#i also like affections & apologies because it's the opposite. it's sweeter. most importantly it's for ciel. that's what matters. {:
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I DO NOT WANT TO MAKE UKULELE MUSIC BUT IT IS WHAT I HAVE.
#random thoughts#AND IF I AM PIGEONHOLED INTO THE STEREOTYPICAL TRANSMASC MUSICIAN BOX I SHALL EAT YOUR EYES OUT.#there's piano too. and there will be whispering. and screaming. and various other sounds.............#would like to be more like the people who inspired me to make music (will wood stomach book malice mizer) but i guess i have to make do.#with my shit. oh well.#there are going to be so many sounds. 39 specifically is going to have subliminal messaging. and you might get some. insect noises in samsa#you can guess why for both of those. (how revealing!!)#also i feel like 39 should have a music video but i don't have anything to do it with. ):#i hope that ONE DAY my music shall exude. vampiric dissociative death spiral. a creature at the heart of the forest screaming secrets#but also just a boy who is tired of pretending at the end of it all. track 09 is just so intensely that.#i think my favorite song on the album is 39. which is ironic because it's about the one thing i don't tell people.#but it's so good i don't know. visceral. reflective of my style perhaps ?#there's a ticking metronome in the background that penetrates your ears and hurts you ! ! ! ! !#and i don't bother trying to be poetic. i use my long and tangled words and i make them vulgar and violent.#i also like affections & apologies because it's the opposite. it's sweeter. most importantly it's for ciel. that's what matters. {:#afterwards i plan on releasing a song composed entirely of poetic nonsense.
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