#i … don’t know what i’m doing
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Lately, I could give my entire being and still never have anyone actually love me like I love them.
pls don’t flirt with me i want to be nonchalant so bad but i unfortunately crave connection so intensely that i will give you my entire soul and forgive you over and over until i’ve lost myself completely and feel like i’m drowning
#mentally exhausted#mental health#mental illness#depressing shit#autism does this too#sad boy#i don’t know what i’m doing
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Chilchuck’s desire
#chilchuck#dungeon meshi#chilchuck tims#delicious in dungeon#i don’t know what i’m doing#but i want to see them
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It’s okay not to know what you’re doing all the time!
#positivelypresent#encouraging words#encouragement#inspirational quotes#self love#trust the universe#i don’t know what to do#i don’t know what i’m doing
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this is how that one btaa episode went right
#btaa#batman the audio adventures#harvey dent#twoface#jonathan crane#scarecrow#dc#dcu#batman#my art#i don’t know what i’m doing#twocrow
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♡*:.mr crawling headcanons .:*♡
hi so i’ve never written these before but they seemed fun and i thought i’d give it a shot! gender neutral reader <3
i feel like he’d chase his shadow and (or) be afraid of it. the first time the two of you go grocery shopping in the human world, he’d be unused to the sun but fascinated by it, staring directly at it. then he’d glance around and notice that whenever he moves, his shadow also moves. at first he’d test it out, moving left, then right, watching it move with him. he might paw at it, and then turn in circles, like a puppy chasing its tail. eventually he’d be frustrated with the shadow’s relentless tactics, and slightly afraid that it wouldn’t go away. what scared him even further was the fact that a shadow was following you too! that’s where he draws the line. if it had just been him plagued with the shadows he could let it go, but there’s no way he could let these things hurt you. he’d clutch onto you in warning, trying to indicate the shadow in a fearful tone. you’d be confused until you realize he was warning you of your own shadow, and then you laugh loudly. he pouts, but feels ease at your lightheartedness. you try to explain it to him in broken words: “not hurt, not real, from light” as you point at the sun. he doesn’t fully understand you (still struggling through the language barrier), but if you say it’s okay then it’s okay!
when you take videos of him, at first he doesn’t understand the concept. he’s a little wary, and unsure of how you managed to capture moments of him inside that little gadget, but he pieced together in his mind that it was some sort of magic mirror, and eventually he became obsessed with photography. he loves to take photos and videos of you doing literally anything: washing the dishes, lying around, cooking, trying on new outfits, anything at all. his favorite thing to do is take selfies of the two of you though <3
how he texts you! you had gotten into the keyboards setting and managed to put in his language system (or at least however much you knew of it) into an extra phone you bought for him, but he preferred to try and use your language instead. he texts you constantly while you’re at work/school, but he never touches his phone when you’re home. his texts are always filled with emojis, and loads of hearts. his love of selfies always comes through as he snaps selfies every couple hours, showing him cleaning, organizing, trying to cook a meal, etc. he’s definitely an insanely speedy typer (big ahh hands and long fingers), though it’s definitely awkward at first and he has loads of typos
guys idk what this is tbh i just wish i had unconditional love from this fine fellow anyways yeah ty for reading hehe bye!
p.s. should i have put more details or is vague better?
#mr crawling fluff#mr crawling#mr crawling x reader#mr crawling x you#mr crawling headcanons#homicipher#homicipher headcanons#i don’t know what i’m doing#gender neutral reader
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Will You Remember?
inspired by the song: Will You Remember? by The Cranberries
Childhood memories, mentions of reader being female and in a dress, childhood crushes but they’re stupidly oblivious.
TW: MENTIONS OF KINICH’S CHILDHOOD (i.e. alcohol abuse, child abuse, child abandonment & death)
Im writing this at like 02:00 so please spare me ☹️ I also don’t know where the hell this even goes i was kinda just writing to write so uhm..!
