#i also js love how he's used to me fangirling now

[rebelelegance]

Long distance relationships suck. I just read the most jaw dropping scene ever and I wanna YAP TO MY MAN ABOUT IT. BUT HE'S BUSY.

klbjdkfhbrjkbgerh

[petrichoraline]

HONESTY HOUR!!!!!!!! (or hours, if you're me ;;;;;;)

since i have no personal 'caught in the rain' moments to talk about im gonna turn the question on you!!!! any particular memorable ones you feel like sharing??

also i've been trying to think about something juicy to ask but the only thing my mind could came up with is to talk about BL actors you have a crush on, if there are any!!!!

hours indeed, I'm two days late 😂💓 and I'm figuring things out as I go so it's a yapping session with gifs, enjoy 😙

i do have a few but one that always sticks out to me was one summer (or was it late spring?) my best friend and i were doing some shopping at the city centre and this rain started pouring, ive never felt anything like it. we had no umbrellas, we were carrying stuff and we walked (maybe kinda ran too lol) a great distance to the subway station; drenched rat doesn't begin to cover it, the rain curtain was thick, it was coming down fast and it seemed like it'd never stop.. I don't think I have any photos or videos from that day, i don't remember it all too well and her and I don't talk anymore but i think I remember it accurately enough. i loved it. it's happened a lot and I still don't carry an umbrella, some lessons are harder to learn

crushes..hahah see, so many years as a young woman and a girl, a romantic and a romcom truther and yet I don't really know the definition of a crush. when it comes to celebrities, I actively avoid feeling like that for them? nothing bad about celebrity crushes but you can blame it on my ocd symptoms [too much to explain]; i do fangirl about them and jokingly think up scenarios (I used to be a y/n fic reader lmao and im loud and proud about it!!) but it's just innocent stuff

I'd say the bl actors i have somewhat of a crush on (by how I understand it) are pond and joong; i find a lot of guys attractive but I don't know much about them like sea, boun or tay

ohhh anderson cheng who plays mark in love is science? is smth else for me

but it could be the character okay, i don't know anderson like that except for a few lives with lin yu😂

I had somewhat of a crush on yibo too but he done fucked up recently so.

OH JIWOONG

DUH

jiwoong is a mystery to me and im just happy when he's happy

also seoham and jaechan in different ways lol

kim sunghyun exuded so much charm as jinwoo I couldn't not fall for him a bit

^like maybe that should be me. js.

yu is stunning any time I see him

he had me crazy about zhou shu yi, soo handsome when he's angry and even more when in love (seeing a man cry whether in character or not bonds you to him idk what to say)

now for the jbls... it's gonna take a bit

meguro ren had me in a chokehold for a while

so did yagi yusei

sato yusuke had me all glued to the screen as well

obviously kimura tatsunari

(happy second anniversary ofc!)

inaba yuuuu

yamanaka jyutaro (I've now hit the ten image limit so that's the blond photographer dude from ameiro paradox); suzuki kousuke (jack o'frost and takara kun to amagi kun); nomura kota (perfect propose) but!

the ones I actually know more about are kouhei and acchan since I used to tune in for their insta lives and kouhei is just so 🥰🥰🥰 that's segasaki from taikan yoho

and currently losing it a bit with the mains of 25 ji akasaka de, niihara taisuke and komagine kiita

I think the reason I just go for "dudes I don't know outside of their role but are handsome af" for japanese bls and "I need to know him better" for thai bls is because of how much content there is of the actors interacting with their on screen partners. plus it's much less likely I see stuff about japanese actors on my dash whereas random interviews and show bits come up constantly with not only gmm dudes but guys from other companies as well. it feels like I get to know about thai actors without putting that much effort in but with those from other countries I'd have to go out of my way so it'd be harder to list someone close to the definition of a crush, you know.

I am very tired so this is a mess, most of this doesn't even need to be written down but I hope you get to read it as a relaxing nonsense list the way it's intended haha

[kyufiber-main]

K-Pop Tag

I was tagged by @sunnysidewrites​ ilyyyy pls tag me in all the shit u got tagged in and will do in 1297123 years lol

1. When and how did you get into kpop?

june 2016 around because i saw a vine of exo next door and it seemed romance-y so i was like  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) and looked exo up and boom here i am now

2. Favorite hair on your ult bias?

aksjdfhasdfa for hanbin probably like,,, his regular brown hair?? he hasn’t had much variety tbh and his usual bf look is great :’) for rowoon i love his dark almost black but brown hair AND YET HIS LIGHTER HAIR LOOKS GOOD AF TOO??? my men look good in everything js

3. Who was your first bias in your bias group and is it the same now?

my first bias in ikon was jinhwan bc i didn’t rlly know anyone too well yet and jinhwan was cute,, as for now he is still one of my biases but hanbin is my ult so   ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

4. Favorite non-kpop artists/groups?

the weeknd, trey songz,,,, august alsina,,, doja cat, g-eazy, sleeping at last, teflon sega, chase atlantic, childish gambino, 5sos and one direction will always have a special place in my fangirl heart as well, nf, charlie puth,,,,, and many more!! i also rlly used to like melanie martinez but after her scandal i think i’ll get pitchforked if i say that so

