#i alternate between this and ''ha ha funny cat can read minds what wacky shenanigans can come out of this''

[perenlop]

God I do not talk about Skylar as much as I should (cause the parts that I am like sdklfhjdlghfdiulghskgjahginlrehgiureg about are spoilery) but I really should because they are so fucked up.

Imagine you are constantly on edge. You constantly feel wrong in your own skin, like you're on autopilot. You almost feel like your skin is about to break from the physical pressure you feel, your own power leaking out of your body. You love to explore but feel sick when you're in one place for too long. You love your best friend but you are constantly, utterly terrified that she will leave you first chance she gets, that she is just tolerating you. And you know that this all stems from somewhere, you have vague nightmares all hinting to s sickeningly familiar house and figure- and you have no idea what that is, because your life before being found at 13 in a strange alien world is completely dark to you. You are so terrified of the world and someone put that into you and you don't know who and you are so scared of going back there but you don't know where "there" is.