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woodlandscab1n · 11 months

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mmmmmmm want tooooo work on the dbd au's doc but also no. explode. implode even... i am too lazy and exhausted and if i have to think about dbd leon 1 more second more i might explode because we are ptsd twinses and ptsd twinsies have ptsd swag moments at the same time (i will have an episode thinking a little too much about how he feels because emotional flashbacks are a thing. fuck you brain)

#how i wrote this damn au is through nightmares and ptsd responses its not healthy #every mc is based around an aspect of myself that is a direct consequence of trauma and problems irl so you can imagine why...#its so funny how my brain now immediately starts to freak out if i think about the dbd au specially around leon n ashley because #its going !!! do you want to fucking die !!! and im like. smirks....no :(#anyways...this story will only live whithin my memories now...and maybe once i have my adhd meds it will live through the askblog #but a WAY more vanilla version of what actually happened because i would have 10 thousand panic attacks a day

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