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[pr3st0n-the-cl0ne]

OLF!! PT UVA KLHK QBZA… ZSPNOASF UVA KVPUN VRHF.. QBZA ZOBA BW!!! PT MPUL!!

[tulipe-rose]

I hope we can all remember that Lucy is capable of terrifying things, and looking all the more terrifying while doing them.

[blockygraphics]

HZR-DONT.JPG, by artist Hazar; from the Hellraiser #11 artpack (1997), rehosted on 16colors.

[hzrnvm]

in detail explanation of why the song Ghost Town means so much to me

Ghost Town by Ye is one of my favourite songs of all time. it touches me very deeply and I like it a lot. i'm now gonna go through the lyrics and explain why (it's more than just the lyrics, ofc, that make it beautiful to me. but, they're the easiest for me to explain, and they make up the bulk of it). I do also wanna clarify that at points I may disagree slightly with how the lyrics are written on Genius. this is because Genius isn't always right.

The intro is a sample from a song from the 1960s. it mainly serves to introduce the main theme, of someday. though it is worth pointing out that she says "wanna wear", rather than just "wear". there's something about the difference between wanting something vs desiring the freedom to want it at all

More somedays. "laying down, like God did, on Sunday" to me just is resting. being unvigilant, letting down your guard. then lines 3-5 are more mumbled, more for the flow and musical aspect than lyrical meaning.

and then he says "someday, I'm gonna tell everybody" coming out!!!!!!!! it's about coming out! there is a constant push from deep inside of me to tell everybody!

"somedays I wanna hit the red dot on everybody" it's a violent lyric, I intereperet it more as the life you live making you just want everyone around you to be gone. not necessarily a fantasy of their death, just, their becoming disconnected from you. then the last two lines I read as simply speaking on the life they will live once Someday. doing all the things they aren't allowed to do, doing whatever they wanna. freedom

me to my parents

to go more in detail it's that when I was first caught, I genuinely tried for the possibility that maybe they could love who I really am, maybe they could love hzrn. but everything I tried just, hurt me, it just repeatedly showed me that they don't love hzrn. and it took them further from me by making me go further and further into hiding from and avoiding them, total discommunication

and, when I listen to this song, i imagine a music video in my head. mainly starting around the first chorus, and, when the first chorus ends it's in a situation where the figure representing me is alone in a dark room, after walking away from her parents.

and when Ye's verse starts, i picture my future self coming to comfort me. she hugs me and tells me someday we're gonna do what we know we need, someday we're gonna take off this mask, and not to hurt myself

"you might think they wrote you off" you might think you're doomed, fated to a future of death and failure, that the author of the Universe wrote you off.

"they gon' have to rope me off" 'me' here refers specifically to my future self, the person I truly am who is currently unrealized, Hzrn. and Hzrn isn't giving up. they'll have to kill me to make me give up on hzr

"someday the drama'll be gone" someday you won't have to fear about safety and getting caught. someday all the fighting will stop. someday you'll be away from all the scary things. (the fourth line is pretty much incomprehensible, i take it more as sort of mumble-singing than anything. still incredibly beautiful, though)

"sometimes I take all the shine / talk like I drank all the wine" see when you're closeted you don't have the freedom to take all the shine, or talk like you drank all the wine! you simply don't have the freedom to do those things. you can't attract attention to yourself, you can't get silly with it, and any approximations of those things are Unsafe and therefore very scary. one of my greatest fears, before i got them removed, was getting my wisdom teeth removed. because what if the aenesthetic they put me on makes me not think about safety and hiding and I let it slip. I'll die, that's what if! and the idea of my future self coming up to me and saying, sometimes she takes all the shine, and talks like she drank all the wine, it makes me tear up. it does. because that's fucking hope, man! that's solace!

"years ahead but way behind" i'm years ahead on the inside, because living like this you kinda have to spend a lot of time just dreaming about the future, but. when you dream about the future so much it makes the past feel like way behind. I am years ahead but way behind. (and the fourth line is just nice-sounding, to me. it doesnt really factor that much into it, beyond maybe being a countup of years? because, in 5 years, I'll be 23, and, i think it's safe to say that things will be better then. maybe not all the way better but, better)

"no half-truths, just naked minds" this is what i long for. I want someday who i can look in the face, in the real world, and tell them the truth. no half truths. just naked minds, nudity. I want to bare myself to somebody, that's really what i want. i want to bare my mind to somebody. I have recently been really really touched by the image of two humanoids with exposed brains touching foreheads. connecting their minds. i dont know

"caught between space and time" I am. Hzrn is online or future, and she doesn't have the freedom to exist in the irl and past. I'm stuck between the present and the future with my constant escapism; i constantly remind myself that someday the life i'm living, I'll start forget it. it'll become a closed chapter and it'll fade from me. but reminding myself repeatedly, it's like putting myself in the mind of the hzrn who it starts to fade from. I'm trying to transpose myself into the future. and that just leaves me caught between space and time

this line makes me cry. idk if i need to explain it. if you know my sideblog @hzrnvmkta, it has the title "not what they had in mind". because, god, yeah. this isn't what they had in mind, but. idk. maybe someday

this time the chorus has a different meaning, with the different context. it's not a lamentation of this fact, but an acceptance of it. and an acknowledgement that, the goal of making them love me isn't something I should be pursuing any longer.

