#honestly the top illus is one if my favorites of all time

[idk-i-want-mcl-content]

describing my MCL profile (with @mclmora's template :D)

hi! as you can guess I'm yet again thinking about MCL, as one does, and I thought filling this template could be fun :3 📸 user's profile + favorite outfits

💗 name: ?

💗 b-day: 08/12

💗 zodiac sign(s): Saggitarius Sun, Scorpio Moon.

💗 nationality: Salvadorian.

💗 favorite flirt(s): Lysander, Armin and Nathaniel.

💗 player since: 19/12/2015

�� Currently playing → Episode 32: Happy Life, Double Life! (Armin's route); Episode 29: The Love of Art (Lysander's route)

💘 lom meters (US server)

nathaniel, 95%

castiel, -52%

lysander, 95%

armin, 75% (💘)

kentin, 35%

❔answering questions: - which club did you pick? I picked the gardening club, because even though in real life I cannot take care of a plant for the life of me (i've tried) i'm even less... skilled, in sports lol. Don't get me wrong I think both things are fun but it's just not my thing.

headcanon time: My Candy signed up for the gardening club, befriended Jade (and had a crush on him at the start of the year) and because she was more a danger than anything in the garden (shenanigans ensue) , she ended up switching clubs, then became representative of her class (I imagine the high school has a lot of students, she's from a different section than the other characters on the first year.) and that's how she ended up befriending Melody and Nath. In the second year, Jade switches schools :c he was one of her best friends there.

-which is your favorite ep?

oh, don't ask me that :") I'll better give you a list in NO specific order because I really, REALLY can't choose: 17 (bye Debrah), 21 (the play!!!), 23 (nath's house), 31 and 32 (lysander's arc), 33 (iris party) and 40 the finale of course! - which non-datable character you like the most?

Priya wasn't datable in HSL so her lol, also Jade and Dajan are really cool in my mind, even thought they appear in only two episodes for some reason I always include them in my headcanons. Mmm, this is hard lol because I like a lot of characters from different reasons and it's hard to compare them to each other yk. Like, objectively we may feel more inclined to say Rosa or Alexy, but that's because we know them really well. But then there's Iris best girl for example, Leigh is also really nice. And then I have fanon versions of Melody and Karla that, in my mind, make me like them more...

It's tough man, but being honest, probably Amber because yes in HSL she was a BULLY I think, as a character, I really like her, she's compelling to me.

👩🏽‍🎓univerity life: to start

❔answering questions:

-what do you think of the removal of kentin, armin and lysandre?

because I have had a lot of time to reflect on this, and now we have alternative life and everything, I think it doesn't hit me as much as it did when I saw the news the first time. Of course it's still sad, because reading all the amazing headcanons people have for these three LIs for that season really makes me wish they did something different but hey! I think the new routes weren't as bad as people make them to be, because they constantly like to compare the new v.s. the old routes and that's not the point. The point is for people to have fun, and i've seen fanarts, fanfics and blogs dedicated to Hyun, Rayan and Priya :D also, adding Priya as a love interest IN MY OPINION was a really nice choice, a lot of people liked her before and now being able to date her??? queen, just give me the ring.

-which one is your favorite episode?

I haven't played this season myself, but i've watched the playthrough of it on YT (planetsucrette te adoro) and honestly? episode 15 "Emotional Rollercoaster" HAS to be at least in my top three for this season, yes i'm a nathaniel girlie but idk, all the drama and the build up and the illu!!! ugh it's so good, I really enjoyed watching it and I cannot imagine finishing that episode and have to WAIT for the continuation!!! the intrigue!!!

Also Rosa's story reaaally pulled my heart strings, i'm going to be honest with you, and there's a scene where Candy has this memory box and there's a bunch of photos from High School, and there's one with them and Alexy and the way they narrate that part is just- is fantastic, I loved it a lot. I think it's on ep 11.

-is there something you don't like about this season?

uh... well, for the longest time, I didn't even wanted to know what it was about, mainly because my interest remained in HSL and the fact that 2/3 of my boys weren't even there was not motivation, at all. There's nothing at the top of my head that I have to critique in general. Maybe if I gave it a little bit more thought, but eh, not in the mood.

