#hope i don't die on tumbler so soon again..

[cyclondoojay]

alive but gay and back with some nya (jaya) angst :3

possible spoiler (?)

WYLDFYRE X ROBY MENTIONED icl they're so cuteee AND the absolute happiest ninjago ship as a come back as always (help me i can't think about anything else they are on my mind 24/7 i need help pls someon-)

[ivlymonii]

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! (Here be FengQing oneshot outline!)

Happy new year, fellow tumblers!

Here's to a good new year and hoping that we don't die.

With that being said, here be the outline of a FengQing New Year's Eve oneshot that I will flesh out, soon!

Mu Qing is standing alone on a balcony, looking up at the sky and thinking about his mom back in China and how he can't spend New Year's Eve with her. He looks at his phone where his mom has sent him messages wishing him a happy new year and cries a little but tries to hold back the tears.

Feng Xin (his roomie) shows up and Mu Qing asks him why he's there.

Mu Qing asks him why he's there and Feng Xin replies that he's gotten a bit sick of the New Year's party going on.

Mu Qing gives a bit of snarky commentary on the matter and Feng Xin opens his mouth to respond but doesn't in the end.

Mu Qing shivers and Feng Xin gives him his jacket and the other cup of tea. (BTW he has that)

Mu Qing won't accept the jacket at first but Feng Xin forces him to wear it anyways and Mu Qing is a lot warmer and more comfortable in the jacket.

Feng Xin then notices that Mu Qing's eyes are a little red and there are tear tracks running dow his face.

He asks what's wrong and Mu Qing tries to wipe away the tears forming in his eyes.

This does not work and Feng Xin notices it pretty quickly cause it is obvious as hell.

Feng Xin tries to get Mu Qing to talk about it but since Mu Qing is stupid and won't let people in, he starts trying to deflect the question.

Feng Xin won't stop asking about it so Mu Qing gives up trying to deflect him or change the subject and just tells him that he misses his mom and is sad that he can't visit her.

He expects Feng Xin to laugh at him about this but he doesn't and instead wraps Mu Qing in a hug.

Mu Qing is startled at first but melts into the hug cause this ain't a fluffy oneshot for nothing ya know.

He cries a bit, and Feng Xin notices and tells him that it's okay to miss his mom and open up and talk to people about it.

Mu Qing smiles at that, which makes Feng Xin's heart leap cause this ain't a fucking FengQing oneshot for nothing ya know.

Feng Xin and Mu Qing get real close and the countdown’s starting and basically it's a confession scene! Who knew?

Mu Qing tells Feng Xin that he has something to tell him and Feng Xin asks what and it’s obvious

Mu Qing takes a deep breath and starts talking as the countdown goes on the in the background and basically he tells Feng Xin that he’s had a crush on him since… idk like 8th grade and wants to kiss him.

Unsurprisingly, Feng Xin accepts his confession and they kiss right at the last number and basically tells him happy new year and kisses him again as fireworks go off in the background, very aesthetically pleasing and romantic. Might draw.

[mediawhorefics]

may i ask for your favourite books this year and a quote from each of them? 💕

hum yes def ?!!!! i have more favs from this year tbh but i went with the highlights.

V for Vendetta (Alan Moore) –> "Because while the truncheon may be used in lieu of conversation, words will always retain their power. Words offer the means to meaning, and for those who will listen, the enunciation of truth. And the truth is, there is something terribly wrong with this country, isn't there? Cruelty and injustice, intolerance and oppression. And where once you had the freedom to object, to think and speak as you saw fit, you now have censors and systems of surveillance coercing your conformity and soliciting your submission. How did this happen? Who's to blame? Well certainly there are those more responsible than others, and they will be held accountable, but again truth be told, if you're looking for the guilty, you need only look into a mirror. I know why you did it. I know you were afraid. Who wouldn't be? War, terror, disease. There were a myriad of problems which conspired to corrupt your reason and rob you of your common sense."

The Kingdoms (Natasha Pulley) -> "You're my family! You were family before any of them. I've missed you even when I didn't remember you. Everything I've done since losing you has been about getting back to you. And I know I've left you behind before for other families, but not this time. I can't do it again."

The Bedlam Stacks (Natasha Pulley) –> "I’d thought perhaps I wasn’t the sort of person who could have lived close to anyone else, but that was wrong, now I was here. It would have been good, always to wake up this way."

The House in the Cerulean Sea (T.J. Klune) -> "Humanity is so weird. If we’re not laughing, we’re crying or running for our lives because monsters are trying to eat us. And they don’t even have to be real monsters. They could be the ones we make up in our heads. Don’t you think that’s weird?"

The Binding (Bridget Collins) -> "Maybe I should have followed him; but somehow it went from too soon to too late, without the right moment in between."

A Marvellous Light (Freya Markse) -> "It didn't take long to become so accustomed to something that you could describe the exact shape of its absence."

On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous (Ocean Vuong) -> "Trevor had passed away the night before. I’m broken in two, the message said. In two, it was the only thought I could keep, sitting in my seat, how losing a person could make more of us, make us two."

Angels in America (Tony Kushner) -> "I've lived through such terrible times and there are people who live through much worse. But you see them living anyway. When they're more spirit than body, more sores than skin, when they're burned and in agony, when flies lay eggs in the corners of the eyes of their children - they live. Death usually has to take life away. I don't know if that's just the animal. I don't know if it's not braver to die, but I recognize the habit; the addiction to being alive. So we live past hope. If I can find hope anywhere, that's it, that's the best I can do. It's so much not enough. It's so inadequate. But still bless me anyway. I want more life."

Brokeback Mountain (Annie Proulx) -> "They seized each other by the shoulders, hugged mightily, squeezing the breath out of each other, saying, son of a bitch, son of a bitch, then, and easily as the right key turns the lock tumblers, their mouths came together, and hard, Jack’s big teeth bringing blood, his hat falling to the floor, stubble rasping, wet saliva welling, and the door opening and Alma looking out for a few seconds at Ennis’s straining shoulders and shutting the door again and still they clinched, pressing chest and groin and thigh and leg together, treading on each other’s toes until they pulled apart to breathe and Ennis, not big on endearments, said what he said to his horses and his daughters, little darlin."