<3 Seeing you, again. For the first time in what he can only assume must have been years. Of course he still remembers you. But why..?
First Meeting
The two of you had first met as children. Kinich had a regrettably bad childhood.
The constant beatings, berating, arguing, was something he had grown all too accustomed to.
Still, he was only human. A child at that. There were times where after his mother had left, and his father was gone, that he’d go out into the forest to gain a sense of self.
The forest acting as a fortress for him, solitude from the outside world.
When he saw the glimpse of someone in his fortress, he was immediately on the ready, hyper aware.
Hiding and peeking around trees, only to see a sniffling girl adorned in a dress. Her hair had looked rather messy, and there were small scrapes littered around her knees and elbows.
She had obviously looked as if she had fell, probably got lost too.
After finding that the person who had invaded his space was indeed no threat, he approached her. Although, not having much ‘people skills,’ he came off rather harsh.
“Who are you.”
This only made the young girl distress even farther, a sigh escaping him.
How was he supposed to even approach this?? Was everyone this much of a crybaby?
Young Kinich, trying his hardest to soften the tone of his voice and seem more approachable, copying the demeanor of his mother whenever she used care for him.
“..Are you okay..??”
That definitely seemed to go better, in his opinion, as the girl didn’t immediately start sobbing more, but rather managed to choke out the words..
“I want to go home.”
..Great. That gave him so much information.
He, and all his little child wisdom, replied:
“Oh. Where?”
Kinich had just asked a simple question, but to you, it was so complicated.
You didn’t know where you were, who this strange boy was?
All you knew was that: you were hurting, you wanted to go home because you missed your parents.
Seeing that his question didn’t get him very far, he wordlessly left to go back to his house, planning on grabbing bandaids for you.
He came back, half surprised to see you in the same spot you were; not even moved an inch. This time however, you weren’t crying as much, all that were heard were now small sniffles as you rubbed your eyes.
He wrapped his hand over yours and drags you over to a tree nearby that you could sit under.
Once he has you sat down he pulls out the small bandaids from his pocket and fumbles to open them, putting them on the small cuts you had.
Little you had no idea what to think. First this boy seemed harsh, or rather intimidating? but now here he was knelt on the ground next to you patching you up.
As he did so, all you could do was look at him.
“Will you remember me?” You asked rather abruptly.
It caught him very off guard, it was a rather random question. He gave no reply.
Once he had finished he once again, wordlessly walked away, but this time farther into the forest. He stopped at a couple steps before looking back at you.
You perked up at the fact that he stopped this time. Taking advantage of the boy who provided help was still within eye shot, you chased after him.
He’d continue to walk, but whenever you’d fall a little too far behind, he’d stop, and wait. Then he’d continue on again.
Eventually this had led you back to the entrance of the village you lived in. You started to sprint towards it, thinking that you had made it back by pure luck.
Second Meeting
The second time you had met as kids, was when Kinich had to go to the market. His father was now dead, and he now had to find his way around life, as if he wasn’t beforehand.
His father’s absence of gambling had definitely made it easier to manage mora.
But just because he now had mora, he was still bargaining ever stall he could.
“Now i’m sure that we could get a fair price on this..”
Kinich suggested to the stall owner, but just then out of the corner of his eye, he spotted a familiar figure..
He could t quite place from where though.. Her hair was the first thing he had noticed.
‘it’s styled nicely’ he thought.
As you turned and he was able to see your face, he then remembered where you had looked so familiar from.
You were that girl he had helped a couple years back… but why does he remember you so specifically.?
You held flowers in your hands that day, a bouquet of peonies.
You walked up to the stall he was at to briefly talk with the owner, who was more than glad to help you rather than Kinich.
He would often steal small glances in your way as you stood next to him reciting your order to the owner, who obliged.
As the owner grabbed the requested items you had caught one of his looks he thought was sly, and waved to him.
He managed a small wave back, but that was about it. He didn’t know how he was supposed to interact with you. It’s not like he knew you all well.