💎 alternate life

lysander: (1st episode)

questions for you ♡

how do you feel about his new design?

i'm in love with his new design, not even going to lie to you. literal heart eyes every time i see him 💗💗💗💗💗

what do you think of his character development?

mmm... i think i said somewhere else in the SEA of post I have rambling about this game lol but, I agree with the sentiment that they could have took a different approach to his story in general. He's still charming, of course, but i'm completely biased in that.

non-datable characters that I love

yes the whole HSL cast. i don't care. they forever will live free in my mind.

general questions ♡

-how did you discover the game?

thanks to a friend who really liked anime :) she was my best friend at the time but I ended up falling in love with the game thanks to roleplaying with two of my best friends in the world + my new bestie because the other one switched schools lol. Now that I think about it, I don't know what her route was xd

Random fact: Those two friends I mentioned? They are both in love with Lysander and are always telling me they are going to steal him from me JAJAJAJA. All of us are head over heels for Armin though. One of them is Kentin's route and Castiel's route (yes, the complete opposites lol) and the other one loves Castiel TO DEATH. Also, my IRL bestie is also Castiel route and uh, quick question: Why does EVERYONE I know love Castiel while the dude literally hates ME? I'm saying like, in every damn account he always manages to be my LOWEST lom. Wanna know why? because I always befriend Nath.

-which one is your favorite special episode (ex: halloween 2011, easter 2012, ect)?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH NOOOOO DON'T DO THIS!!!!! but-

I have fond memories of playing the Valentine's 2018 event, it was the last one :"""") (i think). Why do I remember you ask? Because I did screamed when I saw this illu for the first time:

look at my boys. LOOK AT THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-have you played the spin-offs? if yes, which one was your favorite?

sadly no :c i'm short on AP yk, I'm a free to play girlie till the day I die.

💗 the end?

and that's the end :))) If you've read any part of this uh, thank u??? I started writing this tag as a fun silly activity but I ended up getting invested and thinking more about my silly AU. Also, you may have noticed I just call my candy "Candy" and that's not because they don't have names, but the reason is because they are my real names and I don't feel comfortable sharing them online!

I've tried to search for synonyms of my names to use for them, but they just don't feel like me and at the end of the day, My Candy Love is supposed to be played from your perspective and so, yes my candys have different personalities and dynamics with the characters but idk, they are based around me and so giving them other names doesn't really work for me??? it's a matter of preferences I guess.

i'm really fond of this game, but it's a part of me that i only get to talk openly about here on tumblr or with those 2-3 friends, so writing all of this was a sweet experience.

[zoldyckangel]

Scenarios of the adult rio and feitan. When they cheat on there s/o

Sorry about my late response to this! But here it is. Beware of the angst.   

Hisoka

I can’t believe you! You sicken me!” (Name) hisses at Hisoka, as he sits down, his back leaned up against the wall, shuffling a deck of cards. He keeps his eyes cast down at the cards, his lips neither smiling or frowning but his face remains a neutral expression.

His golden orbs are unmoving as he takes the ace of hearts from the deck of cards and examines it, he hums out as if bored “You can’t believe what (Name) Chan?”

“You know that!” she hisses and yells, “I heard everything! You slept with that girl from the Heavens Arena yesterday in your room! Did you have fun with her?! I hope it was fun while it lasted.”  

He flicks the card, the card instantly turning into a different card. This time into the joker card.  He smiles without showing his teeth, and he does a closed eye smile as he places the card back into the deck while tilting his head. He then asks humming it “Really? Rumors spread so quickly~.”

(Name) starts to feel rage from how calm Hisoka was being at being accused of cheating and she feels her fingernails dig into her palm. “Do you even have an ounce of remorse or guilt?” she hisses out, but not at all really surprised.  

“Why would I feel either of those? It’s just sex,” he asks her in return all the while smiling, and his golden eyes stare into her own (Color) orbs, daring her to attack him.  He craved it, the sicko wanted for her to slap or punch him.  

(Name) tried to calm herself, but Hisoka’s stupid smiling face was so punchable at the moment. She wanted to do everything in her power to destroy him…but that’s what he wanted. She couldn’t and wouldn’t give Hisoka this pleasure.

