#i also think when she goes to ruth and richie's funerals she has this heavy grief and guilt for not knowing them and yet being there

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something something steph normally having a mild chill slightly nervous attitude about meeting the spankoffski's in any other universe, but in nerdy prudes must die , having this sinking and guttural nauseous feeling and terror because she almost took pete away from his family, she would have killed him, she fired a shot to do just that. he should be dead. and it's her fault. she is actively scared to meet them and has a hard time looking them in the eye