. especially as i know it doesnt end when it ends but the consequences linger
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