It takes everything in her power to try and calm herself and not to lash out at him. She breathes in and out sharply through her nose, and she then yells,  “Fine. You know what! You sucked in bed and everything else! I’m glad you went out of your way to cheat on me because I was going to break up with you anyway! So have fun being alone Hisoka!”

She turns on her heel and angrily storms off down the hall and away from him never wanting to see his face again.

In the meanwhile, Hisoka’s smiling face has long since disappeared, and he crushes the cards in his hands as his eyes narrow at her back receding down the hall.  His plan had failed to get her to finally fight him seriously…..and not only that, she had just left him…permanently.

Chrollo

He started at her with solemn eyes, you could see the regret without him opening his mouth and speaking it to her, but that didn’t stop the anger from swelling in (Name’s) chest upon finding out what he had done.  Now that they were alone and in private she felt hatred but most of all sadness her lover had done such a thing to her. She had trusted him…yet he of all people betrayed her trust.  

She seriously had to hear it from one of the Phantom Troupe member’s big mouths.  It was an accident that they had slipped about the secret Chrollo had been carrying with him for the last year now, and they immediately froze, their eyes darting to their boss who was ready to have the torturer of the group do his job, but he reframed himself for his comrade’s sake.

When Chrollo finally goes to open his mouth, to discuss what had happened, (Name) unexpectedly feels her hand raise and she strikes him as hard as she could. The slap echoing into the air, and turning his head from the impact. Chrollo’s eyes get cold and lifeless as he stares at the brick wall of inside the building before his eyes drift shut soberly knowing he was in the wrong.

She then asks, hatred in her voice as tears well up in her eyes “How could you? You promised me you would never love any other woman the same…you promised me you would never betray my trust, yet you have….WHY?! Tell me the reason?”

He is silent before he opens his eyes and turns to face her. She feels dread now as she confronts him directly, and his pale cheek she slapped has turned a bright red in the shape of a hand print, her handprint….

He replies finally, though it is a reply that makes (Names) heart squeeze painfully,  “I was in a dark place then…and you weren’t there. I was away…and you were here. I didn’t think, I just acted with lust.” He stares at her with cold eyes as he says the next part slowly, “I’m….sorry if this hurt you. You can leave if you so desire. I won’t try and stop you. ”

(Name) goes to raise her hand again in anger and sadness, more tears streaming down her face, but she stops herself as her bottom lip trembles, and she bites her lip with her teeth. Emotions make her entire body tremble, not just her lower lip, and she lowers her hand slowly.

And she says the words that end everything, her words a choked sob  “We are over… I will never forgive you.”    And with that she turns away leaving the room, leaving Chrollo alone with his thoughts.

Thoughts about how one woman, one night full of grief on a summers night, and a trip to a hotel about a year ago could destroy something so precious for him, and now the only thing he could do was let her go.  

Illumi

“I slept with another woman,” Illumi states all too seriously out of the blue, without any changes to his facial expression whatsoever.

(Name) nearly chokes on her (Favorite Drink), the liquid in her mouth to large of a quantity to swallow all at once, so it forms a large ball, and it slowly slides down her throat and hurts all the way down. She coughs a few times before finally clearing her throat, and she looks up at Illumi with wide eyes.

“You slept with another woman….and you’re telling me this so openly why? Are you joking…?” (Name) asks Illumi as he blankly stares at her from the chair at the dining room table.  

He places a single finger on his chin as he responds tilting his head slightly “It’s not a joke, and I’m saying it now because I felt it was necessary to tell you or else it would hinder our relationship in the future.”  

She still stares at him shocked and confused, but his face remains the same. She then mutters “You’re serious then…”

“Yes.” he responds again, and he says next in great detail “I slept with another woman during one of my tasks from mother. I killed her afterward…so I don’t see why there would be a problem….Are you angry with me?”

(Name) places her drink on the dining room table and she is not so sure how to feel about everything. She feels upset, but at the same time is happy Illumi was so straight forward with her. She stares at her drink for the long moment before lifting them to meet Illumis large and wide eyes.

She responds, her heart clenching, her voice low and unsure,  “Well, of course, I’m not happy with it Illu.”  

“I see…. Well, you can’t leave me.” He states prominently as he stands up form his seat at the dining room table. “I was honest with you. That’s all that should matter. Mother even said so.”