5. Are your friends outside of tumblr into kpop also?

yes i do have a group of friends that like kpop but most of my friends don’t

6. Favorite era of your bias group?

all of them?? lol fjadsfa i rlly liked the wyd era bc FUaskjdf BOYFRIEND LOOKS!!! also airplane is one of my alltime faves!! love scenario is rlly high up there as well ahhhhhHHH

7. When you shuffle your music library what are the first three songs that come up?

Best Friend - iKON Miniskirt - AOA At The End - Lee Changsub

8. Favorite kind of kpop concept? (i.e cute, retro, school etc.)

oh uhHHHh probably like natural??? like just t-shirts and hoodies and ripped jeans with messy hair- basically like the mv for wyd by ikon. generally just soft and natural looking is my favorite :) b1a4′s A Lie mv is a look too

9. If you had to be trapped on a deserted island with one of your biases who would you choose?

i - oh god UHHH i would probably pick hanbin bc he’d make me laugh with his stupidity hahah

10. Favorite kpop mv?

ok i don’t have one i have multiple, which are: wyd by ikon, airplane by ikon, let’s not fall in love by bigbang, all in by monsta x, a lie by b1a4, love me right by exo,,,

11. If you were in a kpop group what role do you think you would have (i.e leader, rapper, dancer, vocal, mood maker, etc) ?

i’d probably be a dancer and a sub vocal, also like the 4d one when i get comfortable lol

12. Favorite kpop choreography?

oh god this is so hard... uhh ok don’t tease me by speed or so dangerous by up10tion look at what you’ve DONE katie

13. In what company would you like to be a part of?

hmmmm well fantagio seems like it’s a rlly good company but my ult group is in yg......

14. Who is your favorite rapper, singer and dancer?

rapper: taeyong from nct or suga from bts/ agust d

singer: kyuhyun from suju, chen or kyungsoo from exo, jinhwan from ikon...

dancer: ten from nct without a doubt!!

15. How many years, months, days ect. is your ult bias older/younger than you?

hanbin is 4 years and 9 months older than me, while rowoon is 4 years and 11 months older!! i have a thing for 96 liners apparently

16. Kpop songs that you know all the lyrics to?

easy love by sf9, blood sweat and tears by bts, airplane by ikon, p much every ikon song

tags done!!

im tagging @hwaiting-hoe​ @extraongdinary​ @sunmoon-star​ @jejublr​ @lovinsoftboyz​ @softtm​ @chanbyung​ @silks​

[mooseintheocean]

jensen needed that hug so badly it was so sweet and jareds face was so happy during the hug and he just kind of fell into jensen's arms, I just love j2 SO MUCH

Hi Anon, yes, yes, yes. 1000000x  ^this^  

I just… Okay, so I’ve been thinking after watching so many angles of The 2k17 Hug and I hope you don’t mind me using your ask to post what I think about it. Bear with me :)

EDIT: The post turned out longer then I thought it would be, so I’ve put it under the cut, together with photographic evidence ;)  

As we all know by now, Jensen was very emotional after his meeting with a counselor from suicide hotline YANA helped set up. He actually needed a break during his autos. Then during his panel with MC he got emotional again, talking about getting emotional before.

This was kinda of what got me… So signing autographs and some of you guys were probably a part of the situation. I don’t know if you remember when Misha walked up with her [the counselor] and said, “hey, she’s one of the counselors that is part of what we set up. I hadn’t- I hadn’t actually… That hasn’t been personified for me yet. So I spoke to you for a brief second and it was something like, was it 50 hours? 50 hours you spent on the phone and, and she walked away and hit me. That was 50 hours, and it’s hitting me now, shit, that something that was span out of this [pointing at the audience] and out of this [pointing at M and himself] could help people to that degree to where there was a verified person to counsel somebody or people for that amount of time and she was one of them. And I know there’s many of them. And it hit me hard and I get to look at you and I get to see you guys and I know you all have a story and I wish I could hear and talk to every one of you. I don’t- I don’t have that opportunity but knowing that something that I was a part of, helped create that [pause] That betters people and inspires people to be a better person because, and Jared shared this with me, he’s like no one can help you but yourself. You are the only person that can help yourself, but if you get inspired by something, if something touches you and inspires you and makes you believe something that then helps you help yourself, then that’s important. And she’s doing important things and the fact that I was a small molecule of the being that helped many people. And I don’t know. It hit me really, really hard and I had to take a breather, I take a knee. And yeah, so I went upstairs to Daniela’s room. She was like, you need to come upstairs and I’m like, [pretending to cry] “Yeah, I think I do”. [people applauding] Oh right, oh right. I remember walking, walking up to her room. I didn’t make it. So I held out for like, maybe like 70 more autographs, I was like [grunts, trying not to cry] “thank you”, [grunts, trying not to cry] “thank you”, [grunts, trying not to cry] “thank you”… We were walking and I just was like, “no, no, you’re not going to make it to the elevator”. And I just sat there and Jared just like grabbed me and hugged me and it was like one of those moments where it’s like this, this shouldn’t exist. Like from a- from a point of view that is like a television show actor-fan relationship, like this probably shouldn’t exist. It exists, guys, we feel you and mean shit-ton to us. You really do.

