#i already have early onset schizoaffective I can't handle another ass kicking nut castrating marie antoinette beheading disease ToT | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

cindelsclouds · 19 days ago

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Being a schizo is wild. One moment I'm okay and the next I've completely forgotten who I am, what I'm doing, why I'm doing it, who I'm with, and where I am. I lose all sense of identity and memory. My head felt so light as I looked around and couldn't recognize my own house. Not even my own family. I was completely disconnected from reality. And I did that shit sober lmao. Can't believe people need wine or drugs to feel that, I had that shit built in chemically. Kinda freaky if you ask me but it's also like a super useless mentally deteriorating superpower.

#But in all seriousness #I really hope this is just one of my schizoaffective symptoms. I'm too young for dementia bro:"D #i already have early onset schizoaffective I can't handle another ass kicking nut castrating marie antoinette beheading disease ToT #Why can't I just be depressed in peace?? Why's there so many extra toppings on my already shitty sundae?#I need to speak to the manager cause I did NOT order this clusterfuck of a brain lmao #actually schizoaffective #actually mentally ill #actually schizospec #schizoaffective #schizophrenic spectrum #schizospec #mental illness #mentally unstable

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