Before she can even say another word, Illumi turns his back on her and leaves the dining room, and (Name) knew they would soon be facing problems about their current situation. He honestly didn’t see the problem clearly… and she wasn’t so sure how to go about it with him. Why did Illumi have to be such…a confusing person?

Feitan

She sees the obvious hickey and bites on his neck, he doesn’t try to hide it or cover it. He feels no shame in what he has done, (Name) isn’t even sure why he came back or if he is even capable of feeling guilt or shame or sees what he has done was wrong.

He narrows his eyes dangerously at her as he sees where her eyes are cast down to, and he asks snottily after plopping down on the sofa “What are you staring at…?”

She purses her lips, and she replies tapping the side of her own neck, tears pricking her eyes “Your neck…”

“My neck…” he states before his eyes look down at his collarbone. He then smirks slightly putting his boots up on the coffee table uncaring, “Oh that. I got a whore on my way home yesterday. I thought they go away but seems they didn’t.”

“You slept with a whore…and yet you came back here.” (Name) says her eyes narrowing at him. She then hisses pointing to the door “Get out!”

“Get out…?” he asks smirking slightly at her, his voice full of cockiness. “It was a whore.”  

“Does it matter who she was?!” she screams at the top of her lungs to which Feitan doesn’t even flinch. Her trembling hand points to the door again, and a single tear rolls down her cheek “I said get out!”

He stands up from the sofa, his boots sliding off the coffee table and he slowly approaches her, and he says once a few inches away from her “Funny. To think you get this upset over a trivial whore…..Love is a strange thing.”  

He grins slightly, and he says reaching out to her, his nail sliding across her neck, “Don’t forget I could have killed you at any time I was with you but…I didn’t. Just be lucky you’re alive…”

He retracts his finger from her neck, and he stares at her one last time before walking away, and he says one last thing, “Goodbye. It was fun while it lasted (Name).” He smirks before he opens the door and slips out it and knowing Feitan, it truly would be the last time she would see him.

Once the door is shut, and he is out of her apartment, she collapses to her knees, broken and dazed.  More tears fall from (Name’s) eyes as she thinks ‘Did he ever truly love me? Or was I just another whore to him…?’

[hxh-secretsanta-2017]

BG Paper Company (Office AU)

To:  @4kcu0

Note: MERRY CHRISTMAS!! I really don’t know if this is your wish. I was going to try and make a crack fic but it didn’t end up happening unfortunately. I hope you like it though!!!

Killua let out heavy breath, standing outside of a brown door with a golden platelet reading “BG Paper Company”. He really didn’t want to be here. Eighteen and he already had the distinct feeling that he’d landed a dead-end job- one he’d be stuck at for a very long time. He sighed again, opening the door-

“Good morning, Killua!” Gon said, beaming from the front desk. Killua felt himself smiling without his consent. Though, who could honestly not smile when Gon was around?

“Morning, Gon.” Killua said, resting his elbows on Gon’s messy desk- covered with various trinkets that, of course, was not needed. “You know, it’s a good thing they bumped you down. I think that you’re just bubbly enough to be an annoying secretary.”

“Killua, that’s not nice!” Gon pouted, letting out a small whine. Killua laughed, flicking the male’s forehead before walking over to his desk.

“Oh, come on. Don’t be bitter just because I took your job. You were pretty bad at it from what Leorio said.” Killua said, snickering as he turned on his computer. He didn’t need to look at Gon to know that he was still pouting like a little kid.

“That’s not true! I was very- Ah! Good morning, Leorio!” Gon started to argue, only to put his usual grin on as the taller man walked through the door and straight to his desk- right next to Killua’s.

“You are seriously a freak of nature for being so happy so early.” Leorio growled, dropping his stuff down and turning on his computer- Well, trying to turn it on. “Why won’t this damn thing start up?”

“Did you try turning off and on again?” Killua said, trying desperately not to start giggling. He could hear Gon struggling too, picking up the phone that had started ringing.

“BG Paper Company. This is Gon. How may I help you?” Gon said in a cheery voice, though his eyes kept flickering over to watch the scene taking place.

“Yes, I’ve tried- You little brat! How would that even make any sense? The problem is I can’t turn it on!” Leorio snapped at Killua.