Other than that, he seemed pretty relaxed and playful. Actually after watching that panel I finally understood why people were freaking out about the amounts of alcohol available to them - Jensen was drunk (FFS he opened up his pants without being prompt to, Jensen Ackles unzipped his pants on stage because he wanted to, like WTF?!). M wasn’t as much/at all (he was the voice of reason during that panel, which surprises me), but Jensen was already intoxicated when he got on the stage, even before Daniela brought more “apple juice”. [Side note: that lady has some major crush on Jensen, like OMG relax woman, he’s not interested, lol sorry, where were I? Ah okay] So yeah drunk. Especially behaving like one at the beginning. But no, wait, it doesn’t matter here.

The Hug!

So, Jensen was emotional and needed a hug. He got one from Jared right when he left the autos room

And Jared waited for him after the autos as well [may I just add, if Jared waited for me literally ON me I wouldn’t mind at all].

Too cute I swear [x  x]

He also got a lot of hugs from everyone backstage and on stage. So he really got a lot of love when he needed it and it’s lovely and amazing. And I’m jealous of his friends ;p

But then, not 5 minutes later something I like to refer as The 2k17 Hug happened (and it’s not even the middle of the year and yet I think it’ll be the best of 2017; I wouldn’t mind being wrong, if we’d get something even better).  And this is why wrote everything above. Because The Hug isn���t only about Jensen needing support from Jared, which he clearly needed, looking at what he said and how he said it, and his reaction. But it’s also about Jensen being so protective of his boy, giving him support as much as taking it from Jared. It’s like they’re sharing the support. Ykwim? But I also think Jensen wanted to show them Jared’s his boy, ever the possessive!husband, and seeing Jared so happy walking into the crowd, high-fiveing fans and just being good and not barely keeping it together like last year (or Chuck no, two years ago when he wasn’t even there with them and we know now it wasn’t just feeling down and needing rest, this was dead serious, literally) and I think he was just so happy his boy was right there and whole.

He very deliberately wanted to hug Jared.

Lemme show you what I mean by that:

So, they came out saying one last goodbye to fans outside the stage room (and it’s so cute, coz these people didn’t get to be in the stage room, only watching the panels on the screens outside)

[Nice hip grab, Jared. I know how necessary it is to do it when you want to go around someone. What’s funny is Jensen didn’t even flinch or move actually. #casualintimacy] Again from different angle, because it’s worth it. ;)

Okay, so the sneaky touches are out of the way and Jared’s starting his journey through the crowd - again super cute and kinda brave, even when there’s a bodyguard running behind him, some of them could be crazy fangirls, wouldn’t be surprised if one of them would just lunge at him, but anyway. This is what Jensen sees as Jared’s running away (shhh, it’s totally important, because the fans make a perfect little stage for them, and for Jensen to initiate this awesomeness):

If I had to choose the moment Jensen decided make the fans sing again and follow Jared this would be it, right after Jared runs away:

And then he put his plan into the motion:

One more time, one more time [x]

And then well, we all know what happened. Jensen follows his boy, singing to him, complete with a hand on the heart and pointing. Jared’s sings back. What a sight it must’ve been for the people witnessing it live. Them singing to each other, looking into each others eyes, like there was no one around them.

And this is it. Jensen going in for the hug. Arms open, inviting. I think Jared was maybe a little bit surprised Jensen would initiate a hug like this, so he high-fives his man, but once he realizes what Jensen asks for exactly, he just slumps over on Jensen and let’s Jensen carry his weight and hug him. And you can see the strength with which Jared fell into Jensen. The way the impact just rocks Jensen back. 

Oh that hand in his hair, super supportive and possessive af, add to that the other hand which after a little wondering ends up on his neck. Ah, it should be named one of world’s wonders. No kidding.

And that slowly rocking side to side, singing in Jared’s ear to cry no more. Especially in his arms. And those closed eyes are going to kill me some day. So much intimacy.

[THE 2k17 HUG’s GIF CREDIT]

And Jensen doesn’t want to let Jared go. Clings to him as long as he can. Jared tapping out, and my headcanon is that that second butt slap, right at the end is a promise, later Jensen, we’ll cuddle it out later, baby.

The butt slaps are a whole different conversation, but just to put it super short, I associate Js slapping each others butts with a very supportive gesture, like ‘great job’ or ‘i’m right here next to you’ depending on a context, ofc.

So the hug, yes. It’s amazing and I kinda think keeping his boy safe and happy in his arms it’s what really gives Jensen all the support he needs in that moment (giving Jared’s history with May).

Oh wow, okay, so this answer turned out a little bit different then I excepted, but *shrugs*

I hope you are okay with it, sweet Anon.

Sorry for the ramblings, it’s just… J2 tried to kill me this past weekend.