But something about your bright smile made his stomach feel weird. He wasn’t too sure what it was, but it was very unpleasant.
As you took your things from the owner and payed you spared him another wave.
“Goodbye.!”
From then on,
he would always see you around the area, whether you be completing commissions for the adventurers guild, grabbing supplies, or simply wandering around.
It seemed as if you were now everywhere.
Everywhere he’d look, you were there.
He tried not to dwell on it, but his eyes would always linger on you. He told himself it’s because he wanted to “keep the people safe.”
At some point he’d sub-consciously look for you, brushing it off once again as ‘keeping people safe.’ He was oblivious to the meaning of the feeling he’d get in his stomach anytime you’d smile or wave at him.
‘Is this what people meant by butterflies in your stomach?’ He pondered.
At one point or another, you both had run into one another while doing a commission.
He had been looking for a missing Saurian. Presumably the one you were currently knelt down by that was injured.
“Oh! Kinich! That’s your name.. right?” You asked nervously, you had heard of him from other villagers, it also helps that you’ve seen him around a lot.
“Yes. That’s me.” He replied with his usual monotone voice. It made it hard for you to get a read on what he wanted.
“Is there something that brings you over here..?” You questioned as you grab bandage wrap from your satchel.
You wanted to hurry and attend to the Saurian’s wounds before they got infected.
“I’m looking for a missing Saurian. I believe that is the one i’m looking for.” He nods his head at the Saurian you had currently been taking care of.
“Well, unless you’re looking for a Mrs. June’s missing Saurian, then you have the wrong one.”
“…that’s exactly who i’m looking for.”
There was a short moment of silence.
“…you’ve got to be joking.” You deadpanned.
Turns out the woman recruited more than one person for the commission..
You sigh as you pick the baby Saurian up, stand up and walk over to Kinich.
“Hold your arms out.”
He hesitates, before slowly holding his arms out.
As he does you hand him the baby Saurian.
“Get the poor thing back to Mrs. Jones, she’s probably worried sick.” You softly smiled at the baby.
“You should come with so you can collect part of the pay.” Kinich inquired, seeing as you had done part of the work, it was only fair you had also gained some reward for it.
You waved your hand as you walked opposite direction of the village.
“Take my part of the payment as an exchange for when you helped me back then, or something..”
Ah. You still do remember that. He wasn’t the only one. He remembers that event pretty well too.
You pause for a bit, not turning around to face him.
“..Do you remember that..?”
Of course he does.
He remembers your messed up hair.
He remembers your beautiful, but dirtied, and tattered dress.
He remembers how scared you looked.
“I do.”
Just as you.
You had remembered his beautiful eyes.
You had remembered his blunt, but comforting words.
You had remember how he had patched you up.
“I always remembered you.”
#genshin impact#fluff#kinich#kinich x reader#natlan#help guys#childhood love#malipo kinich#kinich x y/n#kinich x you#genshin natlan#fem reader#you remember#memories#idk what else to tag#pining#just random things#i don’t know#i don’t know what i’m doing#genshin x you#genshin x reader#genshin kinich#genshin impact x reader#genshin impact x you#saturnitiez
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Bill Puppet in Progress!
New project time because I just can’t stop thinking about Gravity Falls. Here’s a progress photo and a sketch plan
He’s going to be pretty simple and be able to move his eye and a few limbs. I have some clay coming in tomorrow for detail work and his eye so stick around to see him done!
#puppet#puppetry#gravity falls#bill cipher#billford#the book of bill#weirdmageddon#I don’t know what I’m doing#fanart#artists on tumblr#bill ci the triangle guy
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Things that happened today:
Marc Marquez went from 14th to 3rd
Oscar Piastri was nearly passed by Carlos Sainz about 50 million times and almost got into a collision with him. Again.
Magnussen hitting Perez, retiring him, Perez, and his teammate Hulkenberg from the race. At this point, he’s trying to get a race ban so that Ollie can have another go at points (question: what team will he be representing in the standings?)