“Okay but, like, here me out. Have you tried ctrl+alt+del?” Killua said, pulling up a spreadsheet on his own computer. He heard Gon choke on a laugh and apologize profusely to whoever he was talking to on the phone.

“Killua!” Leorio glared at the teenager, “What the hell did you do?”

“Alright, I’m here to help. What do you need?” Killua shifted so that he was giving Leorio his undivided attention, “Have you looked for the power cord?”

“The power-” Leorio mumbled, looking down and noticing the cord wasn’t plugged into the outlet or his computer. “Listen here, you shit. What did you do with-”

“I think I saw it in the freezer. You should keep a tighter leash on that thing so it won’t run away again.” Killua looked back at his computer, trying to hide his grin.

Leorio opened his mouth to curse at the teen again before simply scowling and stomping off toward the break room to retrieve his frozen cord, leaving a snickering Killua and Gon behind.

-

Killua leaned against the counter in the breakroom, waiting for his sandwich to finish heating up in the microwave. Gon already sat at the table, munching away at his own sandwich. Killua yelped, feeling an arm wrap around his shoulder.

“Hello, my favorite little fruits. Having a productive day?” a man said, looking from one boy to the other with a pleasant smile on his face. Killua shuddered pulling away abruptly when the microwave stopped.

“Watch yourself, Mr. Morow, or I’ll file sexual harassment.” Killua warned, taking his sandwich to the table, sitting close to Gon to keep the older man from bothering him.

“How many times have I told you to call me Hisoka? No need to be so formal. We’re all friends here.” Hisoka pouted, putting a lollipop in his mouth and sitting across from the two teens.

“You’re out boss, not our friend, Mr. Morow.” Killua said, sneering as he took a bite. Gon frowned.

“That’s not very nice, Killua. We’re friends, aren’t we? What’s wrong with Hisoka wanting to be our friend?” The brown haired boy asked with a disapproving frown.

“Because he’s our boss, Gon. It’s not appropriate.” Killua said, his patience wearing thin. Really, why did he work here again?

“But why wouldn’t it be-”

“Because he’s our employer! He’s in charge of our paycheck and-”

“Boys!” Killua and Gon stopped bickering, looking at their boss expectantly. He was looking at them with an unamused expression. “I didn’t come here just to chat. I actually need a favor from the two of you.”

“A favor?” Both boys said simultaneously, Killua with a look of suspicion and Gon with a look of innocent curiosity.

“Yes, Kurapika informed me that we have someone from corporate coming to check in on us this afternoon. Killua, you’re our top seller, and Gon, your our office’s shining face. I need the two of you to make the best impression. Our branch’s reputation hinges on this. What do you say? I’ll make it worth your while.” Hisoka looked from one to the other, a sickeningly sweet smile on his lips as he licked his lollipop.

“No offense, but if your entire branch hinges on two eighteen-year-olds, you have serious management issues.” Killua said, giving Hisoka a dumbfounded look. Gon glared at his friend before offering an optimistic grin to his boss.

“Don’t worry, Hisoka! Killua and I will make sure you get good marks! They’re going to think you’re doing a great job!” Gon cheered, earning a relieved smile from Hisoka and a facepalm from Killua.

-

It happened in a matter of seconds. Who knew that was all it took for all hell to break loose in Killua’s boring dead-end job. His safe job that was no longer safe. Because at 1:45pm, Illumi Zoldyck, the supposed new CFO of BG Paper Company, walked through the door.

Killua was sitting at his desk, answering calls when an instant message from Gon popped up on the screen. He looked over at the grinning boy, raising an eyebrow, before opening the message

Gon: Do you think the CEFO guy is gonna be here soon?

Killua rolled his eyes, letting out a quiet laugh.

Killua: CFO, dummy. And yeah, if he’s coming to evaluate before the day’s over.

The receptionist huffed, no doubt at the “dummy” crack, before Killua got another message.

Gon: How should I greet him? What should I call him? Sir?

Killua: Well considering we don’t even know the guy’s name and he’s you’re superior….

Gon: So “sir” works? I just really wanna make a good impression, you know?

Killua: Yeah, you wouldn’t want to get demoted…again…. ;)

Gon huffed loudly this time and never responded, much to Killua’s amusement. So for the time being, he’d get back to work. A few minutes later it happened, though.