it's freedom. the outro is of after hzrn takes off into space, far far away from her family, and, once again she feels like a child, free and not vigilant. she lets go of the protocol, she removes the coat of paint she was wearing and lets her skin feel the air. and nothing hurts anymore; things still do hurt, but, not as much. she's able to recognize that the person she is now and that little boy she was then are one and the same; her parents were the one who pushed the wedge between then; she's still the kid she used to be (and, the use of 'we'"' here rather than 'i' I take as her finding community). she's just, in disbelief, that Someday came

so yeah! that's why this song means so much to me. I love you.

responding to this is allowed, btw, it's in fact encouraged

[valenclaw]

spoiler

just came up with the coolest concept for a dhr fic but i literally haven't properly written something since i was a teen 10+ years ago so idk if i'll actually write it but omg i love it so much

[kame-dori]

Today on crossovers that no one asked for: Blue lock x Love Live! School Idol Project

see the original pics (and commentary) under

I actually only realized after I finished drawing the boys that kngm and rn work better as umi and maki respectively ;-;

So this is mostly because love live has no male characters and blue lock doesn't have any female characters (I'm sorry Teieri Anri) and also because it's just. so funny to imagine.

The way I see it, the muse members would be

Maki → Rin (Its); initially I put him as Umi but actually Maki makes more sense bc they're both standoffish and good at the stuff they do

Rin (Hzr) → Aryu; they're both kinda extra

Hanayo → Chigiri; mostly just bc of other relations..welp

Honoka → Isagi; bc MC. Sorry but that's basically it lmao

Umi → Kunigami; he was initially part of the team Z trio in 1st arc so it makes sense to pair him up with isg and bcr. Plus kngm and umi are both proper and stuff (kngm pre-wildcard tho, obv)

Kotori → Bachira; paired up with isg but not really. It's mostly that they have cute, cheerful personalities

Eli → Nagi; bc a genius and also him and reo are a pair so you can't separate them

Nozomi → Reo; bc he's a pair, like nozo and Eli. Plus nozo and reo are both purple!

Nico → Barou ; this was the easiest for me to figure out because. it fits so well. They both have terrible personalities and are unexpectly proper (good at cooking; clean freak)

[4areincorrect]

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rs.

[paynomind-iamnotreal]

Hark thyself, dear ryddlemage for it's only fair thee know That the scramble thee see, hidden by me, has key to code And for it to crack: Wizard to Fox, what becomes of Phone? Thee must seek, me name o' three, 'fore truth is fyn'ly shown

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[pr3st0n-the-cl0ne]

Karma is a bitch.

P ZOVBSK OHCL RUVD ILAALY PM P OHK H DPZO P DVBSK OHCL ULCLY LMMLK HYVBUK

[kenkamken143]

Please put Kea_ in front of my emojis on discord!!

Some person making emojis on the interwebs!! X3

She/Her/Herself + Shz/Hzr/Hzrself

I am autistic+comm card user!! O_o so I may interpret things poorly, I am also physically disabled X_X... So drawing may be slow, blehh

I take requests!! I can't draw many animals but I can try ^u^

[twinypwupy]

Sory doll izn't pozting.. thyre tyring to farm on hzr and genshwin.. T.T

@/sundaenui on tiktok!

(Dr. Ratio protects this blog! DNI: nsfw/ddlg/k1nk, homo/transphobic, anti agere/petre/agedre, creeps, anti other/dollkin)

[pr3st0n-the-cl0ne]

UV??? KPK P SVVR VRHF?!?! AOHA DHZ WHPUMBS!!!! WSBZO P AVAHSSF AOVBNOA DL DLYL MYPLUKZ!!!

MAYDAY MAYDAY! PRESTON HAS CRACKED!

[promiseanon]

Promise’s journal

8/20/24 Page 1

Wlvwsl kv uva aybza tl. Aoha pz mpul. P mpuk jvtmvya pu zvspabkl hmaly hss. Aol wlvwsl dov hylu’a hyvbuk tl hyl aol wlvwsl dov kvu’a nla obya.

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[ol-jericho-styx]

hss aoha spml pz pz h lukslzz cvpk vm jvuzalk zbmmlypun iba aolzl hzr isvnz zopul h spaasl spnoa vu aol spaasl nvvk aopunz aopz dvysk ohz av vmmly

why thank you asker!

[jellyfshing]

C3彡 hello and welcome !!

my name is lain but you can call me anything you see fit !! i use zhe/hzr , it/its , jelly/jellyfishs and a few other neos :3 im spanish and living in england so english is not my first language !!

#🪼˚｡⋆ - accepted #🫧˚｡⋆ - more info

#🪸˚｡⋆ - denided #🌊˚｡⋆ - talking

#🐚˚｡⋆ - important #💧˚｡⋆ - coining

#⛵️˚｡⋆ - for me (hoard, npts, genders ect)

C3彡 enjoy your stay !!

[scythidol]

the garden of eternal rest likes making themes for hzrself so shz thought,,,,

what if ki made a layout-making blog? would anyone be interested in that? :3

shz needs something to keep hzr busy or shz'll explode...