Ocon trying to overtake his own teammate, and getting collided with. His team boss? principal? (I still don’t know what’s going on with Alpine, someone tell me who it was) going on French TV and saying that there’ll be consequences. Or something like that. And getting a 5-place grid penalty for Canada
Rest of Monaco was pretty calm, but CHARLES LECLERC FINALLY FUCKING WON MONACO
That last fucking lap of Indy500. Pato was just so close
#pato could’ve won#i’m sad#and i’ll take weeks to recover from this#(i don’t have weeks)#mugello is next weekend#motogp#catalunya 2024#marc marquez#f1#formula one#formula 1#monaco gp 2024#oscar piastri#kevin magnussen#charles leclerc#will kevin get a race ban#place your bets#also#i apologize for the switching between first and last names#i don’t know what i’m doing#will we get a proper title fight this season for f1?#who knows#hopefully#esteban ocon#is he getting sacked after this season?#again who knows#indycar#indy500#pato o'ward
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taco from inanimate insanity but instead of snapping at the end of season one she actually kept up her persona so she could live in hotel oj. it's alright at first, but she's so fed up with acting dumb that it's really hard for her to stay in character and it starts to stress her out. one day taco gets sick or smth. she sneezes and lets out the most british "BLOODY HELL." ever. it's so weirdly out of character but in character at the same time that it's not even questioned beyond a simple "what" so taco was just able to live the rest of her life in hotel oj with her actual personality without needing to explain anything
#taco ii#inanimate insanity#i came up w this while listening to that one taco season one ii comp wiyh QKThr by apex twin playing in the background#moral of the story: never let me listen to taco season one ii comp with QKThr by apex twin playing in the background#fizz yammers#osc#ii#i don’t know what i’m doing#taco ii season one#i don't even know if i explained the idea properly but maybe that makes it funnier#that's a lie i don't find things funny if they don't make sense i'm sorry#something cool here#she's still sane after losing season one because she just steals from oj every now and then#gets away with nothing more than a devastated “please stop” because “that's just taco ig”#it's been like. a month since i've visited tumblr? hi guys
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The look deer give you when you’re about to hit them with a truck
#art#drawing#fanart#gravity falls#stanford pines#ford pines#expect more drawings of him#I’m so normal about him#i don’t know what i’m doing
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i’m new at this, lol.
hi, my name is julian.
22 // he/they only // non-binary transmasc // pls only interact if you are 18+
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My character to the other character in the scene: “right, so, what’s the plan then?”
Me, the writer: good question, haven’t thought that far ahead yet
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i made a silly thing… dimitri lovers would you want this sequel 🥺
#joking… unless?#chibi art#digital art#illustration#art#artists on tumblr#fire emblem#fe3h#dimitri alexandre blaiddyd#artist on tumblr#i don’t know what i’m doing#hehe :3
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Hey so while I was planning that Orange Knife story I realized that the lore makes no sense and plot holes are everywhere
Instead of fixing it and burn my brain, I want y’all to take out your suspension of disbelief and level it to the max and just enjoy the shits and giggles Okay good
#orange knife#I’m cleaning the first ask comic today wohoo#if I can pin this pose to the story tag I would#disclaimer#(?)#I don’t know what I’m doing#it’s not the first time I’m making a story that makes no sense#why am I scared#where’s that tweet about phantom of opera#of plat making no sense but goes extremely hard#*plot*#that but not extremely hard#just mid#meh even#just#just bear with me
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I don’t draw humans so have this little doodle as an incentive to go read my Crepus Week fics
#art#kaeya alberich#genshin kaeya#kaeya#genshin impact#doodle#daily kaeya’s art inspired this one y’all#Their art is so nice please please please check them out#crepusweek2024#crepus week#I don’t know what I’m doing
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“Yeah I can learn how to animate a parallax, how hard can it be?”
You know it’s bad when I start naming layers.
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