Gon saw him first: A tall pale male, maybe a little younger than Mr. Morow,  with long black hair and black blank eyes that seemed to stare into your soul. Illumi Zoldyck.

“Good afternoon, sir! Welcome to BG Paper Company! My name is Gon, how may I help you?” Gon chirped, putting his best smile on. Killua still hadn’t seen the man, only rolling his eyes at how exuberant his friend was.

“Tell Hisoka that Illumi’s here to see him.” A monotone voice responded, rounding the corner.

The color drained from Killua’s face and he was under his desk in a matter of seconds, sending his wheeled chair sliding across the room. The office became quiet and all the cowering boy heard was the sound of Mr. Morow’s door opening and the sound of footsteps stopping right by his desk before Illumi bent to look under the desk with curiosity seeping through those normally emotionless eyes.

“Kil? What are you doing down there?”

-

“Would someone please explain to me what’s going on here?” Kurapika, the office’s HR rep, looked from Illumi, to Killua, to Hisoka, and back to Killua as they sat in the conference room. The older men didn’t look bothered by this situation in the least but Killua looked torn between cowering under the table and slamming his face down on the hard surface.

“Kil’s my brother. I heard that he was looking for the job so I told Hisoka to hire him. I don’t see the problem here.” Illumi explained with a shrug. Killua gaped at the older men before glaring at his boss.

“When you promised me candy for kissing the CFO’s ass, you never said it was my brother!” Killua groaned. Kurapika’s eyes widened.

“You bribed an employee? Hisoka that’s extremely frowned upon-” Kurapika started, scolding the man before Hisoka waved him off.

“It wasn’t bribing. It was simply… added incentive. And you can’t argue with the results.” Hisoka said casually, handing a candy bar to Killua- who took it greedily so he could drown his sorrows in chocolate.

“And what results, pray tell, are you referring to? Hiding under a desk because you weren’t upfront with him and bribed him-” Kurapika started only to be cut off, again, by Hisoka.

“Well, none of that matters now. Since we’re all here, we don’t we just have a little chat. I know! How about we go out to lunch?” Hisoka suggested with a pleasant smile. Killua’s eyebrow twitched.

“I literally just had lunch with Gon. You were there, Hisoka.” Killua said deadpanned, leaning back away from Hisoka when the older man gave him a bright grin.

“You called me Hisoka instead of Mr. Morow! I think this calls for a celebration-”

“No! Illumi, make him stop!” Killua groaned, yelping when his older brother wrapped and arm around his shoulder.

“Now, now, Hisoka. I can’t have you upsetting Kil. And I don’t approve of bribery either.” Illumi reprimanded. Hisoka offered a little pout.

“Awh, but, Illu… I just wanted to make sure that he was nice to you.”

“I think Killua should be getting back to work now-” Kurapika started, causing Hisoka to frown at him.

“What are you still doing here?”

-

Gon sat on Killua’s desk, listening eagerly as his friend recounted everything that went on in the conference room. Killua, on the other hand, just wanted to turn in his resignation and fall in a ditch somewhere.

“So your brother’s the CFO? Woah, that’s really cool!” Gon praised, an awestruck look on his face. Leorio scowled at his own desk.

“No wonder a rat like you managed to land a job here.” The older man muttered, glaring at Killua.

“Hey, don’t be rude just because you’re jealous.” Killua grinned with a laugh at how progressively angry Leorio was getting.

“I’m not jealous of a runt like you. I just don’t think it’s fair that all of us have to work to succeed and you don’t.” Leorio said, seething.

“Fine, then you can have my brother instead.” Killua snapped.

Gon got up to answer a phone call while the two were arguing and printed out some document before walking into Hisoka’s office. He was only in there a split second before he quickly backed out and slammed the door shut behind him with his eyes wide. Leorio and Killua stopped arguing to stare at the seemingly traumatized boy.

“Kid? You alright there?” Leorio asked, looking a little concerned. Gon looked in a daze before abruptly turning and walking toward the back cubicles. Killua looked at Leorio before dashing after his friend.

“Gon! What the hell? What happened in there?” He grabbed the shaken up boy’s arm, forcing him to look at him.

“Um…” Gon’s face slowly started turning red, “I…I saw your brother and Hisoka….doing grown-up things…”

“Grown-up…Oh, God…kill me now…”